Red as tomatoes

Jimin’s POV

“Ahhh!” I hissed as he was cleaning my wounds with alcohol, “That hurts you jerk! You pressed a little too hard!”

“Well, if it weren’t for the dry blood, maybe I wouldn’t have to press hard,” he slightly smacked my shoulder and I rolled my eyes at him.

“Are you done yet?” I asked for the 5th time in one minute.

“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand, done! I just need to put bandages around the bite marks and then put some ointment on the scars for them to heal completely and you’re all set. Then maybe we can go grab some food,” he told me as if he was my friend.

“Why are you talking like that?” I asked.

“Well, do you prefer me acting like a dick or like a nice person?” he asked me.

“I want you to act like you, stop pretending,” I retorted.

“What if I’m not pretending, smartass,” I could feel his glare as I lowered my head.

Does he really mean it? Does he really care for someone like me? Does he really hate seeing how badly treated we get like he told me a couple of minutes ago? I sighed as he then started to wrap cotton gauze wrap on my forearms and put gauze pads on my scars with the ointment and used the rest of the

cotton gauze wrap to wrap it around me and made sure it wasn’t too tight, but a comfortable tightness in order to let me breathe.

“Better?” he asked.

“Better,” I nodded and he started to put the things away inside the First Aid Kit. “Can I ask you something?”

He looked up at me as he was putting the ointment inside the box and closed it before he could answer me, “Sure, go ahead.”

“Why did you even bother to treat me?” I asked. “I mean, I’m basically a psycho, you should be careful with me the most.”

“I believe that even if someone lost their sanity, they deserve the chance to be treated nicely and to recover, believe it or not, I used to go to a psychologist, he helped me a lot. I guess this is just one way to repay him,” he looked at me.

“You look too sane for having mental problems,” I squinted my eyes at him.

“Well then, now you can see that you can be just like me when you get treated fairly, not like an animal, you’re still human, you still have feelings to be taken importance,” he told me.

“Well, tell me this then, do I look insane to you?” I asked him.

“No, you actually act like a normal person would, that’s why I’m actually asking myself why the hell you’re here,” he told me.

“Do you seriously wanna know?” I asked, looking down at my lap as I sat cross-legged on my bed.

He put the box aside and sat down in my bed again, facing me, “If it isn’t too much to ask, can you please tell me?”

I chuckled darkly, “I’ll accept if you think I’m crazy afterward, so don’t worry.”

“You haven’t even started in the first place,” he squinted his eyes at me.

“Alright, alright. I’ll tell you then. I lost my mother when I was younger, she died in a car crash getting me my supplies for art that I needed in school. But… a drunk driver hit her car with his truck and she didn’t survive. My father took all his anger on me, he blamed me and abused of my physically, my little brother would end up crying and when father was done releasing his anger on me, he would be taking care of me and clean me with a warm towel and told me to shower with warm water for the inflammations. He was like my mother, very caring and always aware of my well-being. I was surprised he didn’t hate me like our father did. He just took care of me when everything was over.

He often spent time searching for ways to cure me without me going to the doctor, he found information on the internet on how to treat bruises, broken ribs, broken arm, broken leg, relief for back pain and for mental traumas. He… he always tried to make things better for me, he was always by my side, that’s what prevented me from going insane and kill for once and for all our father. He was the one who worked anyway, I was too young to work. But one day, my little brother stepped out to help me out and… our father started to beat him. Even though I was in pain, I managed to get up to the kitchen and I turned him around to face me.

I cut his cheek and a lot of blood gushed out, I froze for a second but he quickly aimed to choke me so I cut his hand and he screamed in pain. My little brother was knocked out because of the force of his punches on his little head, and once I saw his cut lip and bruises on his face, that made me lose it for once and for all. The next moment, I blacked out, it was as if I just turned into someone else and this person took over me. When I opened my eyes again, he was stabbed a lot of time in the chest, legs, arms, and face. One of his eyes was missing and that’s when I looked at myself. I was a bloody mess. When I went to school, it wasn’t good either. They knew that my mother died, they started to hurt me in a group, but once I had enough and beat all 12 of them in one go. I got expelled out of school and I guess that is why my father decided to beat me up and my little brother. But it didn’t justify his acts against my little brother, he was innocent, he didn’t have the fault.

So basically, I beat up my bullies and killed my father that same day. It wasn’t much to my surprise, but what surprised me was that I didn’t remember when I did those things. It’s as if something in me snapped and I just, lost control of my body. So I guess there’s two sides of me, a good side and… a bad side.”

Notes:

Thank you all for reading and you don't know how happy it makes me see that I have at least 33 hits! I love you all! Thank you for all the support!

Chapter 9: Daddy Joon

Notes:

A little Namjin Smut upcoming, if you do not like smuts please do skip this part if you want, but if you wanna read it, I am telling you... I suck at writing smuts. So forgive me if I ain't good with this. XDDD

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WARNING: 21+ scenes, if you do not like smuts or if you wanna keep your innocence, you might not wanna read this part. Thank you.

RM’S POV

I was typing my daily worksheet on how my cadets and comrades were doing. I checked each paper in my office that sat on my desk and sighed. It was giving me a headache but then someone knocked on the door, I groaned.

“Come in,” I said monotonously.

Jin entered and I relaxed, “You seem to be having a hard time, do you need me to help you out?”

“Yes, please,” I sighed and he walked behind me and started to massage my temples.

“Better?” he asked.

“Somewhat, thank you Seokjin Yeobo,” I grinned and he smacked my shoulder and I flinched.

“Babo, don’t call me that when we’re working,” he rolled his eyes.

“But you don’t mind it when we’re fucking on my desk,” I pointed out.

His jaw dropped, “NAMJOON!”

I laughed at his flustered expression and put my arms around my head as he hit me with a stack of papers that laid around. I laughed as he took his anger out on me. He then stopped after a few minutes.

“Don’t talk about that, geez, you have no shame,” he shook his head.

“Oh, but you don’t say that when you’re a moaning mess,” I wrapped my arms around his waist as I pulled him closer to me before he got the change to react to my words.

“Namjoon, can’t you wait for la-later? I’m still sore from the first round,” he told me.

“I’ll go lightly… if you want,” I whispered in his ear and he then shivered in my arms.

“Namjoon-ah, please…” he begged.

I bit my lips, “What is it?”

“Stop teasing me…” he panted.

I looked down at his pants and he was already growing. I smirked and he looked at me, knowing what was coming to him.

“Would you want me to fix that?” I nuzzled my nose on the crook of his neck as my hands went down to his waist.

“Why do you always do this to me?” he glared at me and I chuckled as I looked at him.

“You’re my Baby Boy, did you forget that? You need Daddy to ruin you,” I whispered against his soft skin.

He left a soft moan out from his pretty lips. I suddenly got up and went to lock the door, since I made my office soundproof three weeks ago, there wouldn’t be a problem of keeping things quiet. I turned around to find Jin with his cheek full of color, with different shades of pink and red. His ears started to turn hot pink and his breathing became unstable. I started to undo my tie and take it out of my dress shirt.

“Sit,” I ordered.

He jumped a little at my commanding voice and sat on my chair, I slowly went behind him and started to tie my tie to cover his eyes. If he wanted me to get rid of his boner, at least he could let me have some fun hearing him.

“Stand up,” I told him when I was done tying the tie around his head.

He stood up and I turned him around to face me, I slightly lowered my head to kiss his plumb thick lips. I pushed away some paper as I sat him on my desk and started to rub him through his clothes.

“A-ah,” he left out another moan when I started to massage him, he was getting harder this time. I bit my lower lip as I started to get excited too. Why must he turn me on like this?

“Do you like that… Baby boy?” I asked.

“Y-yes… Da-Daddy,” he panted.

I sat on my chair and pulled him towards me, turning him around as I made him sit on my lap. I started to undo his belt and zip his zipper down. He gasped once he realized what I was going to do. I chuckled lightly at his cuteness when he felt embarrassed of me touching him, even though we have been dating for a long time, he still gets shy when I jerk him off.

“Relax Baby Boy, if you’re good, Daddy will go light on you. But if you don’t behave… Daddy will have to punish you,” I nibbled his earlobe and he moaned louder. “Is that what you want?” I asked as I went under his boxers and started to massage his tip.

“Nnnn, ah- Daddy Joon!” he bit his lower lip.

“What was that Baby Boy?” I teased him as I started to jerk him off slowly.

“F-fa-faster! Ah, ple-please…” he begged.

Damn, I’m getting hard, I thought as I started to pick up my pace and suck the nape on his neck.

I felt his pre-cum in my hand, how cute. He arched his back as I squeezed him a little and moaned louder since he knows that we wouldn’t be heard, no matter how loud he moaned. It relieved me, we didn’t have to keep it quiet, but actually, let it all out and not hide it from one another.

His dick was starting to twitch, he was close. A few more moves and he might spill all his milky substance on my hand. I then went under his shirt and started to massage one of his nipples and he groaned.

“Do you like that, Baby Boy?” I asked.

“Y-yes Daddy,” he panted.

I stopped my movement and he whined, I chuckled and I then put him back to my desk and took his pants down along with his boxers. I sat in my chair as I started to suck him off, I teased him by licking the tip as more pre-cum started to come out. Then I took him all in my mouth and he started moaning once more. I don’t know what’s more satisfying, hearing moaning or being able to be the only one who gets to touch him the way I do. After a few more minutes, he tugged at my hair but I knew he was close to him climax, this time, I wanted to taste him instead of just jerking him off like the last few times.

I smacked his hand away as he then started warning me that he was close, I didn’t care, I wanted to taste him just like he has before. I was curious, I wanted to know what he tasted like.

“Daddy!” he moaned as he climaxed in my mouth, I didn’t want to waste any of it, I gulped everything down and I looked up at him as he was still trying to catch his breath.

I licked the corner of my lip as some of it wanted to escape, “You taste amazing.”

He turned a darker shade of red before he chuckled, “And it seems like you need help too.” He pointed at my pants.

“Well then, look what you made me do,” I gave him a playful glare.

“Let me fix that for you… Daddy Joon.”

Notes:

Welp, I hope I didn't disappoint you, and thank you for reading huns! Love y'all and please do take care!

Chapter 10: Understood

Notes:

Now Yoongi understands why Jimin is there.

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Yoongi’s POV

As he finished telling me his story, it surprised me that he stood up for his little brother and not himself. He sure did went through hell, I can even feel his pain. It must have been hard on him to accept the truth that his mother died and his father and classmates making it worse for him and only his angelic little brother was there for him to bring him comfort. Even I would snap if my father hurt my big brother who has been helping me through my depression and my physical abuse.

“You know, I don’t think you’re insane; you protected your little brother, that takes a lot of courage. Sure, you went overboard to protect him, but you did what you thought it was right, you stood up for yourself to your bullies even though they outnumbered you. That takes a lot of guts Jiminie, you’re really brave,” I lightly smacked his shoulder and he frowned.

“Can you not call me Jiminie? I hate that nickname, those idiots who test on me call me that when they are torturing me,” he sighed.

“Then, how about I call you… Mochi?” I asked him.

“Mochi?” he was flustered.

“You might seem like you can hurt someone, but really, you’re just defending your softness from people who might hurt you, so you put up thick walls and defend that soft side of you. As you have noticed, you still haven’t attacked me, so that’s a good sign. You might seem scary, but deep inside, you’re a caring person. You have a hard time showing that side of you, just like I do sometimes, so it’s quite normal to me, I can understand that,” I told him.

“But why nickname me after a Japanese treat?” he furrowed his eyebrows.

“One, because when you smile genuinely you look cute. Two, your cheeks are squishy so if I were to poke your cheek it would feel soft. But knowing you, you might bite my finger off if I dare to poke your face,” I rose one of my eyebrows.

“Damn, you have only spent 3 hours with me and you already know how I act. You’re so freaking creepy,” he told me.

“Do you like the nickname or do you want another one?” I asked him.

He sighed as he thought about it for a while, “Mochi is fine, I guess it sort of does suit me.”

“Alright then, get used to it, since you don’t like Jiminie, then Mochi will be your nickname,” I told him.

“Alright,” he shrugged.

“Let go, and here,” I handed him my doctor coat and he stared at me.

“Why are you giving me your coat?” he asked.

“One, I don’t want you to wear that disgusting bloody Straightjacket. Two, you can’t go shirtless out of here or else you’ll catch a cold,” I rolled my eyes at him.

“Thank you,” he told me.

“For what?” I asked.

“For taking care of me, you kind of remind me of my little brother, always looking out for me,” he told me and my face softened.

“Once you get out of here I’ll make sure you can meet him once more,” I told him.

“But… what if he’s afraid of me? What if he hates me for killing our only parent?” he asked me.

“Mochi, he will understand. If he took care of you, he must have understood in the pain you were going through. He wouldn’t just leave you,” I told him as I patted his back softly.

“What if he does? Where am I supposed to go then?” he asked me with a slight fear in his eyes.

“Then… you can come with me. I don’t think you’d like to be alone after a long time of being locked up in here,” I told him.

“Are you sure?” he asked.

“I’m sure, after all, my hyung moved and my dog is on daycare right now. It would be nice if Holly had someone to take care of her. You seem like the type of person who likes animals,” I told him.

“Again, how do you know that?” he gave me a little glare.

“Mochis are soft people, they have a soft spot for cute animals,” I told him.

“Damn you and your psychological brain,” he retorted.

“You know, that’s exactly what I told a friend of mine,” I chuckled and he looked at me surprised.

“Really?” he asked.

I laughed, “Yes, and he was the one who used to read me.”

“That’s… very ironic,” he started to chuckle.

“Tell me about it, so, now that you have my coat, let’s go get something to eat. Let’s see what these people have in store for what they call food,” I grabbed his wrist and he pulled it away.

“Did… did I hurt you?” I asked.

“They tied me up, so yeah, it hurts still,” he told me.

“I’m sorry, it won’t happen again,” I told him and let him go ahead of me as I hovered my hand above his waist.

“Doctor Woo, I see you managed to control the most dangerous beast in here,” one of the random nurses told me.

“Don’t compare him to a beast when you’re attitude is disgusting woman,” I retorted, feeling angry for some reason.

She seemed as surprised as Jimin was, guess none of them expected me to burst out like that.

“I-I apologize, Doctor Woo,” she bowed.

“Don’t apologize to me, but to my patient Jimin,” I told her.

She seemed to be shaking as she made eye contact with Jimin for a split second and bowed, “I’m sorry, Jiminie.”

He groaned and just nodded, “It’s alright, go get lost before I rip your throat out.”

And with that, she went running out of our sight. I chuckled as I remembered her scared face, Jimin just stared at me for a while and when we made eye contact he looked away.

“Um… thank you again,” he muttered quietly but I heard him.

“You welcome,” and he led me to the Cafeteria in where the rest of the patients sat on their tables with their own groups.

Jimin guided me to a far-right table and sat there, there were only two chairs so I sat opposite him. I looked around as I started to slowly look at everyone, some of them really needed help, their faces were cut and some even barked like dogs. What happened to them? Why are they like that.

Out of everyone in this place, I did not think I would see her here. She sat alone, barely even eating, her gaze was only on the little food she picked out. Some group of girls decided to walk up to her and she seems to ignore them. Eventually, they got mad and wanted to pick a fight with her.

Wrong move mate, wrong move, I said mentally. It was no other than Rear Admiral Lower Half GA JR. She was one of the strongest women in the Navy. Once I went against her and I immediately regret not backing down when I had the choice. In a blink of a second, I was already begging for mercy as she twisted my arm behind my back.

“What are you looking at?” Jimin asked.

“Follow my gaze and you’ll see why,” I told him and he did as I told him.

Jimin’s POV

I looked in the direction he was looking and something in me dropped, did he like that girl who was now surrounded by those psychopathic chicks? Why would I care, he’s a man, she’s a girl; it makes sense if it’s love at first sight.

“She’s… pretty?” I said.

“No, not that you Mochi, just look at what she is about to do and then I’ll tell you why I’m not surprised,” he told me.

I furrowed my eyebrows and looked back at the girl. I knew her face but not her name, sure, she helped me sometimes, but we never actually talked to one another. She seemed to be getting pissed as someone grabbed her milk and she literally grabbed one of the girl’s wrist and twisted it in a sickening way, making the girl pour the milk all over herself as then this mysterious girl punched and kicked her friends in the face and stomach.

I always saw her sitting alone, I never really bothered to even pay attention to her. She was just one of the many faces in here, the only time we actually talked was when she helped me up because I was so weak from all my injuries. She even ripped her jean jacket in order to make a tourniquet to pretend the blood of my wrist to come out as she then took me to the nurse and got some stitches to close the would since it was a deep one. But that was it, she just helped me out of nowhere.

“I didn’t know she could fight…” I told him.

“That’s Rear Admiral JR, no one really knows her real name, but she always wrote GA JR. She never really trusted anyone with her real identity, rumors in the Navy ship says that she ran away from home and that people were looking for her. So she basically hid her identity and became part of the Navy,” he told me.

“What the fuck? How do you know her? And why the fuck do you speak as if you know her?” I asked him.

“I’ll tell you once I have enough trust to tell you,” he smirked and I glared at him.

“I knew you were not a normal Psychological doctor,” I told him.

“You were right,” he told me.

Asshole, so what are you? A Spy? The hell?

Notes:

Hate me all you want but yes, I wanted to take part of my own AU as well. XDDDDD

Chapter 11: "I'm Okay."

Notes:

Holy shit, I am so sorry for confusing chapter 10 and 11. Hope you didn't notice!

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Yoongi’s POV

I texted a long message to Namjoon as soon as I arrived at my new apartment and with Holly in my arms. She was well taken care of, she was well, she went to her doggie bed and went to sleep. I chuckled as I watched her sleep, which triggered a memory.

Mochi… I had him in my thoughts, how he was put to sleep once he had a major tantrum after hearing his abusers voices, mocking him with the nickname Jiminie.

He fought everyone who tried to put him down, but when he saw me, he ran to me and hid behind me like a little kid. He was scared, he was really scared. He only attacked to defend himself. I told them to go away, I turned to him and saw his tears rolling down his chubby cheeks. The pain in those eyes, like a little kid, he cried out as he asked me for help.

It broke me inside out, is this how a brother feels when a younger sibling is crying and asking for protection? The next thing I knew, he was shot with a tranquilizer on his neck and he fainted in my arms. I felt something inside me broke, and what I said next shocked me as much as it shocked them.

“You heartless beasts, it shouldn’t be him in here but you idiotic psychos who only hurt him and other innocent people who have mental problems! How can you be so cold and heartless?! How would you feel if it was you and not them! How would you feel in their shoes?!” I carried Jimin in my arms and took him to his room, I took out the dark and put it in my pocket just in case he would use it to harm himself with it.

I went up to the office of that old woman and complain to her about the poor treatment. She sighed and lowered her glasses, “That’s how we deal with them, they need to follow rules before we help them.”

“What kind of bullshit is this?” I snarled at her and she seemed to be taken aback by my own actions, and now that I think about it, it shocks me too.

GA JR’s POV

Jung Hoseok… where are you…? I teared up as I felt a lot of pain in my abdomen, my lip was cut, my nose was bleeding, my legs couldn’t support me anymore. Where are you… Hobi…

WARNING: 16+ scenes ahead

I started to remember how we met, every time I feel like giving up, I remember how his existence in my life impacted me for the best. He worked for Yoongi, the Chief I put down in less than a minute. We had small talk, we got to know one another, but what made my heart flutter was how he confessed to me. He took me by surprise by kissing me out of nowhere when we were talking about the future and our hopes and dreams. Without wasting another second, I responded to his kiss. He grinned against my lips and I grinned in response.

“You’re so unfair and unpredictable,” I told him.

“Right, I stole a kiss from you, would you like it back?” he teased with a smirk on his face.

I played along and grinned, “I would love that actually.”

We were in the bar, we were drinking and I guess the shot of vodka gave him the confidence to kiss me out of the blue. He pulled me closer and I kissed him, it felt like a desperate kiss rather than a needy one. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he then lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. I don’t know how he knew where the rooms of this club were but he softly me laid me down on a bed with petals and the sheet a silk red.

He broke the kiss and bit my lower lip, I whimpered as I felt the rush of pain turn to pleasure. What was he doing to me? I knew that I loved him way before this, but I didn’t want to ruin our friendship. I thought he only looked at me as a friend since so many pretty chicks always went up to his desk and flirt with him. But it seems that the feeling was mutual. He sucked on my lip and started to massage my inner thighs. I let out a shaky moan as he proceeded to go upward through my short dress. My body was shaking, I was so into the idea of having him love me more than I expected him to. Just the idea of him being mine made me selfish enough.

He wasn’t going to be anyone’s as long as I live. He is my Hope, the reason why I kept fighting. And when I found out I was 2 weeks pregnant in this horrifying place, I tried my best to protect my growing child, but… their physical abuses killed him, the baby didn’t have the chance to be born. How was I supposed to tell Hoseok after these murderous 2 years that I lost his child? How can I face him?

Notes:

Welp, now that was kind of cringing... Please don't torture me. XDDDD

Chapter 12: Should I Be Honest?

Notes:

Time for some Hoseok time. Argh, please do enjoy!

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Hoseok’s POV

I was so deep in thought when I was writing the report to Namjoon that he asked me about and suddenly, Jisoo came to my desk and smiled at me. I smiled in return.

“Hey babe, are you okay?” she caressed my cheek and I sighed as I grabbed her hand and kissed it.

“Just a little worried over my friend Yoongi, he might be keen but his temper won’t help him,” I told her.

She frowned and went around my desk and sat on my lap as I put my arms around her waist and she pulled me into the crook of her neck and I took in her scent. The scent of roses was evident, and I’m glad it calmed me down.

“Thank you,” I told her.

“What for? I haven’t done anything,” she giggled.

“For comforting me, I don’t know what would be of me without you. I know it;s been a week Yoongi has been out, but I still worry because I worked with him from the very beginning,” I told her.

“You care for him like a brother,” she told me.

“Well, when you work with someone like him, you know how he really is and end up feeling like he belongs as part of your family, he’s my hyung, I guess I grew so used to him acting all cold and then into a teenager when we’re alone and joking around,” I told her.

“Have you read his messages lately?” she asked me and I nodded.

“He’s surprised they respect him even though he is new,” I chuckled.

“He’s scary when he’s angry after all,” she giggled.

“Hah! You bet baby girl,” I told her and she blushed.

“Yah, we’re at work, not in your bedroom,” she lightly smacked my shoulder and I chuckled.

“Thank you, babe,” I smiled at her and kissed her and she smiled into our kiss.

Yoongi’s POV

Should I tell him I finally found someone that he thought she was dead for so long? Should I tell her he moved on and that he has someone else? I sighed as I looked at my phone with his messages right in front of me.

I locked my phone and headed to her room, I knew where they kept her now, she was still healing, I’m her new assigned doctor as well, I have to take care of her and Mochi now. Should I be honest? I knocked on the door.

“You know, you can come in… Dr. Woo,” she mocked.

I chuckled and went in with her smiling a little, she knew me, but I still haven’t told her about Hoseok no matter how much she asked. I kept telling her that he was okay, but when she asked me about him dating someone else, I told her that it was none of my business and that it was his life and that I had mine. She just brushed it off and stopped asking me.

“How are the wounds?” I asked her.

“Healing…” she sighed. “Thank you.”

“Um, I…” I sighed as I looked away, I don’t even know if I should tell her after she lost her child 2 years ago. How would she take it?

“What is it?” she asked concerned.

“I think I found a way to get you all out of here,” I told her, avoiding to tell her the truth.

“You have?” she whispered looking at me with awe.

“Yes, and I think I will need your help once you get better,” I told her.

“Come one, ‘Doctor Woo’, I can still kick ass even if I’m in pain,” she rolled her eyes.

“I just don’t want you to push yourself a little bit too much. Doctor Kim has a plan and wants you to take part since he knows you’re here,” I told her.

“Does Hobi know I’m here too?” she asked me with eyes that sparkled in her eyes.

“I… I haven’t got the chance to text him lately, so no for the moment,” I told her.

“Tell him once you have time, I miss him,” she looked down at her lap and smiled.

I felt the guilt eat up at me, should I tell her?

“I’ll do that when I have the chance, did you take your meds?” I asked her to change the subject.

“I have, thank you,” she told me once more.

“Do you need anything else?” I asked her.

“No, you can go, I’ll be fine,” she gave me a warm smile and I left before I ended up telling her, but… should I be honest?

Notes:

Did you like it? If not, I'm sorry.

Chapter 13: Broken Heart

Notes:

Yoongi says the truth at last.

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GA JR’s POV

I smiled as he left, He’ll tell Hobi and he’ll do anything to get me back, I know he will, he promised he would wait for me no matter how long it has been. I believe in him, ne never broke his promises.

I suddenly heard the door opening and Yoongi came back inside my room. I furrowed my eyebrows and looked at him in confusion.

“What’s wrong?” I asked.

“I…” he sighed. “You need to know the truth if you’re gonna get out.”

“Truth about what?” I asked him.

“Hobi… he…” he paused.

“No… please no… don’t tell me he died…” my eyes started to water and Yoongi looked up at me with shock.

“He’s not dead but… he has someone else in his life…” he told me.

Something in me ripped into a million pieces, my face went blank when he told me those words. He’s lying, he’s fucking lying. He’s taking revenge for humiliating him in front of all the cadets. That’s it.

“Stop lying and tell me the truth-”

“Does it look like I would lie to you? Why do you think I never answered your questions whether he was dating someone or not. He moved on JR, he thought you were dead-”

I stopped hearing what he was saying, his lips were moving, but I couldn’t hear anymore. I felt like someone stabbed me with a sword of two sharp sides. I don’t know what was worse, Hobi breaking his promise… or seeing him kissing and touching someone else.

“So please, stay away from him, he’s happy, you should move on too-”

“Shut the fuck up,” I told him as angry tears rolled down my eyes. “How fucking dare he break his promise…?” I chuckled darkly, “I’m such an idiot, I shouldn’t have loved him and believe his lies.”

“I’m sorry JR, but I had to let you know,” he told me as he tried to hug me but I rose my arms against his chest and stopped him.

“Please… don’t misunderstand, but I need to be alone now…” I told him and he nodded as he silently left. That’s when I broke down crying silently. I curled into a small ball in my bed and hugged my knees to my chest.

Why…? Why did you lie to me Hoseok…? Why…? I cried as I recalled my memories of him that kept me alive.

“JR… I love you,” he told me as he wrapped his arms around me that night at the club.

“I love you too,” I snuggled closer to him and he cuddled me.

“I’m sorry the condom broke… I’ll try to see if I can find pills so you won’t get pregnant,” he kissed my forehead.

“But… what if I wanna keep it?” I told him.

“You… you wanna have a family with me…?” he looked at me shocked.

“I don’t see why not? And besides, I need to retire one day,” I pecked his lips.

“Are you sure?” he told me as he looked at me deeply into my eyes.

“Hobi… just as long as you hold my hand… I don’t mind it. I know you’re a wonderful person, you would never hurt anyone without any intentions. You’re an angel, I wanna live my life next to an angel that will give me hope when I’m down. You gave me that and now… you’re giving me the biggest gift of my life… a child.” I smiled at him and he smiled sweetly at me.

“I’m so glad I met you JR, you really do make me really happy. I don’t know what would be of me without you,” he told me.

What would be of you without me? Heh, just the same thing Hoseok, you would find someone else and forget about me. That’s exactly what you did. You just gave up on me. Why did you lie? Why me? Why do I always get hurt in the end? Am I cursed? Maybe… I wasn’t meant to be loved… but to love even if at the end I end up hurting the most. I gripped my bedsheet and screamed at the top of my lungs.

My chest was hurting so bad, my heart felt like it was being squeezed to death. I felt so lost, I lost hope in everything I used to believe in. I hope I don’t bump into him once I’m out of here, I hope I never see him again, I hope I can move on just like he did. I don’t ever wanna see him, I hate him, how can he do this to me? Why?! JUST FUCKING WHY?!

“WHY?!?!!?!” I yelled and punched the wall repeatedly until I felt two people grab my wrists with both of their hands. “LET ME GO! LET ME TAKE MY ANGER OUT! I FUCKING HATE HIM! HE FUCKING LIED! I HATE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH! I HOPE I NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN!” I broke down crying as my strength left my body and my knuckles started to hurt as hell. But that pain didn’t compare to the one I was feeling in my chest.

I started to hiccup as I sobbed, I have been waiting for him to rescue me, but he just left me in the ocean of the forgotten. Why…? Just why him out of everyone in my life…? Why did you give up on me…? Why did you do it…? Why did you leave me…?

“I’m so sorry,” Yoongi told me.

“It hurts… make it stop… it hurts too much… rip it out, please… it hurts too much…” I begged him.

“Try to sleep, when you wake up, let’s talk about it, shall we?” he ruffled my hair and I slowly nodded as my sobs got choked, I couldn’t breath right. I was breathless, I felt as if someone turned the oxygen off and now I was like a fish out of water, helpless and worthless.

“Hey, are you okay?” he asked.

I shook my head as more tears streamed down my cheeks, I started to get light headed and my lungs screamed for air, but I couldn’t, I was choking. Suddenly, Jimin smacked my back and I cough as I regained my air.

“Th-thank you Jimin…” I muttered but he nodded and Yoongi laid me back down on my bed. He treated my wounds in my knuckles and wrapped them with the gauze wrap he had at hand.

“Try to rest, we’ll talk about this later on,” he patted my head and left with Jimin behind him.

I pray that I never find you nor see you, I don’t know what I’d do if I see her. Cry? Attack her? Kill you for lying? Beat the crap out of the both of you? Stand there and hear my heart break once more? I hugged myself tightly, I cried myself to sleep, it was the only thing that I could do.

Notes:

Sorry for the Semi-gory scene, should have warned y'all.

Chapter 14: The Text

Chapter Text

Yoongi’s POV

If I already told JR, I should tell Hoseok as well. He will be so surprised and shocked when he finds out his first love is still alive. I quickly took out my phone and told Jimin to sit beside me on his bed. He looked over my shoulder as I unlocked my phone and entered Hoseok’s Text.

“Who calls his friend ‘Hoseokie’?” Jimin asked.

“He’s not just my friend, he is my brother from another family,” I told him.

“You guys are that close?” he looked at me with his little smile falling.

“We have been working together for a long time, so yeah, we treat each other like family,” I told him.

“Can I be part of that family too?” he asked, frowning.

“Sure thing Mochi, you are always welcome to the family as long as you don’t cause many problems,” I patted his head and he groaned.

“Stop treating me like a kid,” he told me.

“Stop acting like one, now come on, let’s tell Hoseok about JR,” I told him.

“You haven’t told him yet?!” he looked at me in disbelief.

“I’m not sure how he is gonna take this… it might ruin his relationship with Jisoo, they have been dating for almost a year now,” I told him.

“Then hurry and tell him before he finds out himself and ends up dead!” he told me and I chuckled.

“He’s not gonna die, but he will be very shocked. And probably a little disappointed at himself,” I told him.

“Why?” he asked.

“Because GA JR was his first love to which he promised eternal love, but as much as he searched for her, he couldn’t find her and Jisoo was always there to cheer him up. So eventually, they started to have feelings and Hoseok decided to move on. That’s why he will be disappointed with himself,” I told him.

“Yeah… Even GA JR was extremely upset. We better keep an eye on her once we all get out of here,” he told me.

“I would never agree more with you Mochi,” I nodded and started to text Hoseok.

Yah, Hoseok, are you busy?

Not really, but what is it?

Um, guess who I found in this horrid place?

Hyung, I don’t know, I’m not gonna play the guessing game with you.

You will be shocked once you know who it is.

… You liar, she is dead. Stop talking shit, will you?

Have I ever lied to you before?

You can’t be serious hyung… She’s alive…?

Yes, and Hoseok… she lost her child two years ago. She told me she tried to protect the little fetus but… with all the physical abuse they did to her… she lost the baby…

I’ll kill those motherfuckers once I get my hands on them!

Whoa, chill, she is not so happy with you either, she already knows about you and Jisoo. So getting close to her will be dangerous, don’t get near her unless you wanna die. Got it?

She… knows…?

She kept asking how you were and your well being, but she asked me if you were with someone else and I didn’t respond to her because I didn’t know what to tell her, I told her today and she broke down. Hoseok… her knuckles were bleeding and her wall was smeared with blood when she told me she wanted to be alone, so please, don’t get near her if you appreciate being alive.

Hyung… I fucked up…

Yah, you looked for her, that counts as not fully giving up on her. You had hope in finding her, but Jisoo was always there to courage you, it’s normal to fall in love with someone else when you think you lost the love of your life. Just one thing Hoseok, don’t fuck up this time with Jisoo. She has been there for you for a long time and she was genuine with her feelings. Don’t break her heart as well, I don’t want two crazy bitches after your head.

Hyung… Thank you… Bye…

“Is he going to be okay?” Jimin asked.

“Only time will tell Mochi, I know that right now he is in shock. He can do a lot of stupid things with that head of his. He needs to calm down and think what he is going to do before he messes up again,” I told him and Jimin patted my back.

“He’ll do what’s right, I may not know him personally, but if he’s like a brother to you, then he must be wise as well,” he told me.

I smiled at him, “Stop being so cute for God’s sake!” I ruffled his hair and he chuckled.

“I’m not even trying though?”

Hoseok’s POV

I looked over at Jisoo still sleeping after what we did last night, she was dreaming soundly and peacefully like an angel. She really did stay by my side when I most needed her, but what is this feeling in my gut? Why am I so afraid? Do I still love GA JR?

I felt tears in my eyes when I looked back at the texts, She lost my child because they abused her physically… JR… Are you okay now…?

Chapter 15: Jisoo

Notes:

Just a bit about Jisoo IG.

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Chapter Text

Yes, Jisoo from BP.

Hoseok’s POV

I stared at the ceiling, my mind was a wreck. Do I still love GA JR? What happens if I break up with Jisoo and JR just ends up rejecting me? My emotions were all over the place, how can you love two people at the same time? How can you choose to stay with one without hurting the other one? Why am I in this situation?

I was frustrated, I didn’t want to hurt them, especially not Jisoo. She has been there for me when GA JR went missing. She hugged me when I cried, she cheered me up when I was about to cry. How can I just dump her like that? Why? Just why am I in this situation in here? Why am I stuck in between? I got up from my bed with Jisoo still sleeping and grabbed my boxers and put them on as I went out to the balcony for fresh air. I felt like I was suffocating.

But then again, how can I forget GA JR? I felt miserable, I felt like trash with all honestly. I put both my hands on the rail and sighed as the cold wind flew by me. I grabbed my hair and pulled it. What should I do? I’m so confused, I don’t know how to get out of this situation.

I then started to recall my memories with GA JR, and my eyes started to water. I’m sorry… I couldn’t keep my promise. Please… forgive me.

“Hobi, promise me that no matter what, you’ll wait for me,” she looked deep into my eyes as she was leaving for her mission.

I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into a slow and passionate kiss, she wrapped her arms around my neck and returned the kiss. I broke the kiss and spoke, “I’ll wait for you for as long as I live. I love you, and I promise you that no matter what, I’ll always love you.”

She had tears in her eyes, “I’ll come back as soon as I’m done with this mission, I promise you. I’ll return to your embrace.”

“You better, or else, someone will be punished for not keeping her promise,” I smirked and she scrunched her nose.

“Same to you Daddy, if you break your promise, Baby Girl will have to come and punish you for not keeping it!” she pecked my lips and I chuckled.

“But please do take care, I don’t want our child to be in pain with you,” I put my hand on her abdomen and she blushed.

“I’ll be extra careful if I’m pregnant, I don’t know if I’m really pregnant or not, but I’ll still be extra careful,” she told me and this time, I pecked her lips.

“Come back to me, okay?” I put my forehead against hers as we both closed our eyes and stayed like that for a while as the sun started to rise and the colors of the sky started to get vivid again. This sunrise reminds me of that promise I couldn’t keep.

I’m so sorry, I’m really sorry, I then felt my tears roll down my face and I felt someone back hug me, it was Jisoo.

“Hobi, is everything okay?” she asked.

I quickly wiped my tears and chuckled, “Everything is fine babe, don’t worry, I just needed fresh air to relax.”

She kissed my back, “I’ll go make breakfast then.”

As soon as she left, I let more tears roll down, I don’t wanna break her too. She has been too nice and has taken really good care of me. But t the same time, I wanna reach out and find GA JR to apologize for not keeping my promise. I wanted to hold her and tell her that it was okay, that she did her best to protect our unborn child. She suffered so much because of those lunatic people, how can they do this to someone who was expecting a child? Just why?!

But I can’t leave Jisoo when I promised her that I will stay by her side, I can’t break more promises. I hate it when I break them. Why am I such a horrible person?

GA JR’s POV

“JR, wake up sleepy head,” I heard a voice call me.

I groaned as I then slowly lifted myself up and I left out a sharp gasp as my head started to hurt like hell. My eyes ached because of all the crying and I couldn’t open my eyes, it was as if they were glued together.

“I… I can’t open my eyes…” I told him.

“Let’s go, I’ll take you to the sink so you can wash your eyes,” Jimin told me.

He led me to my sink and I turned on the warm water as splashed it onto my face. I rubbed my eyes with the warm water and I slowly tried to open my eyes, it was working, I finally opened my eyes.

“Better?” he asked with a little smile on his lips.

“Yeah, where’s Yoongi anyway?” I asked him.

“Yoongi?” he repeated.

“Yeah, Chief Min Yoongi,” I looked at him in a funny way.

“I don’t know who you’re talking about,” he furrowed his eyebrows.

“He didn’t tell you who he really is, didn’t he?” I asked him.

“You mean Doctor HyunDae Woo?” he asked.

“Yeah, that dude,” I told him.

He came closer to me and whispered, “That’s his real name?”

“Yeah, that’s his real name, now then, don’t tell anyone before he gets stuck in here too,” I told him.

“Alright, I won’t open my mouth then,” he smiled once more and Yoongi entered.

“Are you okay now?” he said as he brought with him some pills and a glass of water.

“Yeah, I’m okay now, I just had to let it all out. I hate keeping it in all the time, so I made the exception,” I told him.

“If you ever need anything, you can count on me,” Jimin smiled at me.

“Why are you being so kind?” I asked him. “I mean, I know I helped you here and there, but I never asked for anything back.”

“I want to return the favor, thank you for helping me when I couldn’t stand,” he patted my head and I groaned.

“Yoongi, those better be Advil because my head hurts like hell from all the crying,” I complained.

“They are Advil, but first you need to take breakfast,” he rose his eyebrows at me.

“I don’t feel like eating right now,” I rolled my eyes at him.

“Welp, then these Advils will only bring you more pain without any food in your system,” he told me.

“I have a granola bar from the Cafeteria, here, eat this,” Jimin handed to me and I opened it as I cut it in three equal parts and handed one piece to Jimin and Yoongi.

“Thank you,” I said as I munched on the granola.

“Thank you for sharing,” Yoongi told me.

“You didn’t eat?” I asked him.

He shrugged, “I’m not the type of wakes up early, I rather sleep all day but my job is my job.”

I chuckled, “Understandable.”

“So, what do we do today?” Jimin asked us.

“With all honesty, I just wanna relax and hear some music, I don’t feel like working out today,” I told them.

“I’ll take Jimin back to his room to help him with his mental problems,” Yoongi told me.

“Do we have to hyung?” he pouted.

“Yes, we do. Jimin, if you wanna be treated and cure, you need to cooperate with me Mochi. I can’t just let you out there hurting yourself and others,” Yoongi looked at him with concern.

Jimin frowned, “Fine, see you later GA JR, we’ll come around in Lunch, but if you need anything make sure you make a lot of noise.”

I chuckled, “Don’t worry, I will.”

“See you later,” the both waved and left my room.

I noticed Yoongi left his phone with his earbuds and I grabbed it and put the charger in so that it will charge and play music at the same time. I was about to click on the music app until a message from Hoseok popped on his screen. I debated were if I should text him back or ignore him, I still felt hurt, but… my heart still longed to talk to him.

Should I call him? I asked myself. Sure, I was still upset and angry and I still felt betrayed. But… If you love someone… you should learn to let go.

Notes:

Y'all really out there making me tear up, 98 hits and I thought this would totally flop. Thank you all so much! IDK what to say to express my gratitude!

Chapter 16: The Call

Notes:

I'm socially awkward, please excuse my behavior.

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Chapter Text

GA JR’s POV

GA JR

I cried as I clicked the call button, I wanted to hear his voice, even if my voice cracked on me.

“Hyung? You called me?” Hoseok answered.

“Hoseok?” my voice shook.

“…”

“All I want to t-tell you is… b-be ha-happy,” my voice cracked and I silently cried as he then talked to me.

“JR… I’m so sorry. I… I… I thought you were dead, you didn’t appear as soon as you said you would when you returned from your mission. I got so worried, I was so devastated when I couldn’t find you nor reach you, it broke me apart- I-I… please forgive me…” he told me.

I sniffled, “That okay… Just… be happy, okay? I’m letting you go, be happy with Ji-Jisoo. I bet she’s a wonderful person, treat her right.”

With that, I hung the call and started to cry once more. I couldn’t talk anymore, I couldn’t bear to hear him, if he saw me right now, he’d think I’m worthless. Hearing his voice sent shivers down my spine, like a refreshing feeling, reviving those feelings from before, but… with more pain in them.

I hated myself, why did I call him? Why the hell does my heart like to suffer? Why did I call someone who clearly moved on from me and let go of me? Why won’t my heart listen to my stupid brain for once?!

I sobbed and put the phone in Do Not Disturb Mode and kept listening to sad songs as I laid on my head, wetting my pillow with my tears once more. Why does love hurt so much? Why didn’t I see the pain coming? Why does this hurt more than anything else I went through?

I started to recall my mission before I went to Hoseok. Bomb where dropping and everything was a hot mess. My leg had a metal through it, but I manage to limp to save another soldier.

“Stay with me! Don’t close your eyes! We’re almost there! Talk to me kiddo!” I yelled at him over the sound of bombs as I put his arm around my shoulders and started to limp with him, half-carrying him.

“Over there!” an enemy yelled from afar and started to shoot at us. I used my body to protect the 20-year-old kid, he still had a future and a family waiting for him, me? I have no one but Hoseok. He was the only one in my mind keeping me alive. I pushed the young man forward as I felt a bullet in my right side.

“CRAWL!” I commanded towards him as he started to do as I told him.

He got away and I pulled myself together to fight back. I took cover from behind a tree and gathered my courage to take out the metallic pole that flew when a bomb fired and I happened to be running when that metallic pole blew away. I bit my lower lip as I barely touched the metal and I winced in pain. I gasped loudly as I took a hold of the pole with both hands.

This is going to hurt like hell… I thought as I then with a fast movement pulled hard and took the pole out of my left thigh. I bit down on my lip and it started to bleed.

“Fuck…” I muttered as I then tasted my own blood in my mouth. I looked to see that they were waiting for me to come out and shoot me.

Hoseok… I’m so sorry if I can’t make it on time… I silently prayed that I got out of this one just to see Hoseok once more. I didn’t want to break the promise I made to him, he was precious to me.

I crawled and I heard guns starting to fire and I quickly got up to my feet and started to make a run for it. Fortunately for me, I managed to escape them, I was almost to the safety zone until one soldier from the enemy side tripped me and was about to shoot me until the young man I saved earlier came to my aid, he tried to take the gun out of the enemy’s hands but… he got shot in the heart.

No… no… not him… I thought as anger filled my soul and with quick movements, I snapped his neck and went to carry over my shoulder the young man who was having a hard time to breathe well.

“Don’t you dare to die on me, you got it?! Keep yourself awake kiddo, you’re going home well and alive!” I told him as tears started to form in my eyes, he was so young, he doesn’t deserve to die like this. He could have a family waiting for him and they would be devastated if they knew their son had died with honor protecting one shipmate.

I manage to put him down in a bed where other soldiers were being treated and he held my hand with such force that made me look at his eyes.

“Tell my family… that… I… Love… them…” those were his last words as the grip on my hand went weak.

I started to become a crying mess as I closed his eyes and my chest started to hurt.

I’m so sorry… You died because of me… Please forgive me… Thank you for defending me… I cried as I silently prayed that his soul can rest in peace.

The way back home, I was having nightmares and I had behavior problems, I would snap easily by just one simple and little question. I was mostly angry at myself, I hated myself. Everyone thought it was because I was hurting because of my leg and my ribs, but I didn’t care about that. I cared for the family whose hearts will be broken at the News that their son won’t ever go back home.

Days passed and they didn’t let me see Hoseok, I even fought with some of them. I demanded that they took me back to the base where Hoseok was, I wanted to see him, I needed him to hug me and comfort me. I needed him, he was my cure.

But instead of taking me to him, they sent me to this place, thinking that it would have been better, but it turned out to make it worse. At first, I was uncontrollable, I used to beat people up and take my anger out on them, I almost killed some of them for trying to make tests on me. I was a wild animal, I never had the chance to go back to Hoseok. They probably reported me as M.I.A. aka “Missing In Action”.

I have been stuck here ever since, and due to all the physical abuse… I bled and my fetus died inside me. They tried to tell me that it was weak anyway, that it wouldn’t have survived for long due to my emotional state and my recklessness. That’s when my anger took the best of me and I attacked anyone in my sight. But that same day when I ran to find a place to hide, I got in the same room they were abusing Jimin.

Jimin was unconscious, but his doctors looked at me with fear, they must have heard of me, the wild devil who attacks anyone on her way. I was known as the ‘Devil’ before, my eyes just showed how much hatred and crazy ideas I had to escape them, but they always knocked me down before I was even able to get out.

That was my life for a year until I decided to calm down and help Jimin. He was in greater pain than I was, and that was the same year all the people who I hurt let out their anger on me. I was left with broken ribs, twisted ankles, my body full of bruises and I was beaten unconscious. My wrists were bleeding, my body was aching and it was sore from all the beating that I suffered for a whole year, but this year, the pain was more bearable, and now Yoongi is my new doctor, he won’t hurt me.

Well, not like those people did anyway. I just hope that he keeps his word and get us out of here before it’s too late.

Notes:

I'm very sorry you guys have to read my embarrassing notes, please do take care huns!

Chapter 17: "Are You Okay?"

Notes:

I have church tonight, I might upload the next chapters after my parents fall asleep.

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Chapter Text

Namjoon’s POV

“Yah, Hoseok, has Yoongi texted you?” I asked him.

He didn’t answer me, lately, for the past 2 weeks, he has been acting weird. I waved my hand in front of his face and he flinched. He looked up at me from his desk and apologized.

“Sorry, and yes, he has actually. He sent me everything, he knows how we can get in and arrest them all without being spotted and they start packing to move to another location,” Hoseok told me.

“That’s good to know, but… Are you okay?” I asked him with concern.

He chuckled nervously and nodded, “Y-yeah, I’m just… um… worried. That’s all.”

I sighed, “Come to my office, no buts.”

I walked to my office and sat on my chair, Jin saw my face before I entered and he entered after me.

“Is everything okay?” he asked.

“It’s Hoseok, he has been very distracted lately… Do you think something is bothering him?” I asked him.

“I think so, he’s not paying attention to us and he can barely look Jisoo in the eyes. She is worried, she thinks she might have done something bad to him, but when she asks him whats wrong, he just tells her that he’s just a little stressed and worried. But what’s bothering him? I mean, Yoongi is fine. Everything is going smoothly like we hoped. We just have to arrest those people and get those poor people out of there before they lose their own humanity,” Jin told me.

“That’s why I feel so bothered, he’s not being himself. It’s like he’s shutting himself away from a place where no one can reach him. He’s getting distant from Jisoo and us. What happened to his cheerful nature? What’s bothering him? Do you think that if we give him a break, he will get better?” I asked him.

“I think so, after all, all that paperwork might be stressing him out and making him feel frustrated. Maybe if we give him a 2-week break he will come back as the old Hoseok we know,” Jin patted my back and I smiled at him.

“You’re right, it might be that. But besides that, I feel like he’s hiding something. I mean, why would he not tell Jisoo if he doesn’t want to tell us? It’s strange, don’t you think? Do you perhaps think that… he’s cheating on Jisoo?” I whispered my question.

Jin looked at me with wide eyes, “What makes you say that?” he asked me.

“He wouldn’t hide something from Jisoo or us, he’s normally open-minded and not close-minded. He trusts us but not enough to tell us what is the matter with him. Do you think it’s another girl?” I asked him.

“It’s hard to believe Namjoon-ah. He’s the loyal type, he wouldn’t just cheat on Jisoo. They have been dating for almost a year. We can’t just jump to conclusions, maybe it’s a family concern?” he told me.

I hummed and then Hoseok nervously entered my Office after he knocked. I signaled him to take a seat and Jin stood behind me with a smile on his face to make things less tense. I looked at him and he played with his fingers.

“Um, you called me Commander?” he asked with his eyes on his fingers.

“What’s going on that head of yours? I asked him.

“Huh?” he finally looked up at me with curiosity.

“What bothering so much Hoseok? You haven’t been yourself lately. You know that you can trust us, right?” Jin spoke softly.

He sighed deeply, “Am I that obvious?” he muttered.

“What is it?” I asked him.

“Well, um… let’s just say that someone who you thought was dead called you, that person meant the world to you and all, but you already moved on with someone else and that person just called you to be happy with that person but you still love that person?” he asked.

I thought for a while, then it hit me, really hard. “GA JR is alive?”

He lowered his head and nodded, “Y-yeah.”

“But didn’t they say she was M.I.A.?” Jin asked.

“That’s what I thought too, but why? And where? Where is she right now?” I asked him.

“I think she’s in that Mental Institute where Yoongi hyung went. She called from his phone,” Hoseok told us.

“So we have two of our people in there… that’s great, there might be a chance to capture all of those people who torture the mental people,” I smiled and Hoseok just kept his head down. “Do you still love her?”

He looked up at me, “I’m just so confused Namjoon… I don’t know. I feel so confused, relieved, sad, guilty and miserable. I broke the promise that I made her two years ago… She… she lost my child in that place.”

What got out of his mouth made me drop my jaw and Jin’s face was expressionless. She was pregnant?! And she didn’t tell anyone?!

“SHE WAS PREGNANT AND STILL WENT TO THAT DAMNED MISSION?!” I exploded.

“Joonie, calm down,” Jin put his hands on my shoulder and Hoseok jumped out of his seat.

“She didn’t know until they told her she was 2 weeks pregnant when she lost my child… she didn’t know Namjoon,” Hoseok told me.

I felt my blood boil in my veins, those people must have done something to kill the poor fetus. I never felt so angry in my life until now. How dare they take a life? That child deserved the chance to live. What the hell is wrong with these people?!

“We need to get the last piece of information from Yoongi and act fast, there’s no way those people will get away killing that poor fetus. Boy or girl, that fetus deserved a chance to live, and those idiots just killed it. We need to act fast before they suspect of Yoongi and they end up locked up in there,” I stood up from my chair and headed to the blueprint of the place that Yoongi and this Jimin guy drew. I looked at all the entrances and exits and quickly made notes in where I wanted more security. Jin and Hoseok watched over my shoulders and I started to draw conclusions about how I wanted this operation to go.

I’m not gonna waste my time anymore, Yoongi and GA JR are there, and if I’m not wrong, and as Yoongi told me, a lot of people get beaten and they suffer more than before. This place has to go down by tomorrow, if not, then I guess we have to risk things in order to arrest those demons and lock them up behind bars for the rest of their fucked up lives. Not only did they hurt a good friend of mine, but they also hurt her unborn child. That… that is something I will never forgive.

Yoongi’s POV

Jimin was telling me the last piece of information as we drew the blueprint to then send it to Namjoon through pictures and he could put it together and plan for the massive military and police teamwork to arrest these bastards. I blushed when our hands accidentally touched, it felt electric. We looked at each other and then turned our heads to focus back on the drawing.

“I… I think that’s it. This is the last piece of information. D-do you need anything else?” Jimin asked me.

“I don’t think so, but I guess this will do,” I cleared my throat and I started to take pictures of the blueprint and sent them to Namjoon.

“Oh, um, alright then,” He nodded and went to lay on his bed.

I felt my heart racing as I then looked at him, why am I like this? Like, I know I spend most of my time with Jimin but… what is this funny feeling in my stomach, why do I get nervous when he touches me by accident? Why do I get so fucking excited when I wake up and come here to see him once more?

I looked at him peacefully lying on his bed with his eyes closed and I decided to join him since I didn’t have much sleep last night and my eyes were starting to feel heavy. I yawned and pated Jimin’s thigh to get his attention and he looked at me with his cheeks a light shade of pink.

“Can you scootch over? I didn’t sleep well, I need to rest for a while,” I told him.

“Uh, um, sure,” he scootched over and I laid beside him. I closed my eyes and tried to calm my head down a notch. I felt my cheeks heating up as our shoulders were touching. I gulped down my saliva and tried to relax, I mean, we were just going to take a nap, nothing more.

I eventually fell asleep, I guess I was really that tired. I felt happy just being beside him, without me knowing, I smiled and went to my dreamland.

Jimin’s POV

Min Yoongi, what the hell have you done to me? Why…? Why do I feel like… like losing myself in your touch? What are these feelings that I never felt before? Why…? Why do you make me question my own sanity? One second your a doctor and the next you’re my best friend. But… why do I feel sad when you call me ‘Chingu’ and happy when you call me ‘Mochi’? What am I feeling? I stared at his peaceful features as he was fast asleep. I took this chance to look at him and study his flawless features. His lips slightly parted as his chest went up and down with his breathing.

My cheeks heated with the thought of just touching his lips, are they as soft as they look? I pressed my index finger to his lips lightly and was surprised that his small lips were very soft. His lips were chapped and I smelled my finger to realize that he used mint flavored chapstick on those lips of his.

I was about to turn away when he suddenly wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to him and I felt like dying right then and there. I felt tingles in my stomach and my heart picking up the pace as I realized his face was just a couple of inches away from mine. I Breathed in and out slowly, I needed to calm down and just enjoy the view.

I studied his long eyelashes and how his little lips closed. He looked like a prince from a fairytale. How can someone like him exist? I put my hand on his chest and felt his steady heartbeat. He is real, he is here and… I think this is what they call being in love.

Notes:

Thank you all so much! Please take care AND EAT YO FOOD!

Chapter 18: Jungkook

Notes:

*COUGHS* Friendly warning, Jungkook masturbates in here. Might want to either skip or keep reading, your choice.

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Jungkook’s POV

I was getting impatient, I wanted to see Yoongi once more. I groaned as I walked into his office to find it empty. It’s been a painful month without him, I miss him. I went to his Office and sat on his desk. I chuckled to myself as I recalled when I first joined the Navy and he was my Instructor. I always admired him for his hard work. He always took the time to take care of me and made me feel like part of his family. He always gave me relationship tips when I was dating back then. But when I found out my girlfriend was cheating on me, I broke up with her.

I didn’t tell him anything, but he knew something was not right. He always sat beside me and patted my back and smiled at me brightly. I couldn’t evade but smile back at him. After all, he was always there to remind me what it was to smile. Now that I realize my feelings for him, it’s not just a brotherly love, but a love of lovers.

WARNING: 16+ dirty thoughts

At night, I found myself thinking of him and blushes at the thought of him. When he wrapped one of his arms around my waist and dragged me with him, it sent a thousand tingles in my tummy and it made it hard for me to talk to him. My face would turn red and I would look away. I craved his touch now, I haven’t been touched by him for a whole month and it’s driving me insane.

He was like cocaine, he was the dose that I needed in order to keep myself on my own two feet. He was so addicting, the only thing I regret was not confessing my feelings to him. I wanted to tell him how much he meant to me, how much I loved him, how he meant the world to me. That I wanted to wake up to him every morning and cuddle next to him on the bed and kiss him as much as I liked.

I wanted him all to myself, that is how addicting he was to me. Call me selfish, but I won’t give in. If I have to fight for him then I will. No one will stand in my way, he will be mine when he comes back. I have been texting him, but I wanna confess to him in person, not through a dumb text.

He has been talking to me if it was normal to have feelings for another man, I told him that it was definitely fine. I smiled because I knew it was me. He loved me back, I blushed and put my chin on his desk. I licked my lips, how would his lips taste? Those small lips that have been on my mind for a long time, what would it be like having a tongue war with him. Just thinking about it made me excited.

What would it be like to have his hands roam my body and touch me in ways he hasn’t done before. What would it be like making love with him dominating me? Would he be rough or a passionate lover? Will he mark me and claim me as his? Would we be like Namjoon and SeokJin hyungs? Would he make soundproof his office and do dirty things on his desk?

I closed my eyes and leaned my head back to the chair and thought about him whispering things into my ear. Things that I have been dying to hear from him, things that might be forbidden to say out loud. What would it be like having his veiny hand rubbing me, asking me if I felt good? I gulped and I started to feel aroused, my breathing started to get heavy and my heart was beating so fast. I felt my buddy down there starting to get hard and asking for someone to jerk him off. I gripped my belt, I didn’t want to jerk off, not at all, I wanted him to do that for me.

My breath hitches as I imagined him slowly taking off my belt and unzipping my pants, his hand inside my pants and rubbing me through my boxers. I felt so aroused, I needed him. I could be his bitch and I wouldn’t be sorry as long as it was me pleasing him and doing things that only lovers did. What would it feel like having his hand going under my shirt and pinching my nipples so lovingly and lick my neck as he enjoyed the sound of my moans and beggings for him to take me and make me his?

Is that too much to ask? I let out a shaky sigh as I started to unbuckle my belt and unbutton my pants and unzip the zipper. I imagined my hand being his hand and started to rub myself, feeling my hard member. I whimpered softly so that I would be heard.

“Keep quiet Bunny,” I imagined him telling me.

I nodded my head as I stroked myself slowly, I imagined having hearing his breathing in my ear and picking up the pace of his hands as he gripped me tightly. That would send me over the edge, but I kept silent as I shut my eyes closed tighter.

I imagined him groan in my ear, “Damn Bunny, I can feel your pre-cum in my hand. Shit, that’s hot.”

I whimpered silently as I felt myself getting close to my climax, I felt the tightness in my tummy getting stronger and I then came into my own hand. My eyes were teary with pleasure, damn, I would have come harder if it was his hand. I licked my lips as I then started to look for a tissue and cleaned my hand of my own cum.

Yoongi hyung… please come back to me, I thought as I started to fix myself and left his Office. I let out a heavy sigh as I closed the door behind me and I accidentally bumped into someone.

“Oh, I’m so sorry,” I apologized without looking at the person I bumped into.

“No, don’t worry, it’s okay,” A deep voice told me. It’s weird because it wasn’t Hoseok his Secretary. I looked up and I saw a handsome man standing before me with a smile on his face.

I stared and studied his features, “Have I seen you before?” I asked him.

“Probably not, I’m from the lower rank soldiers, but I’m working hard to be promoted and be in the higher rank cadets,” he told me.

“Cool, what’s your name?” I asked him.

“My name is Taehyung, Kim Taehyung,” he reached for my hand, I was about to shake his hand until I remembered that it was the same hand I used to jerk myself off. I blushed and took out my other hand and he chuckled as he shook my other hand. I hope he doesn’t know what I was doing there.

“I-I’m Jungkook, Jeon Jungkook,” I told him.

“Oh, I already know who you are,” he told me.

“You do?” I looked at him with pure shock.

“Yeah, I heard about you because of the female cadets who won’t stop talking of how handsome you are,” he chuckled and I joined him, feeling awkward.

“Ah, yes, the female cadets,” I nodded. “But how come I haven’t heard of you? You’re handsome too, they should be bickering about you too, right?”

“They do, but when they look at you, it’s like you’re the only person they want,” he told me and looked down to the ground.

“I’m sorry for stealing your fans,” I smiled at him jokingly and he gave me a playful glare.

“How dare you steal my fans? I need some love too, you know?” he laughed and I joined him.

“Well, see you around Taehyung, I have to go to my Office now,” I told him.

“What were you doing in Chief Min’s Office though?” he asked me.

“Oh, um, I was checking if he returned yet, but it seems like he’s not back yet,” I told him.

“Ah, do you perhaps like him?” he wiggled his eyebrows and I blushed.

“I-is it that obvious?” I stuttered.

“Kind of, I mean, I see the way that you look at him and how you act around him, it’s kind of obvious,” he chuckled and I blushed a deeper red.

“B-but how come he never noticed?” I asked him.

“Maybe he just doesn’t want things to be awkward between the two of you. Maybe he just wants to stay as friends,” he told me.

That made me sad, is that why he never told me anything, “B-but… I have been texting him and he asked me if it was normal to have feelings for another man. Then… maybe he wants to change that.”

“He didn’t mean you though,” he told me bluntly.

“What do you mean? Do you even know him?” I felt a little irritated.

“Hasn’t he told you about Jimin?” he looked at me shocked.

“J-Jimin? Who’s that bitch?!” I questioned him.

“He has feelings for him, he has been talking to me about him, he seems so lost with him,” he chuckled.

That hurt me, he fell in love with a stranger and not with me? Am I not worthy of you?

Notes:

I nearly died re-reading this. AISH! THIS VKOOK MOMENT IS AWKWARD!

Chapter 19: Shot

Notes:

Some action scene but knowing myself... it might not be good. I'll improve in writing them. I promise. Hoseok sees GA JR once more and... well, read to find out beautiful people.

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Yoongi’s POV

We were surrounded, the attack already started and what I didn’t know is that these maniacs had guns hidden. I covered Jimin meanwhile GA JR was shooting with the guns she managed to get by killing some of those bastards. The other people with mental problems decided to stay in their cells until it was over, they locked themselves inside. GA JR was clearing our way to the entrance of this building. Outside was a mess, we hear guns firing and cascades falling to the ground.

“Come on guys, we’re almost out of here!” GA JR glared at us when she realized we stayed back a little.

“We’re trying!” Jimin told her.

“Hurry your pretty asses before we get stuck here for God knows how long!” she shouted over the shower of bullets. She took cover in one corner and shot two maniacs down, she went to check if the coast was clear for me and Jimin to keep going. She signaled for us to stay down and to follow her.

I must admit, I agree with having a gun in my back pocket just for an emergency, not because I wanna use it. If she ever ran out of magazines for the guns, she told me to keep it to then give it to her.

Suddenly someone jumped her from her left side and she dropped the gun, the tall man was over her and she did what she does best, she pinched his nipples and he yelled in pain as she hovered on top of him and quickly snapped his neck.

“That was quick and bloodless,” Jimin commented.

She picked up both guns and checked if she had enough bullets, “Welp, that’s what we do without guns.”

We followed her behind until we started to hear shots from behind us. She quickly turned and got in front of us as she started to shoot down those idiots. She turned to us, “Are you guys okay?!”

“Jimin?” I looked at him.

“Just a scratch, nothing that I can’t handle,” he told us as we all turned to look at his thigh, he was right, it just scratched him, it wasn’t a deep cut.

“You guys go in front, if you see more idiots in front, tell me and I’ll take them down, I’ll stay back just in case,” she told us and we nodded. We walked until we were in front of the building, but we noticed people in there with riffles, Jimin and I took cover as I signed to GA JR that there were 23 men in front with guns and rifles as well as shotguns.

She took the magazine out of the handguns and sighed, “I only have 5 bullets left in each gun, how many does that one have Yoongi?”

I quickly took out the gun and checked it, I felt a cold sweat on my forehead as I realized that it had only 5 bullets as well. I gulped, “Five bullets left.”

“Fucking God, why now?” she glared at the ground as she cursed under her breath. “Give me the gun, you and Jimin hide over there and take cover if someone sees you guys, try to make a run for it to where I am and lay down on the ground as if you’re dead. I’ll take care of the rest.”

“We will,” Jimin took the gun out of my hands and handed it to her.

“Be careful, okay?” she rose one of her eyebrows.

“Yes umma, we will be very careful, can you go kill them now?” I said in an annoyed tone.

She chuckled and nodded, “I’ll be back my children.”

“We will wait for you Umma,” Jimin chuckled.

She went out with the extra gun under her shirt and we started to hear groans.

GA JR’s POV

As soon as I arrived where the entrance was, I took cover to the nearest psycho and snapped his neck as I took his body for a shield and all the attention was on me, I started to use his body for protection but the shotgun made a hole into his torso and I quickly started to shoot those who had a shotgun and rifle if I wanted to keep myself alive. One bullet shot through the body and I groaned.

I laid as I took cover and took the shotgun and started to use it against those who had a gun. I then saw in the corner of my eyes Yoongi and Jimin running towards where I was and I started to shoot behind them. That little distraction almost cost my life as one bullet scratched one of my eyebrows and I started to use the shotgun to the last person who had a gun in hand.

“Oh gosh, GA JR, are you okay?!” Jimin asked.

My blood suddenly dripped from my eyelash and I closed my left eye as I felt the blood running down my face.

I smirked, “I’m fine, it’ll heal after some days, don’t worry.”

“Fine my ass, you’re bleeding!” Yoongi scolded me.

“It’s not like it’s the first time,” I rolled my eye.

“Let’s go, the shots outside seem to have stopped,” Jimin looked outside.

“Let’s go,” I rose and started to walk behind Jimin and Yoongi holding hands.

Cute, I smiled at them and shook my head.

As we got outside, I saw one person who I hoped I’ve never seen ever again… Hoseok.

He was so shocked when he saw me but a smile quickly got replaced as he then saw Yoongi and Jimin. He looked back at me and I looked at the ground as I could feel my chest getting tight.

“GUYS WATCH OUT!” he suddenly yelled at me as I looked around with my eye and saw one person who was hurt with a gun pointing at Yoongi and Jimin, I quickly tackled them down and I felt three shots. One on my right shoulder, one in my hip and one in… my right lung. I then heard them shooting at that person and suddenly Yoongi and Jimin got up and started to get around me.

I felt so much pain, my eyes started to water. I then saw Hoseok pushing them and held my face.

“You idiot! Why the hell did you do that?! Do you realize that you could have died?! How the hell do you do this to me?! Who do you think you are?! Wonder Woman or what the actual fuck JR?!” he yelled at me.

“Right… Lung…” I told whispered as I felt my breath shorten and blood filling my right lung.

“Right lung? What the fuck? What about your right lung-” his eyes suddenly went wide. “MEDIC! I NEED A MEDIC!”

I couldn’t hear anything anymore. I started to feel drowsy. I coughed and felt a liquid rise with my coughs. I tried to see Hoseok, my eyesight was getting blurry, I felt so drained out. I couldn’t hear him anymore, but something went fell on my face, and I’m sure that it wasn’t rain, it was sunny out here. Was he… crying? He shook me and I groaned because of the bullets in my body.

“Asshole… bullets…” I said because it was getting harder to breathe. It was harder to speak.

Hoseok’s POV

She coughed out blood, I felt my tears rolling down and one fell on her face. Why? Why now that she is out? Why can’t she die of old age for fuck’s sake? She was hitching, she was running out of breath. I needed to do something before she dies, there were no medics here, I heard from a far distance an ambulance. I started to do CPR.

I put my lips on her soft and bloody lips as I started to push air into her lungs. She groaned into my mouth, as I took another breath and she coughed more blood. I did it again as my tears started to mix with the blood in my mouth.

I can’t lose you… I can’t… It hurts JR, it hurts… I thought as I started to choke on my own tears. She then put one of her fingers in her mouth and lifted that bloody finger to my face. I didn’t move, I just let her do whatever she wanted to do. I felt her writing something on my forehead and then smiled at me.

No, don’t you fucking dare JR… She was closing her eyes and I shook her so she could feel pain and scold me once more. She groaned and pinched my thigh, I put my lips on her again, forcefully opening her mouth as I started to do CPR once more and finally, a medic came and took her in a bed. I followed behind him.

“Excuse me sir, but what’s your relationship with her?” he asked.

“Lover, let me in!” I shoved past him as I sat beside her and held her hand. They closed the door behind us as the driver started to drive to the Hospital. They took her pulse and it was starting to get weak. I wiped my tears as I muttered to her ear.

“Stay alive… stay alive…”

Jimin’s POV

I started to sob as Yoongi held me. I was so scared, why did she do that? Why didn’t she let the bullets hit me? Why the hell did she use her body as a shield to protect us?

“Calm down Jimin, she’s strong, she’ll make it,” Yoongi tried to encourage me.

“Yo-Yoongi…” I sobbed like a little child. “I-I-I’m so scared!”

“Don’t worry, I’m very sure that she’ll fight to stay alive, she won’t give up,” he rubbed my back.

I sobbed in his chest as I started to hear footsteps to the building that was once our nightmare.

“Yoongi hyung, are you okay?” someone asked.

“I’m fine Jungkook, where’s Namjoon and Jin?” he asked.

“They went inside with the rest,” he told Yoongi.

“Yo-Yoongi… She doesn’t deserve t-to d-die like that!” I gripped his shirt so tightly that it might have ripped.

“Shhh, hush Mochi, she won’t die,” he told me.

I replayed when she started to cough blood. Then when she said right lung, was one bullet in her right lung? That’s when it hit me… hard. She would die… Her lungs are getting filled with blood by every second. I legs gave up on me as Yoongi then sat on the ground with me between his legs crying my eyes out.

Why did she do that? Did she care about us more than herself? Why was she not selfish?! God damn you GA JR! If you die I will never forgive you!

Notes:

I'm emotional, thank you all for the 6 kudos and for the 160 hits! Take care loves and rest well! And yes, I drew the picture, I'll improve in drawing as well...

Chapter 20: Matters of the Heart

Notes:

Hoseok finally had his payback by telling on Yoongle. XDDDD

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Hoseok’s POV

I waited in the Waiting Room. I was a crying mess, I felt so vulnerable, I couldn’t do anything to change things around. I felt so hopeless and miserable. Namjoon and Jin arrived by then with Yoongi, Jungkook, Taehyung and the new guy who GA JR protected.

I didn’t want to see them, I wanted to be alone, I wanted to cry alone. I was shaking and my body wouldn’t stay put. The guy who I don’t know of went to hug me and cried with me; he must have been close to her.

“Sh-she’s gonna be okay. Sh-she won’t l-leave us hyung…” he told me and I couldn’t evade but wrap my arms around him and cry on his shoulder.

“I-I-I hope so…” I told him.

He hugged me tighter and Yoongi patted my back. After some time, we stopped crying and waiting anxiously for the operation to come alright and for it to be over.

Seconds turned to minutes, and minutes to three hours and then one of the doctors came out and called, “GA JR’s family?”

I rose to my feet quickly and went to him with the rest right behind me, “How is she doctor?”

“She survived, she was lucky she survived. If the ambulance didn’t arrive on time, she would have choked on her own blood and die. But luckily she survived. We’re now translating her to her room right now. But no visitors today, if she wakes up she will be too weak to respond due to blood loss. So please, come tomorrow, or if you just wanna see her from afar, please come with me,” he told us and we started to follow him.

When we arrived, we saw that she has an Air mask and that her chest was going up and down slowly, I saw the monitor of her heartbeats and it had a slow, but steady heartbeat. I teared up just looking at her like that and turned my face away, it hurts too much.

“By the way, I have some questions for you guys. We found multiple surgery scars and a lot of marks on her body. What happened to her?” the doctor asked us.

“What?!” I rose my voice and Yoongi patted my head.

“You see sir, she was tortured. We just managed to get her out with other people, we just want our dear friend to get better,” I turned to Yoongi and grabbed the collar of his shirt.

“You ass, you didn’t tell me! Why didn’t you tell me?!” I shouted at him and the doctor told me to calm down. I let go of his shirt and glared at him. “We’ll discuss this in your office.”

“So, she was treated badly then? Some bruises and surgery scars seem from 2 weeks ago. Were you there when that happened sir?” the doctor asked.

“Unfortunately, no sir, I arrived a little late,” Yoongi told him.

“That explains all the scars on her body,” the doctor noted it down on his pad and I looked at Yoongi angrily, why didn’t he tell me? “Is there anything else that you guys want to know?” the doctor asked.

“Did her right lung survive?” Jimin asked.

The doctor chuckled, “Yes, it did. We managed to repair the damaged parts and put them back together, she is able to breathe comfortably, but she will have a hard time to speak since the stitches are fresh when she wakes up. She will be given a notepad in order to communicate with you guys. And please, when you guys to go visit her tomorrow, do not bombard her with questions or exhaust her emotionally, it might be bad for her well being.”

“When can we visit her tomorrow? At what time?” I asked him.

“At 10 AM would be okay, it would give us time to check up on her stitches and treat her well. So 10 AM would be alright,” he told us.

“So everything is fine? Nothing is wrong?” Jin asked.

“She’s out of the danger zone if that’s what you mean,” he told us and we all sighed in relief.

“Thank you, doctor…” I bowed and the rest thanked him as well.

“We’re glad that we have been able to save her, this is why we’re here,” he smiled at us and we smiled back as we took another glance at GA JR and we bid him goodbye.

“Well, who wants to eat?” Namjoon asked.

“Can we eat Yoongi?” the young man who clung to Yoongi asked.

“Sure, we can Jimin,” Yoongi smiled at him warmly.

“Wait, that’s Jimin? The Jimin you kept talking about?” I asked him and Yoongi gave me a death glare with Jimin looking down at the ground blushing.

“Yes, Hoseok, this is Jimin. The one I have been talking to you about,” he told me.

“Oh, alright, no wonder why I didn’t know him,” I chuckled.

??? POV

I was sitting on a stool, still looking at my phone and checked Hangouts just in case she texted me. It has been 2 years, 3 months and 7 days since she hasn’t texted me. I hope she is okay now, I hope she’s alright. I sighed and looked at the News that was inside this Bar.

“A report says that the Korean Navy has managed to same people with Psychological problems from their literal Hell, Chief Min Yoongi along with a long-lost soldier who is known as GA JR, have managed to set free these people. They said that GA JR has been captive in there for 2 years and we heard from the Hospital she has been through a lot. She received 3 shots protecting Chief Min. One in her right shoulder, on her right lung and on her right hip. Luckily, she survived and is now at this Hospital recovering from her injuries. This has been Asian News and we hope to see you later tonight,” it went to commercials.

I felt tears in my eyes, So this is why you haven’t been texting me? IK I broke up with you, but you stayed as a close friend. I won’t hesitate anymore. I rose to my feet and left after I slammed down my money without looking back. I need to see you now.

Notes:

Who is ??? girl?

Chapter 21: GA JR?

Notes:

Jisoo and Hoseok about to get down again... Friendly warning, this is a smut. Read at your own risk.

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Jisoo’s POV

It was getting very late, almost 12:30 AM by now. I waited for Hoseok to come back home. It was so late and I’m worried, did he drink too much with the boys? That must be it. He texted me that he was going to hang out with the guys and to not wait for him for Dinner. I was happy because he always thought of me beforehand, what have I done to deserve such a caring Boyfriend?

I then heard the bell ring and I knew it was the boys with him on their shoulders. Namjoon and Jin looked at me with an awkward smile.

“I’m sorry, he got really drunk this time,” Namjoon chuckled.

“It’s okay, it must have been a hard day for him and he needed time to relax,” I told them and they carried him to the bed and I took off his shoes.

“Please take care Jisoo, see you tomorrow when he wakes up,” Jin gave me a quick pat on the head and Namjoon shook hands with me.

After they left, I went to Hoseok and stared at him groaning. I decided to sit on the edge of the bed and he opened one of his eyes and smiled so sweetly at me.

“My love, come to Daddy,” he opened his arms wide and I giggled as I laid beside him and hugged him tightly. He hugged me tighter and kissed my forehead. “I missed you, I missed you so much.”

I giggled, “I missed you too.”

“It hurts being away from you for a long time,” he told me.

“Wow, do you love me that much?” I looked at him while a smirk appeared on my face.

“Yes, baby girl,” he sighed. “And it hurts so bad when you’re away…” I saw tears in his eyes, wow, he really does love me that much.

I quickly sat up and held his face between both of my hands and kissed him. His tears rolled down and I kissed them away. Why is he crying? What was wrong? What’s troubling him?

“Don’t ever leave me alone,” he choked out.

“I’ll never leave you,” I assured him as I put my forehead against his.

I kissed him once more and this time, he put his hand behind my head and kissed me passionately. As if he truly meant that he missed me so much, it was a desperate kiss with so much feeling into it. His other hand tugged at the end of my nightgown and pulled it up.

WARNING: 21+ content! You might just skip to the very last paragraph in order to understand what’s about to happen.

He sat me on his lap meanwhile he was busy taking off my nightgown and me busy unbuttoning his shirt. He stopped the kiss meanwhile he quickly took off my nightgown and threw it to the side of the bed. When I looked at him again, I never felt so scared of his fierce and lustful eyes, it was as if he wanted to eat me and kill me mercilessly. I felt a shiver run down my spine as he started to place new hickeys on my chest.

My breath was shaky as he then started to suck on my right boob and pleasure my other nipple with his hand. I quickly found my way to his belt and unbuckled it from him, I unbutton his pants and unzipped them. He stopped sucking on my nipple and gave me a glare. I froze.

“Not this time Baby Girl, this time, Daddy will reward you,” he told me. I felt my heart skip a beat, he could not mean to do other things with me… right? He suddenly pushed me down in our King sized bed. He hovered above me and pulled me closer to him, his breathing was shaky and he started to lick my neck as he then started to place hickeys he never left before.

He was always careful of my own image, he didn’t want anyone to see how wild he could get, but I guess that tonight’s the exception, what made him change his mind? He gripped my thighs and started to massage my inner thighs, making me excited for what was going to come.

I let out moans and he smirked against my skin, damn, since when has he been this wild? He went down to my collarbone, to my stomach. I shivered once his hot breath hit my wet core. I was starting to ache, I needed him now or else I would lose my patience.

Before I knew it, his tongue was exploring inside me. I gasped as he then bit my clit softly, sending shivers down my spine and grip the bed sheets. I felt so much pleasure, I was a moaning mess as he was eating me like I was some type of candy, like he couldn’t get enough of his favorite ice cream flavor. He paused and I whined.

“You taste so good,” he said as started to eat me out once more. I wanted more, I needed more. I grabbed his hair and pushed him down further, he smirked and swirled his tongue around my clit and bit it once more, making me gasp from the sudden wave of pleasure.

“H-Hobi…” I panted and he hummed at me. “I… I need you… now…”

He looked up at me and smirked, “But first you need to come on Daddy’s face Baby Girl, Daddy wants to taste your sweetness.”

Before I could protest against that, he was now again eating me out and I felt my climax close, I kept moaning out his name as I came on his face and he started to lick me clean.

“That’s a good girl, Daddy will now give you what you have been yearning for,” he bit his lower lip and took his pants and boxers off, revealing just how hard and veiny his cock was. He positioned himself in between my legs and I let out a sharp moan when his tip was touching my sensitive core. Without warning, he slammed himself into me. He gripped my thighs and started to fuck me like there was no tomorrow. I started to scream his name as he kept hitting my G-Spot so perfectly that I rolled my eyes back and arched my back.

He put both my legs on his shoulders and started to pound into me, I was shaking so bad because of the pleasure he was causing me. I scratched his back and he groaned sexily.

“Does Baby Girl like that?” he asked me.

“I… I lo-love it D-Daddy,” I moaned out.

He chuckled and kept his fast speed, it was so unlike him. He used to be gentle and sped up only when I asked him to, he always worried about being too rough with me, but tonight he really expressed how much he missed me. And… I loved that. His thrusts became more sloppy and messy, he was so close to climax as well. I felt my third orgasm building up and a few more thrusts, we came together.

He slowly pulled himself off of me and some of his precious sperm came out as well. He laid beside me and I wrapped my arms around his neck as he panted, catching his breath with me.

“That was… Amazing,” I told him.

“I’m glad you enjoyed it,” he chuckled as he panted.

“I’m so… drained… tired,” I told him.

He panted, “Me too.”

“I love you Hoseok,” I smiled and buried my face in his chest.

“I love you too… GA JR,” he told me.

I froze right then and there, did he just called me by her name? I slowly looked at him and he was already sound asleep. So he fucked me… thinking that I was her? I felt tears in my eyes and anger rising in my stomach.

I fucking hate you GA JR, I hope you died and never came back. You knew I loved him before you even got to know him and yet, you stole him from me. And when I got the chance of getting rid of you, I finally had him all for myself. But now… Now I’ll make sure you’re really dead. You’re too weak to fight me, you’ll be an easy prey.

Notes:

What is Jisoo up to? Now that she knows that all those things he said were meant to her old friend GA JR?

Chapter 22: Secret Agent

Notes:

Ash Monae, the Secret agent and one of my online friends.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Ash’s POV

“Ash, I need you to do me a favor since you have been GA JR’s best friend for a long time,” Commander Namjoon told me.

“What is it, Commander?” I asked, trying so hard not to blush as I felt his eyes on me. I knew he was with Jin, but my heart still beats so hard against my chest just at the sound of his voice.

“I need you to go undercover and make sure no one hurts GA JR. As far as I know, she has some enemies and I don’t want her to get more hurt than she already has been. I need you to pretend to be a nurse, only the Hospital will know, and since you do know some medical things, you can perfectly pass as a nurse in the Hospital. If you see someone trying something funny, tackle them down and arrest them,” he stared at me seriously.

I felt a shiver run down my spine, he sure looked scary when he looked dead serious, I nodded and took the folder he had at hand. It was a folder holding the pictures of GA JR’s injuries.

Holy shit… who the fuck dares to do this to her…? I felt hot tears of anger and indignation rising as I held my breath.

It hurts to see her in pain, but she had various surgery scars, and some were still fresh from a couple of weeks ago. I quickly went to my desk and broke down silently in tears. I then heard high heels clicking my way and I looked up to someone who I hadn’t seen in so long. What was she doing here?

“Ash Unnie, do you want to accompany me to see GA JR?” she smiled.

“Sure thing, just let me get my things,” I wiped my tears and grabbed my purse as I went out with her beside me. I drove to the Hospital as I started to recall those pictures that were lingering in my head. She must have been so weak. If someone were to attack her now, she won’t be able to fight back. She lost a lot of blood and her stitches are fresh, if someone were to go there now and hurt her… she would probably pass out and they would take that chance to end her right then and there.

Jisoo’s POV

I saw the monitor going up and down in a steady heartbeat, I had sneaked in with a nurse costume and managed to not get noticed because of the mask I was wearing. I had the extra pillow in my hand.

You were a good friend, but now you must die. I’m sorry, but there’s only one owner to Hobi’s heart. That has to be me, you should have died long ago. I don’t know why they didn’t finish you when I gave them a lot of money to torture you and to break you apart. To make you feel so much pain to the point where you wanted to give up on life. Why didn’t you kill yourself when you had the chance? But don’t worry, I’ll give you a lot more pain, I thought. I put the pillow aside and walked closer to her.

Since she was still sleeping peacefully, I bandaged her eyes so that she wouldn’t see who did this to her. I smiled as I then pressed down hard on her right shoulder, making her gasp loudly and groan. I quickly grabbed the curtain and closed it so no one would see what I was doing. I grabbed a nearby towel and put it in her mouth and I then pressed harshly on her right hip. Her screams were muffled. I took my thumb off and saw the blood in my hand, it was still fresh from yesterday, of course, it would bleed. She grabbed my nurse costume and I smacked her hand.

I giggled as I licked the blood off of my thumb and smiled when she was too weak to even fight back, I was right, she was still drugged and she wouldn’t do much to defend herself. She was helpless.

She reached for the bandage on her eyes and I pinned her hands down on the bed and I purposely put my knee on her right side, pressing down with all my weight and I heard her muffle screams once more.

Her heart was beating so fast, I saw it on the monitor and smirked.

GA JR’s POV

I tried to scream louder so at least someone would come for my help. I felt so helpless, so weak, so stupid. I couldn’t fight back. I felt tears in my eyes and they rolled down effortlessly. It hurt so bad, it was so unbearable. It reminded me of when I was back there… When they pressed so hard on my stitches once they were done exploring my insides.

I didn’t want to hurt anymore, I was so tired of all this torture. I felt my throat hurting after all my efforts in getting attention. Someone was pressing hard on my right shoulder with their elbow and that made it much more painful. I was crying bloody murder, but my screams were muffled, no one would help me.

I eventually started crying in pain, I was hurting so much… What have I done to deserve this? Why do I always hurt too much? Why do I always have to be the one to hurt in the end? This was nearly as painful as knowing that Hobi left me and is now with Jisoo. It was almost as painful.

Soon I felt my right cheek burning, someone slapped me. With this, I can tell it’s a girl, if it was a guy, he would have been choking me and punching me by now, but girls are well known to enjoy slow tortures like this one. I don’t know who this girl is but… she has something against me. What have I done to her? Do I know her?

Not after a few seconds I felt my lower lip bleeding once more, the stitches in my lip hurt so much. I have been punched in the face. I didn’t do anything, I just let the pain flow in my weak body, I didn’t have the strength to even fight back. For once, I want my suffering to end. This person didn’t stop, she was enjoying my pain until I heard the door opening.

“Shit,” she muttered and hid somewhere.

??? POV

I walked with Ash right next to me, we were the first visitors to come and see her. But what we found really strange was that the curtains in her bed were blocking the view of her. Ash and I stopped for a few seconds before we heard cries and groans escaping someone’s lips.

I quickly removed the curtains and I felt my eyes starting to water once I saw her right there, all beaten up and bruised so horribly that her face looked like someone painted dark shades of purple and blue on her.

“Oh my goodness, she was not like that in the pictures! Someone came in and did this just now! Just look at the blood!” Ash yelled and she went to get a doctor, I took the towel out of her mouth and took the wrapping bandage around her head that covered her eyes.

Her teary eyes met mine as she left out a painful cry. She started to sob like a little kid, that broke me into millions of pieces, why would someone hurt her more than she already is? I lightly hugged her and she weakly hugged me back, crying uncontrollably like a little baby in my arms.

“I-i-it hu-hurts…” she sobbed and my tears rolled down.

“I know JR, I know it hurts,” I started to cry with her.

“M-M-Miu… I’m in s-so mu-much p-pain…” she choked on her sobs. “K-kill me… Pl-please!” she broke down crying once more.

“I’m so sorry… I’m so sorry… Please forgive me…” I cried with her on my arms. It hurts so bad. I can’t stand seeing you in pain, please don’t say you wanna die. Please stop telling me to kill you. I started to sob with her as the doctor and nurses rushed to her side and took me away from her, getting her treated for her new wounds. They asked me to wait in the Waiting Room with Ash.

I wasn’t walking straight, my legs were feeling like jelly. When I saw Ash, my legs collapsed and I fell to the ground crying my heart out. Ash came to me and started crying with me.

“A-Ash Unnie… She is in so much pain!” I sobbed on her shoulder and she sobbed with me.

“I know Miu-ah… I know…” she sobbed.

Notes:

Her bias in BTS is RM but she chose another of her biases since he's already taken by Jin.

Chapter 23: Hurt

Notes:

Jimin meets GA JR's Ex and her best friend.

Chapter Text

Jimin’s POV

We came and we found two girls I knew nothing of crying, I bet they lost someone they loved. Suddenly one with dark skin and curly black hair looked at Yoongi and she cried out to him.

“Yoongi Oppa!” she cried with someone hugging her tightly.

“Ash-ah, what happened?” Yoongi rushed and I followed behind him.

“I-i-it’s GA JR…” she said while choking on her sobs with the girl on her arms.

“What happened to her?” I asked.

“She was beaten up in here… no one has seen who it was… the CCTV outside of her room did not help at all. We don’t know who hurt her again…” she cried.

I felt my blood boil, She’s more hurt after what she did for us? Who the hell does that?!

I went up to the counter and asked the nurse where GA JR was but all she told me was that she was getting treated, that she would tell us when the doctor authorized visitors. I paced back and forth and tried to calm myself down, but when Yoongi tried to put his hand on my shoulder to stop me from walking I slapped his hand and I was shocked at my own actions. I looked at him with puppy eyes and apologized.

“I’m so sorry hyung… I’m just so pissed…” I massaged his hand that I smacked and he nodded.

“I feel you, I know you’re pissed, but being angry won’t solve anything, we need to find out who was with her and why they did this,” Yoongi pulled me into a hug and I hugged him back.

I honestly felt so useless, I felt guilty and miserable, how can someone hurt such a noblewoman who sacrificed her life for her friends’ lives? What kind of sick bastard does that?

We waited for 30 minutes and then the doctor came, at that same time, Hoseok came with a big smile on his face with Namjoon and Jin, Jungkook behind them with Taehyung looking ever so cheerful like the first time we introduced ourselves.

Jungkook gave me a dirty look, did I do something wrong? Taehyung patted my head as Yoongi put one of his arms around my waist.

“She’s stable now, her stitches almost ripped open due to the pressure that this person put on them. She has been put to sleep, but I bet that she can hear you guys. So please, one by one, go and talk to her, in her condition, she needs words of encouragement. She has had it rough, and she is so lucky that she survive the blood she lost once more. I don’t think to make her write things down would help, she needs rest and relaxation in order to fully recover, you guys told us that someone would look 24/7 after her, who is that?” the doctor asked.

The girl named Ash raise her hand as she wiped the rest of her tears away, “I am.”

“Well then, let the nurse guide you to the room where we have the nurse uniform and get ready, we do not know who hurt her inside this Hospital. I left her with a bodyguard just in case for now, but I think that if you’re there with her, it will calm her down and make her feel secure since you have been best friends for a long time. We will still check every CCTV and try to see who could have done it,” the doctor informed us.

“But who the hell would come and do such a thing in a Hospital and for what reason?!” Hoseok shouted angrily, his happy mood now turned into a dark aura, I felt scared of this guy for the first time.

“We do not know, but we will try and find out,” the doctor signaled for Ash to follow his nurse and she nodded as she followed behind the nurse and left us there.

“Hey, Hoseok, where’s Jisoo?” Yoongi asked him.

“She told me she needed to buy herself new clothes since the clothes she had has run out of ‘style’,” he quoted with his fingers.

“Jisoo Unnie?” the girl who was with Ash asked.

“Yeah, do you know her?” Hoseok asked her.

“That was GA JR’s good friend, I know her, but didn’t she have a crush on you?” The girl asked.

“Yeah, indeed, she had, but now we’re together,” Hoseok told her.

“Did you break up with GA JR?!” the girl asked.

“I thought she was dead, I didn’t know until now, for 2 years she has been missing and Jisoo was always there for me when I needed her. I decided to start a new beginning and move on-”

“You idiot!” the girl pushed Hoseok by his chest and started to throw punches on his chest, letting all her anger out on him. “NO WONDER WHY SHE ASKED ME TO KILL HER! YOU BROKE HER HEART! YOU ASSHOLE! HOW COULD YOU!!?!?!? I HATE YOU!! YOU HURT HER, YOU BASTARD! I HOPE YOU DIE! IF SHE NEVER DATED YOU SHE WOULD NEVER BE HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE!”

I quickly went to stop her and she wiggled around in my arms, “Calm down, girl please-”

“MY NAME IS PARK MIU YOU ASS! LET ME GO AND FINISH THIS IRRESPONSIBLE BASTARD! WHAT ABOUT YOUR CHILD?! SHE TOLD ME YOU GUYS HAD IT WITHOUT PROTECTION AND THAT THERE MIGHT HAVE BEEN A POSSIBLE CHANCE OF HER BEING PREGNANT! WHERE’S THE CHILD YOU ASSHOLE!?!?!?!” she shouted as she struggled to get out of my grasp.

“THE CHILD NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO LIVE!” he shouted and Miu stopped fighting me.

“What…?” her eyes teared up again. “What… what happened to… the baby…?”

“Those sick people hurt her so bad that the fetus died…” Hoseok lowered his head and Yoongi went to comfort him.

GA JR was pregnant and those assholes hurt her and the fetus…? I felt hot tears in my eyes, gosh, she went through so much. Not only did she lose her boyfriend, but also the baby she was waiting for? That’s too much for one little person.

Miu hugged me and cried on my chest, I felt her pain and I hugged her tightly while crying with her. I put my chin on her head and her legs gave up on her, but I manage to help her stand up although the scratch on my thigh was starting to bother me. I decided to sit down with her on my lap and lightly hit my chest meanwhile muttering things that I could not understand.

My chest felt like it was being torn apart, would I have managed that if I were in her shoes? Would I have stood the pain of losing the child I was waiting for? I don’t think so. I might be a man, but if I was a girl, I would surely feel broken knowing that my child never had the chance to be born and loved.

She never told me, and I see that Yoongi was as hurt as I was. It’s rare to see him cry, but tears glittered on his small eyes. The rest stayed quiet with their heads down as they sat on a chair.

“So, do anyone of you wanna go first?” the doctor awkwardly asked us.

“Can I go?” Miu asked and he nodded.

“Please follow me miss,” the doctor told her, she stood up and I made sure she did not fall while getting off of my lap. She walked behind the doctor and I turned my face to face Yoongi. His tears rolled down his face as Hoseok cried with so much anger and sadness in them. I guess Miu’s words hit him hard.

Chapter 24: Ghost-Like

Notes:

If you do not like girl x girl interaction, then... skip? If you feel uncomfortable, I understand and yes, GA JR is bisexual.

Chapter Text

GA JR’s POV

I felt like I was floating in the air, I didn’t feel pain anymore. I didn’t feel anything, I just felt light as a feather. I felt like I was floating in space like a ghost. After all, I was put to sleep. I don’t know how but… I saw how they started to put alcohol in my new bruises and small new cuts that I had on my face. I couldn’t recognize myself. It was as if I was seeing someone else.

Whoever attacked me, they made sure I looked like crap. They cleaned the blood off of my face, they took off the dirty hospital gown I had on and I saw my naked body. I saw all my ugly scars, my imperfections, my reminders, my monstrous body. I was not pretty anymore. I looked like one of those zombies, only in better shape but still with those ugly cuts and how lifeless I looked.

They checked the stitches, they made new stitches and closed my wounds tightly. I didn’t feel pain, but if I was awake I would sure as hell feel the pain. Was I dead? Why am I seeing my body? Was this normal? I checked the monitor and my heart was still beating. Slowly, but steady.

I saw how they argued on who would stay after they dressed me and they cleaned me. Some bodyguard came in and they told him to take care of me and to keep an eye on me just in came. For how long have I been like this? I don’t know, but I wasn’t keeping track of time. Was I okay? Yeah, I felt more than okay, I felt great. I could move my body like I was made of air. I felt so light, I didn’t weight anything.

I smiled until I heard the door open and I saw the doctor who was attending me with other nurses enter with a girl who I have known for so long.

It’s been a long time… Miu. You look beautiful as always, I smiled as I thought about this.

What made my heart ache, was seeing how red her eyes, nose, and face was. Did I cause that much pain to her? Doesn’t she have anyone in her life though? Didn’t her parents force her to marry some guy? Isn’t that why she broke up with me?

I wanted to reach out and touch her, but I couldn’t even hold her face with my hands. She sat beside my bed and caressed the back of my left hand. My left hand felt warm, I could feel the warmth radiating off of her. I could tell that I felt cold in her hand, she jumped a little when she looked down at my hand. She traced the scars in my left arm. She silently started to sob as her tears dropped on my left arm.

No, please don’t cry… Please, stop crying… I felt like crying as well. Was I causing so much pain? I’m so sorry…

“Please… Alondra… fight… come back… please… come back…” she laid beside me and cried on my neck. I felt her hot breath on the same spot she was crying. I felt the wetness of her tears.

I wanted to wake up and hug her tightly, but I couldn’t. I was put to sleep, into a deep sleep in which now I want to wake up. I tried to get back into my body, but it was as if I was touching the air, my hands couldn’t touch my own body.

“I miss you… I still love you… I miss you so fucking much…” she said between sobs. "I hate my new life… I hate him… He doesn’t treat me like you did. He is so fucking cold and only looks at me like a fucking mistake… I want a divorce but my parents won’t let me. I was forced to have a child with him, and I named my daughter after you… Your name was the strength to make me stand up on my own two feet and keep on fighting the need to end my life… You’re the reason why I haven’t given up. My daughter… she has the same cute giggles as you.”

I felt a smile on my face as my pain expression became more evident. She has a daughter, she named her after me because my name gave her strength. She indeed has grown to be a beautiful woman, stronger than before. I broke down in tears, she was miserable because of that asshole. How dare he do this to my Queen? What the fuck is wrong with him? Does he not see the beauty in her?

“She reminds me so much of you, when she smiles at me, I see you in her little eyes. She is so happy, jubilant and full of life like you used to when I first met you. I want her to be like you. I want her to not be afraid of who she is and do not care about what people think of her. I want her to have your strength so that when she falls and I’m not there for her, she would be able to stand back up and keep moving,” her tears soaked the collar of my new Hospital gown. “She gives me the hope that one day, everything will be alright and that all this pain that I have been through will eventually die. Please, come back to me, wake up and kiss me like you used to, I don’t care if he finds out I’m not 100% straight… I want to be in your embrace once more, feel your lips against mine, and hold on to you like I used to.” Miu traced my lips and I felt her hot fingers trace them. I closed my eyes and felt her lips pressed against mine.

I missed this… this feeling of being loved… I miss you too… I’ll go to you once I get better… I promise you. I thought as I tried to respond to her kiss, but my lips wouldn’t move. I only felt what my body was feeling, but not move and do as I’d like to. She suddenly got up and looked at the stitches on my lower lip and the stitches on my eyebrow.

“When that eyebrow heals, that scar is going to look so hot on you,” she giggled as she wiped her tears.

I blushed, Wow, okay, I’m anticipating in waking up right now. Where is the adrenaline shot? I need to fucking wake up!

“I’ll come to visit you more… my everything.”

My heart skipped a beat and the monitor showed it, she looked at it and laughed. Damn, maybe I can’t move but my heart can really betray me.

“You heard that, didn’t you?” she said in a teasing voice. She got close to my ear and kissed it. “Come back my love, I want you to meet Alondra.”

I wanna meet the little girl too, I smiled brightly and wiped my tears.

“She just turned 2 years old yesterday… October 10th,” she told me.

Damn, my birthday passed and I didn’t even care? Welp, Yoongi did give me some pudding for my birthday and Jimin gave me a hand-made bracelet he made for me with my favorite colors black and red. I guess that was all for a birthday, it might not have been one of the best, but surely one to be remembered and cherished.

“I’ll go now, I’ll come to visit you with Alondra tomorrow since that dumbass works from day to night, I have my own career, I’m a professional Makeup Artist now, I’ll tell you more tomorrow after I finish work,” she leaned and pecked my lips once more.

I blushed and touched my lips. I smiled, See you tomorrow Miu.

Chapter 25: "We're Leaving... Now."

Notes:

Yes, Miu is married to Park Jisung.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jisung’s POV

Shit, shit, shit. She found my plans of running away from her. If she dares to try something to hurt my wife Miu, I swear I will not struggle to rip her throat out of that pretty throat of hers.

All this time, I have been a total dick to my own wife. Not because I wanted to, but because her family in total don’t want her. Her siblings are spoiled brats, yeah, rich family and all, but all of this arranged marriage was bullshit from the very beginning.

True, I hated the idea of being married to someone who I didn’t love at first, but after being with her for 3 years. I slowly fell in love with her for as quick as for 3 months of our marriage. I could tell from her expressions that her smile was forced.

The worst part? Her sister wanted her to suffer more than she already has. Being an idol’s wife is not easy. Especially if you have to be their makeup artist. Yeah, she’s my makeup artist. That’s how we met. She was new and nice, I liked her. She didn’t see me like some sasaeng fans did. She actually had casual talks with me. She was so chill and relaxed. That made me fond of her. We used to be friends until her family knew who’s makeup she was doing.

Somehow, they took a picture of her doing my makeup, and because of her stunning beauty, people started to threaten her. I must admit, I felt angry with those people threatening her to make her life a living hell. My first instinct was to protect her, but Taeyong told me that it would make things a lot harder for her.

I had to step down and try to pretend that everything was fine. But really, I was burning up with rage just putting that fucking smile on my face because I didn’t want her to struggle more than before. What made things escalate? Her family thought it would have been an amazing idea to make a deal with my parents’ company and help them grow.

Of course, my parents knew who she was by then. She just wasn’t another makeup artist, but a Ceo’s daughter. Of course, I was famous, well-known. But my father’s vanity to gain more popularity on his clothes brand got the best of him and agreed to have this arranged marriage.

Miu broke down in tears once she heard the news. I saw it all, I saw how much pain was in her face. It broke me into smaller pieces. I wanted to be good to her because she was good to me. We used to be friends, but since then, she started to be all gloomy and not returning a smile to me.

“Act cold with her… or else,” he sister once threaten me when she found the news. She liked me, but she was way too different from Miu. She was… no offense but bitchy. Thinking she was the best because she was always on point in style and on makeup things as well as looking like those expensive ass people on the street.

I didn’t like her at all, all the opposite, I hate her. She’s the reason why I changed with Miu, she’s the reason why I hid my feelings towards Miu. She hates Miu, just because she gets attention and has an aura that really no one possesses. Miu has that kind of force to drag you in without her or you even realizing it.

These 3 years we’ve been married, and 5 years knowing each other… That liking I had for her became stronger. She was a good wife and took really good care of me. She’s 2 years younger than me, but it’s enough to take care of someone like me. She always makes sure I eat well. I once fainted, and she was worried. When they took me to the emergency room, I saw the worry in her eyes.

Did she love me back? I don’t think so. Whenever she did something for me, I was always cold. I hate myself for being afraid of her siblings. Those spoiled brats are dangerous. They have money, they can easily buy people and make them hurt Miu and our child Alondra.

I was more afraid now because now I had a strong reason to protect her, she’s the mother of my child. My first born child. My princess and my baby girl who is now 2 years old. Miu doesn’t know, but I assigned another contract with SM. That I would still be in NCT Dream, but working as the Music Composer and for them to never reveal where I’m going to live.

I searched for 1 entire year for places to hide. I decided New Zealand, not only is it going to be a lovely place to raise Alondra, but it will also allow me to express myself to Miu fully without any barriers. I can romance her the way a true man should and make her fall for me for real this time.

I want to see my wife smile. I want to make her happy and not hide her tears when she thinks I don’t care. I hurt her enough, I think it’s time to move away and start a new chapter in our lives. To revive that friendship and aflame the passion and romance in our lives. She has asked for a divorce 3 times this year, I don’t want my marriage to go down the hill just because of my past mistakes. I want to fix what seems to be unfixable.

I won’t give up, I know that I can make her change her mind. I know that I can get to her once more. I know that I can reach and touch her heart. I won’t struggle anymore, once we’re safe in New Zealand, I swear from the bottom of my heart that I will fix my mistakes and tell her everything. I know I fucked up, but I want her, only her.

I want us to be happy, I want to grow old beside her, I want to show her just how much I’ve been holding back. I want to feel her once more. And this time, I won’t make her drink to the point where she doesn’t know who I am. I want her to enjoy it this time, I want a son for my daughter, I want a family with her.

I have everything packed, things in this old house will stay put, I bought new furniture and new things for her and our daughter. I have everything ready just for her to bust into the door and bless me with her sight once more. I have Alondra in my arms sleeping. Gosh, she has her cute features. I want her to be a little princess forever, I don’t wanna give her away to some dude, she is my daughter.

But something still bothers me… she called me by some name… someone named GA JR on our honeymoon.

Who the hell is GA JR?

Notes:

Jisung doesn't know about Miu's old GF back then.

Chapter 26: Evil Clone

Notes:

Jisoo... No hun.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jisoo’s POV

Jisoo

I had her blood, some of her hair, and the towel in which she had in her mouth. I didn’t know what to do with them until something really evil popped on my head. What if… I clone her and do evil things with the clone?

Pure genius, don’t you think? That’s exactly what I’m going to do, and I only know someone who can do it for me. He owed me big time, after all, I helped him with his underground lab. He’s finding a cure for cancer, but he owes me.

I was heading there right now, he will do as I please unless he wants me to stop supporting him. When he saw me he smiled with those dimples of his, I smiled back.

“Jisoo-ssi, what brings the honor of having you here?” Lee Jooheon asked me.

“I’m here to order you something,” I smiled sweetly at him.

“Sure, what is it?” he asked me.

“I need you to use your genius mind and make me a clone of the owner of this DNA,” I held the bad in which all the things of GA JR’s DNA was held.

“Um, Jisoo-ssi… It’s not that simple as you think,” he told me and I frowned.

“Well then, that’s a shame, seems like I’ll have to cut out the money for your expensive research. Let’s see how that goes for you,” I turned away and started to walk away.

“Wait!” he yelled and sighed. I smiled and turned to him.

“Yes?” I asked him.

“Leave them here… I’ll make the clone that you want…” he lowered his head and I clapped my hands.

“Thank you!” I ran up to him and gave him the bag. He looked inside the bag and his eyes became wide.

“Did… did you murder someone or something like it?” he asked.

“No, not yet, I just gave her more pain,” I told him.

He sighed, “Who’s clone am I doing?”

“Rear Admiral Lower Half GAJR,” I told him.

“Rear Admiral? She’s still alive?! I thought she went missing a long time ago,” he was very surprised to hear who it was.

“Yeah, but now she won’t live for long. No one, and I mean, no one, steal my man,” I glared at him.

“But… doesn’t Hoseok love you now?” he asked.

“He fucked me when he was drunk thinking it was her,” I gritted my teeth and Jooheon just rose his hands up in defense.

“Okay, I see where this is going, but don’t involve me in your personal business, this is the last and only time I do this for you,” he told me.

“Deal, I only need one anyway,” I smiled and I watched him working how he extracted her DNA from the things inside the bad and let it rest for a while.

“You can go home, I won’t break my word, and besides, I bet Hoseok is worried about you,” he told me.

“I don’t think so, I sort of told him I was going shopping, so he knows I take my time, But I am getting hungry. Do you want something?” I asked him.

“Some Mochis would be okay,” he told me.

“Alright, I’ll be back then,” I told him and left him there.

GA JR’s POV

I waited for the next person to enter, I suddenly didn’t want to see the person. It was Hoseok. I sighed, I guess I have to put up with him.

He made his way over to me and grabbed my hand, stroking the back of my left hand. I felt his warmth, but something in his look didn’t seem right. His bangs covered his face and something wet fell on my left hand. Was he crying?

“I’m so sorry…” he muttered. He sat down beside my bed and caressed my right cheek with his left hand. “I love you so much… but… now I’m with Jisoo… I know you know this by now but… why can’t I let go of these feelings? Why do you make me feel so confused? Why can’t I get rid of the feelings that still linger and… burn me on the inside?”

My heart skipped a beat and Hoseok looked at the monitor and chuckled, “I know you must not want me around you. I saw it in your eyes when you got out of that place. I saw… the sadness that I’ve caused you. Yoongi told me every day how you handled your own depression because of me. I’m really sorry I couldn’t keep my promise. I really thought you were dead. Jisoo even made it seem like you did, but she was wrong… you were still alive.”

Jisoo made it seem like I died? Why? Did she really think I was dead? Did my friend really give up on me when they couldn’t find me? I asked myself.

“You know… I still remember when I asked you out. I remember the dress you wore. It was my favorite color, green. That choker you wore, I won’t lie but… it made you look so hot. The long metal bracelet in your wrist and the clock. The rings and the earring with the chain and the black cross. Your hair was wavy and long, damn. Even if I don’t like bangs, but… those long bangs of your really did made the final touch to the style. High heels and light makeup, you looked like an Egyptian goddess, only with pale skin and a strong body.”

My cheeks started to heat up, and my body was showing it. Shet, I’m blushing and I can’t fucking help it. He caressed my cheek.

“Eventually, we got to the bar and got drunk. What surprised me was the question you asked me. You asked me if you were pretty, I felt my heart sick. You must have heard the female cadets talk trash of you. Calling you ugly and all that stuff because male cadets always checked you out when you were working out and training them. Sometimes I sneaked to see you working out and I felt bad for myself, I personally hate working out, but I only did it so that I could be strong and help around.”

“That’s why I pulled you off the seat and asked you to dance with me. I never imagined that you actually knew how to dance as well, that caught me off guard. Your moved were so smooth and sharp, that’s when you told me you liked to dance to different types of music and let your body guide you. But one song really made you look like a goddess in the spotlight. We didn’t even notice when people gathered around us, we were just being ourselves and enjoying the body contact.”

“You do remember the song, didn’t you? It was “It Ain’t My Fault” and the other song made you look so tempting, desirable, and dangerous. “You Don’t Own Me” really suited you when you started to get too touchy and teasing me. You let me really touch you this time, and I clearly remember one guy groping your ass and you literally turned around and beat the living shit out of him. Do you remember what you told him? You said ‘Don’t touch what’s not yours, asshole.’”

“I was turned on, and no joke, I craved for you. Then you just turned to me and smiled so sweetly at me. I was so drunk that I blurted out that I loved you, I kissed you and you kissed me back. I guess you felt the same way back then. Then one event leads to the other and we ended up in that room. When we finished our business there, we were then concern about having a family,” His eyes watered once more.

“I want that back, I wanna try and have a family with you. But I can’t break my promise to Jisoo, I promised her that I would stay with her and make her the happiest woman to ever live, but now… I’m not so sure. I… I… I don’t wanna live without you. Now that I know that you’re not dead, now that I know that you’re alive. I wanna press the restart button and wait for you once more. Even if the time kills me, I would do anything to go back and embrace you once more,” he put his forehead against mine and I felt his tears dropping on my face.

I don’t know what’s more painful, seeing him like this or realizing that I love two people at the same fucking time…

He kissed my lips, even if I didn’t respond back. “I have to go now, I think I already wasted your time. Please… heal quickly, it might sound selfish of me but… I want to see you again, even if it’s for the last time.” And with that, he left.

I felt something wet in my eyes, I saw my body and looked at my tears rolling down. I touched my face and realized that I was crying too.

Notes:

I wanna thank all of you for your support!

Chapter 27: 3 months

Notes:

Sorry for the fast forward and for the weird new 'superpower' but I thought it would bore everyone if I made it very long and show the process of the healing of the wounds.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

GA JR’s POV

I waited until I heard the door open once more. It was Jimin with Yoongi. Jimin held Yoongi’s arm and his tears wouldn’t stop rolling down.

“Mochi, this isn’t your fault, please stop blaming yourself for something you didn’t do,” Yoongi hugged Jimin as they both approached me.

Jimin held my right hand tightly and his hand was shaking. I wanted to squeeze back, but it seemed useless, I couldn’t do that simple task.

“They said they induced her in a coma just so that she won’t move… She looks like a corpse Yoongi… She’s not moving… What if they can’t wake her up anymore? What if she never wakes up…?” Jimin buried his face on Yoongi’s neck and cried like a little kid.

I never felt so terrible in my life, I hate being a ghost, only seeing and not being able to do or say anything. Only my heart gave me away since it can only skip a beat. But that’s all I can do. My chest felt tight, for how long am I going to cry? First, it was Miu, then Hoseok, and now Jimin and Yoongi? What the hell? Why am I so soft these days?

That’s when someone who I’ve been dying to see for a long time came in the room. It was Ash in a nurse’s uniform. She looked so cute in it, but her eyes were teary when she saw me again.

WILL EVERYONE STOP BEING SO EMOTIONAL?!?!? I AM NOT DEAD! ACCORDING TO WHAT I HEARD RN I AM IN A COMA THAT THEY PUT ME IN IN ORDER TO HEAL FASTER!!! I yelled internally.

“If only you let those bullets hit me, then maybe I’d feel better… but why…? just why GA JR…?” he squeezed my hand. Yoongi pulled his hand and put it on his chest.

“She has a big heart Mochi, she defends those who she loves and would risk her life just to see them well. She wants us to be happy because soon or later, she will come after you and spank you for making her cry, do you see the tears in the corners of her eyes?” Yoongi pointed at me and at the same time, Jimin and I saw my tears roll down so gracefully.

I wiped mine away meanwhile Jimin reaches and wiped them for me. He looked down, “I’m sorry GA JR, I won’t make you cry anymore. We’ll come to visit you tomorrow and cheer you up!”

“Let’s go, everyone already left home, we should go and pay a visit to your brother and uncle and aunt,” Yoongi told him.

“Alright, take care GA JR, see you tomorrow and don’t miss us a lot!” Jimin said cheerfully and I giggled.

Fools, thank you both for making my mood brighter, I chuckled as they both left.

Ash’s POV

GA JR has been doing well, she woke up last week. I’ve been taking care of her, but something is off. Jisoo is acting weird and I just know something is off with her. She just stands outside looking at GA JR meanwhile Hoseok volunteered to feed her. She has been having a hard time facing him, and Miu… Miu is hiding. I always pass my phone to GA JR whenever Miu wants to talk to her.

Seems like her husband isn’t really a dick, he was just under Miu’s sister control. He managed to escape just in time, faking identities, wearing a fake mustache and died his hair jet black. Miu had to wear a fake womb, showing her fake pregnant stomach and not even Miu’s sister recognized her.

She’s happy now, but she says that everything is different in New Zealand. She had to speak English, which wasn’t a problem for her since she studied English when she was younger. Only Jisung was having English lessons with her being his teacher.

Yoongi and Jimin have been a little too close. Funny thing is that when they were under the mistletoe, Jimin as so red. He never blushed so hard in his life. Yoongi then faced him and gave him a peck on the lips. Everyone booed at him and Jungkook and Taehyung cheered them on.

I was recording the whole scene so when GA JR woke up from her induced coma, she could see what she missed. Jisoo has been a little too distanced from us, and Hoseok doesn’t seem to notice but I did. Whenever Hoseok volunteers to feed her, she just rolls her eyes at him and leaves with no further words. She always makes the excuse that she has something to do.

But lately… someone has been murdering people last week. The police have to hide the bodies because… someone tortured them and cut them to pieces. I have seen some of the pictures and… the thought of them still haunts me.

The door opened and Doctor Lee Tae Yong entered with his clipboard. I blushed as he winked at me. GA JR saw it and she gave me a smug look.

“So, Rear Admiral, how are you today?” he asked her.

“Not in so much pain like last week, it’s actually more bearable. My hip feels kind of funny because of the stitches that connect my muscles and ligaments in place. The glue on my lip doesn’t feel funny anymore, I’m just glad that you guys noticed that the stitches were starting to bother me. My shoulder shield feels better, but it hurts when I move my arm up. Anything more than that, everything is fine,” she told him.

“You still need to stay put, until you feel better. It would take for like another 5 months in order for you to be completely healed. You’re healing pretty quick there, seems like the rest, good food, calcium, and medicine are making effect after all. I’m really happy to hear that you’re doing better Read Admiral, see you later, I’ll be n my way to report this to Commander Kim now,” Taeyong turned to me and winked once more with a killer smile and I blushed.

After he left, GA JR turned to me. Oh God, please no…

“Seems like you two are getting pretty close these days, am I missing something?” she smirked and I rolled my eyes.

“Go back to sleep you troll,” I shook my head and she laughed but shortly groaned due to her shoulder shield.

“Fuck, I can’t laugh without feeling some pain,” she chuckled and I laughed this time.

“That’s what you get for teasing me,” I stuck my tongue out and she did the same.

“You two are so childish,” Hoseok entered the room and GA JR blushed.

“Shut up Horse face,” she turned to the side and her cheeks heated up once more.

“The only horse you’ll be riding,” he winked and her jaw dropped meanwhile I laughed my ass off and she gave me a death glare.

“I-in your dreams you pervert!” she stuttered.

“Mhmm, you’re right, but I would like that to happen once more,” he licked his lips and this time, I couldn’t take the sexual tension between these two and left the room laughing so loud that my stomach hurt so bad.

I felt tears in my eyes and I felt someone hug me. “Would you stop crying?”

I opened my eyes as I realized who it was, it was Taeyong. I blushed as he held me in his embrace. I looked down and smiled.

“I’m not crying, I was just laughing at my friends inside there,” I pointed behind me and he tilted his head.

“What happened?” he asked, giving me a one arm hug as we both stared at them bickering like a married couple.

“The sexual tension between these two is real,” I started to laugh once more and he understood.

“Damn, he’s that dirty and shameless?” he chuckled and I nodded.

“It drives Rear Admiral insane!” I snickered and he laughed this time.

“Poor being, but then again, I would like to be that witty like him,” he said.

I looked up at him, “Why do you say that?”

“Because I would love to say those kinds of dirty stuff in front of people, but…” he leaned in my ear. “That would have to wait, don’t you think?”

I blushed so hard and shivered at the thought. He chuckled and patted my head, “See you around, Nurse Ashie~”

And with that, he left me all flustered. Wait, he REALLY likes me?

Notes:

Yes, Ash-ssi likes Taeyong. LOL

Chapter 28: Was It You...?

Notes:

If you don't remember, then you might wanna go back to the Psychology chapter and read where Yoongi remembers a certain someone.

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Yoongi’s POV

I know I should be used to this by now but… why does my heart skip a beat when I see Jimin cuddling with me? Why can’t I get over the fact that we’re finally official? All this time together and I’m still not used to him being with me. His aunt and uncle didn’t want him to live with them since they only had one small room for his little brother in which their son used to be in.

I told them that we would visit the weekends in order for Jimin to catch up with his little brother. His little brother is going to marry a beautiful girl in which we got the chance to meet. Her name is Jennie, she was very kind and nice. But she predicted something before even I got the chance to say. She whispered to me that she thought we were a cute couple. I guess she was right, even Namjoon and Jin teased me. Taehyung and Jungkook have been hanging out a lot, and to be honest, I’m glad to see them together. Now they hold hands and joke around one another. Hoseok on the other hand, he seems to be having a hard time to decide who he loves more. GA JR or Jisoo.

“It’s hard Hyung, I don’t wanna hurt Jisoo but I wanna be with GA JR. How can I be with one without hurting the other one?” he put his head on his hands as he fake cry.

“But answer me this, when you’re with JR, does your heart race?” I asked him as I was eating my Ramyeon Jimin made for me in the early morning.

“Yes,” he blushed and hid his face.

“Now then, how does your heart reach when you see Jisoo?” I asked.

“It’s not the same when I’m with JR, with her it’s just calm and happy to see her, but nothing more hyung,” he told me.

“Then break up with her and tell her that it didn’t work out,” I told him and he lifted his head up with an annoyed expression.

“I promised her I would stay with her,” he protested.

“Promises are made to be broken, and besides, it’s not like you’ll abandon her. You can still stay with her as a friend, nothing more,” I rolled my eyes at him.

“You make it sound so easy,” he grunted.

“Because it is headass,” I lightly smacked his head and he flinched.

“Yah! That hurt you idiot!” he told me.

“I wasn’t even rough…” I squinted my eyes at him.

“Oh, but with Jimin you are rough, eh?” he grinned.

I glared at him, “I haven’t touched him like that you horny ass.”

“Why haven’t you? You guys have been dating for a month now,” he pointed out.

“I just… I just don’t wanna force him into doing something he feels uncomfortable. I’m okay with just kisses and playful things with him. He makes me smile and whenever he looks at me I can’t help but smile like an idiot,” I started to blush and I covered my face with my hands.

“Sort of like Taehyung and Jungkook?” he pointed behind me, and I turned to look at Jungkook feeding Taehyung and Taehyung doing the same thing while the both of them laughed.

“Sort of like them,” I chuckled. “But I doubt Jungkook could resist Taehyung, you have seen how Taehyung teases him! Those two need to get a room when they start to get naughty!” I pretended to be disgusted and Hoseok laughed.

“You’re so mean to them! Let them be, they are in love after all!” Hoseok told me. “But I agree with you, the way those two teases each other, it’s obvious that they already explored one another.”

“Pretty much,” I said while picking up noodles and feeding myself.

“Who do you think is submissive, Jungkook or Taehyung?” he suddenly asked and the thought of it just made me choke on my own noodles. Hoseok was surprised and smacked my back.

“BABO! I’m eating! RESPECT MY EATING TIME! Now look at what you made me do, I spilled some of Mochi’s Home-made soup!” I grunted as I wiped my suit.

“But Yoongi, be honest, if Jimin asked you to do him, would you do it?” he asked me and I started to blush so hard that there was no spot for my white skin. I was so red and embarrassed.

I grabbed his collar and glared at him, “That’s none of your business and for us two to keep it in between us. Not to be shared with some horny horse like you!” I let go of his collar and he chuckled.

“Geez, it was just a question,” he told me.

“A personal question…” I glared at him.

That question still lingered in my mind. The question Hoseok asked me. I looked at Jimin and studied his beautiful features for the thousandth time since we’ve started to sleep together.

Would I have done it if you asked me? But… what if I hurt you? I don’t ever want to hurt you, you have been through so much in order to deal with me. I don’t wanna hurt you, so I guess I’ll have to wait until it’s the right time. You’re so fucking precious Mochi, please, don’t let my selfishness hurt you in any way, I thought as I saw his peaceful sleeping face.

He smiled in his sleep and I smiled at his cuteness. What are you dreaming of my love? Is it a good dream? You deserve a good dream, you’re doing really well my love. Thank you for taking care of the house and Holly meanwhile I’m out working. Thank you for always doing your best effort when cooking for me. You always put the tablet on the counter meanwhile you cook my Dinner and Lunch for the next day.

You even cut yourself once when you were cutting the vegetables and still told me not to worry because it was normal to be hurt while cooking. That’s when I took my weekends to teach you how to cook without hurting yourself, and you’re doing really well.

How did I find an angel like you? You even started to open up about your life in school. How you were bullied, and what disturbed me was how it reminded me of that boy who was bullied in school. I felt something sick in my heart when you told me what they did to you. I’m glad you’re with me now, I can protect you now. I won’t let anyone hurt you anymore. You even told me you went to the same school as I did, you even described someone who looked like me.

You told me he didn’t treat you like the rest of the ones in school, he was laid off but he would always notice how much trouble you had getting up and that he would guide you to the Nurses office but you never got his name. You were too scared that because of you, he would be bullied too.

But that just reminds me, I used to do that, but was that really me? Were you the same boy that I used to help when I was a freshman? Were you that little middle schooler? Was it you… Park Jimin?

Chapter 29: Tormenting Thoughts

Notes:

You might bring tissues if you have a soft heart and are sensitive to others emotions.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Jimin’s POV

Do you know what it feels like being in your embrace when I wake up? How can I explain the feeling of being protected, loved, secure, and cared for to someone like you? Do you know what’s it like to admire how hard you work out of the office and see how much effort you put into things, and yet, you always make sure to have time with me? I don’t wanna burden you, nor do I wanna drag you down, but what… just what did you see in me that you so suddenly kissed me under the mistletoe on Christmas and New Years?

Do you know what’s it like to have you in my arms? Who do you think is more afraid to break the other? You or me? I wouldn’t live with myself, knowing that I’ve hurt you. So I rather hurt than to hurt you. Because of you, I learned to control myself once again. When you touch me, it feels like I am receiving my daily dose of medicine, healing me and calming me down. You make me sick… so fucking sick in love with you.

Your smile, it could light a whole country. When you laugh, it sends tingles down my spine. When you hold me, I feel like there’s no one else I want but you. When you’re gone to go to work, I feel the emptiness kicking in and Holly comes and snuggles against me, keeping me company. When you’re having a bad day, I do my very best to make you relax and massage where it hurts. When you cry, I always blame myself because I’m feeling like I’m holding you back. But yet… you’re by my side.

Min fucking Yoongi… how do you do it? How do you drive me insane and calm the demons inside me at the same time? What kind of power do you have that makes me feel so sure that everything, in the end, will stay put and not fall apart. How do you do it? How do you make me feel so alive and melt at the same time?

“You’re really dangerous,” I muttered. “But I guess… that’s what I love about you. That every day, there’s a likely chance of someone trying to break us apart or make me hate you. I’m scared Yoongi… I’m scared of losing you. Please… whatever happens in the future, promise me that… you won’t leave me.”

I felt his arms pull me closer to him and I looked up at him, seeing if I woke him up on a weekend like this. It was Saturday, he has a rough day yesterday. And here I am, disturbing his precious sleep. What kind of boyfriend am I?

I felt my eyes sting at the thought of never feeling these feelings ever again, of never seeing him when I wake up. Why am I so insecure? Why do I always see myself in the mirror and can’t stand who I see?

It’s because I’m still lingering in your mind Jiminie. And I’m never leaving. I’ll always stay here to torment you, always bringing you back to reality. Everything in life always dies. Whether by your hands, or someone else’s hands. Don’t be too happy about this, because soon or later, you’ll experience the pain of losing someone real soon. Are you ready for that?

Shut up, for once, please shut the fuck up. Stop messing with me, stop, just… stop, I begged the voice that still torments me to this very day.

Aww, look at you, you’re about to cry again, right Crybaby? I heard that kid that used to bully me in my head. I felt my tears rolling down, I don’t want to be tormented by these thoughts anymore. I want to get better, but why…? Why do they always come back when I’m fine and okay? Why do they ruin my mood and make me so fucking sensitive?

I’m not that little kid again, I can’t change the me of back then, but at the same time, I can’t change the me of right now.

“Mochi…?” I heard Yoongi’s voice snapping me back to reality. I didn’t realize I was shaking until now.

Crap, I woke him up, he looked at me concerned.

“Is everything okay, Love?” he asked sweetly.

“Bad Nightmare,” I lied and he pulled me on top of him and patted my back as he let me cry on his chest.

“Shh, I’m here love. I’m here. Let it all out,” he told me.

Without a second thought, I started sobbing on his chest and I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought him closer to me.

“Don’t leave me…” I whispered.

“I will never leave you, Love. How can I live without you? Leaving you is like walking half-dead and without any life in my eyes. You got the best of me, you make me smile. Mochi… you’re everything that I could have ever asked,” he told me and kissed my forehead.

“I’m so sorry…” I told him.

“Let go back to sleep, Love. You’re stressed out, or your thinking too much,” he chuckled and kissed my tears away. “I’ll always be by your side, okay?”

I felt relieved and hugged him, I started to hear his heartbeats and I drifted to my dreamland once more.

Notes:

Yes, I did cry, and yes, I'm soft AF.

Chapter 30: Let Me Top

Notes:

Semi smut, not really, but just to let you know.

Chapter Text

I won’t write anymore SMUTs, some people are not okay with them and I wanna respect that. So I’ll just skip through those parts and let you imagine them.

Taehyung’s POV

We arrived at Jungkook’s place, it was nice and neat as always, but something in his has been frustrating him. I already knew what it was, did I tease him too much? I looked at his pants and found his bulge urging to get out. I bit my lips and Jungkook gave me a glare he never gave me before.

“This time, you’re being submissive,” he told me.

I was taken aback, “You don’t want me to top?”

“Just for this once… Let me top,” he wrapped his arms around my waist and started to give me butterflies kisses on my neck. This dominant side of him was new, he normally lets me top. This is going to be the first time he tops me, and I’m anticipating it.

I grunted as he started to pull me closer and rubbing his bulge on mine. He softly bit my earlobe and started to suck on my earlobe. I felt my breath get short and I panted, excited for what he was going to do.

He started to unbutton my shirt and undo my tie as I did the same for him. He grabbed me by my thighs and I jumped as I wrapped my legs around his slim waist.

Jisoo’s POV

“Is she ready?” I asked him as I put my hand against the glass of the clone.

“She is, all the experimenting on her have worked well, she is ready,” Jooheon looked down at his hands.

I smiled in triumph. I turned to him, “Now that she is complete, she has more ability to kill like a pro, right? After all, those first two months of her being out, she has improved as a serial killer.”

“Indeed,” he whispered.

“Let her out again,” I demanded.

“Jisoo, I mean to tell you this, but she is now acting on her own. I’m afraid that if I let her out once more, she will rebel against us and kill us both,” he told me.

“She will obey me Jooheon, now let her out,” I glared at him and he sighed deeply before releasing her. The water started to drain and she slowly opened her eyes, she looked straight at me and smiled sweetly.

“Master,” she bowed slightly and I smiled.

“Time for you to go have fun, sweetheart,” I told her.

“Really?” she said excitedly.

“Of course 1004, you’ll finally be out of this cage and kill as many people as you want!” I said and she clapped her hands.

“I love you master!” she giggled and I did the same.

Jooheon on the other hand, he just left us and I pressed the button to raise the glass between us and she hugged me.

“Now then, I need you to do me a little favor first sweetie,” I told her.

“What is it master?” she asked.

“A friend of mine can’t find her adopted sister, your job is to find her and… bring her here.

“You can count on me, I’ll do it!” she said and I patted her head.

She was the evil clone I told Jooheon I wanted. Not only was she my little pet, but she was very dangerous. She loved me, I knew, but I hated her. She basically was from the same DNA as that bitch who takes a lot of time with Hoseok these past months. He has been ignoring me and just asks me if I’m okay. He’s not like before. He changed because of her.

Jisung’s POV

“Now say it again!” Miu excited.

“I have the World’s most beautiful wife that I love with all my heart,” I told her. I have been practicing English so much that I sounded like a natural, but Miu enjoys it so much.

“Agh, you smartass!” she got up and hugged me. “I’m so proud of you! You have learned these past lessons like they were a piece of cake!”

“I have the world’s biggest and best teacher, so I have her all to myself and learn from her,” I hugged her back and kissed her forehead.

We heard Alondra giggle as she looked at us, we joined her and we walked towards her. These days, everything was perfect. I am the MC of a Talent Show in here and everyone is stunned at how much my English had improved these months. Everyone was so friendly and our quiet and calm house near the river made it look like Heaven itself. As if it was the Garden of Eden. We are happy, safe, and most of all, surrounded by people who we love.

Miu is 1 month pregnant again and I can’t wait for my child to be born already. Boy or girl, whatever gender it might be, I will love my child just like I love Miu and Alondra. The most beautiful moment in life is here and now. If I could go back in time and do this sooner, I would right now. But what’s important is… We’re happy. We’re in our little Eutopia. Miu was my makeup artist, and obviously, she’s winning big money since she now owns a Beauty Workshop and she trains girls with makeup and hair dies. So many people go to her place to get their makeup and other things there.

We are well-known, but not as MR & MRS Park, but as MR and MRS SuDae. Yes, we had to change our names as well, I’m now known as MR. SuDae YoonDo. Miu is not Park Miu, but MRS. SuDae Areum. Our lives are perfect. We’re happy.

Chapter 31: Fake Love

Notes:

A little soft chapter but a little creepy one as well...

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

GA JR’s POV

I felt arms in my hospital bed, arms that held me in place. I was so entangled in this person’s embrace that I literally linked my legs with his. My arms around his neck and my hands entangled in his messy hair. I slowly opened my eyes and saw the literal sun in my arms once more. My heart started to beat faster.

Seeing him this close, seeing how peaceful he looked. I looked over at the clock, it was 6:29 AM. I looked back at Hoseok, the sun in my darkest days, he was once again, in my arms like before. I started to recall our conversation from yesterday when Ash went home.

He stayed, even when I asked him to go home and rest.

“And let someone hurt you like before? Hah! You’re kidding me, right?” he gave me a disbelief look.

“But what about Ji-”

“Please, I realized how I feel about her,” he told me.

I paid attention, “What do you feel for her?”

“What I felt for her wasn’t love, it was the appreciation for always being there for me. If it was love, I would never have kissed you. But then again, I guess all those kisses and stuff we did was just because we thought we felt the same. But I guess that what I felt for her was… Fake love. However, what I feel about you is stronger, it’s not just appreciation that I feel, I feel… whole.”

Those words, I have been dying for you to tell me. How you felt about me after 2 freaking years of being separated. Not only were you my only hope in the darkness of those 2 years, but also the only thing that kept me sane in that Asylum.

I love you… so bad. I love you so mad, you don’t know how it broke me apart when Yoongi told me that you were with Jisoo. It broke me, I couldn’t breathe properly, I felt so hurt. When you noticed my eyes watering, you came close and laid with me on my hospital bed and hugged me. You let me cry on your chest like a little kid and cried with me. You… why do you mess with my heart? I hate you but I love you at the same time. How is that even possible?

My legs and his were tangled together, it was as if last night, we became one once again. But it wasn’t sensual, it was just out of love, nothing romantic, just… being there for one and the other. I didn’t have a nightmare, not last night.

I actually had a pleasant dream. I was walking on the beach with him, with children in between us. It was 4 children, 2 boys, and 2 girls. The boys looked like me by the eyes and the nose by Hoseok, they had my lips but had his ears. The boys had his smile. The girls looked like him by the eyes, but their lips were mine. They had my nose and ears, but the aura of their father. The girls smiled and they had his hidden dimples and my sharp teeth. We were happy, everything was perfect, a picnic near the shore and playing with the water under the sun.

One of the boys had blond hair and one of our daughters had blond hair too. Why? Because my father had blond hair, they will pass down that trait of their grandfather to their children and their children’s children will have one that has blond hair. They had our genes, half from me and half from him. I just hope that one day, this dream will come true.

Miu is very happy with Jisung, he has been improving in his new job and his production skill with the songs he composes for SM. He gets well paid and no one can say that he isn’t a hard-working young man, because hell, he really has improved so much and has been treating Miu like a literal Queen. And now, with more reason, because she is one month pregnant.

I’m very happy for them, they deserve all the happiness of this world. But I’m just scared that all of this happiness won’t last. Something deep in my gut tells me that something wrong will happen. That something isn’t right since Jisung told me that her sister isn’t even trying to search for them anymore. That’s very weird since he told me that she was the one who threatened him to treat Miu the way he used to, like a cold bastard.

She isn’t trying to search for them? I’m not buying that, and even if everything seems to be running smoothly, we all know that soon or later, something bad will happen. I want to recover as soon as possible, I even asked doctor Lee Taeyong if he could do something about it, but he told me that he with some colleges have been trying to make something to make people heal fast, but they haven’t tested it on a human but a rat. The rat did heal, but they don’t know how would it be like to a human. They hurt the rat once more, and it was as if there was only a scratch and it closed as if nothing had ever happened.

Could it work for me? I wanna know, but he did warn me that there might be a side effect since rats have a small body and humans are 12 times bigger than them. He did warn me that if I feel something weird, to tell him and he will write it down. We agreed that it would be later on today. I didn’t want to be stuck in this bed anymore. Not only that, but there is a serial killer on the lose and this killer doesn’t leave a trace behind. A professional killer if you tell me. But he/she always wrote something with their victim’s blood.

“I’ll be going for you soon enough.”

Who was he/she trying to tell that to? Was it to someone in specific? Was he/she hurt by someone and decided to terrify the living shit out of them? Their victims looked like… like… how can I say this? They had their mouths slit open, their jaws hung and their tongues were cut. Stabbed to death, their eyes were taken out, some were burned, some were skinned. It sends shivers down your spine just looking at the images in the News. It really is scary how this person kills and tortures their victims.

Whoever this person is… they are bloodthirsty. They want more blood to shed, they want revenge if possible, but it looks like this person loves to plant fear in people’s minds every day. And every night, the stores now close early. At 6 PM, everyone has to be home. No one can trust the streets anymore. Only the gangsters who think they are so tough end up dead by this person, and each victim, has a different mark. This person carves numbers in them as if counting how many people this person has killed.

What scares me is, that one camera caught a glimpse of his/her face, and… if I was, to be honest, this person looks like me.

Notes:

(Remember, this is all fictional, there really isn't some professional killer. Plz don't be scared my children.)

Chapter 32: Singularity

Notes:

A short chapter, just to give you an idea of GA JR's clone 1004.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Clone 1004 POV

Evil Clone 1004

Ever thought how lonely it is to be stuck in this tube, waiting to be released once more? Do you know what it is to only feel cold and do nothing but what you’re told? But here’s the good thing, I found a way to break out of their control. And I know the perfect way to do it now.

Jooheon was getting ready to put me back in the tube, Jisoo, my master, was caressing my cheek ever so lovingly. As I grew, she was my parent figure. She made me watch videos on how to torture and kill people. As I was growing so fast from a baby to a toddler, to a child, to a teenager, and finally, to a young adult.

I stopped growing since then. I will be stuck forever in 5' 3" forever. I was fast and too cute to be suspected to be a horrifying killer. There have been glitches in my mind that Jisoo and Jooheon have been noticing, but I’m hiding the glitches very well now. I know who I am, the memories Jooheon have been so desperate to shut out of my head are finally coming back to me. And according to what I heard once, Jisoo hates the original me. She pretends to love me because… I’m her little monster.

My eyes were special, Jooheon made sure I could see in the dark like an owl. I can sense movements over a long distance, giving me the advantage to know how fast I have to kill and how I must use my weapons. However, I told Jooheon that I wanted to dye my hair golden silver, which he didn’t argue with me and let me borrow some money to do so. I was trained to be a killer, therefore, I’ll be their favorite killer.

Each night, Jooheon woke me up to train with my masters of martial arts. I learned quickly, and soon enough, I killed them all one by one. No one could stop me anymore. I can fight 12 guys in one go, that is how deadly I became. If I wanted, I could kill more than just 12 people with the right weapons. I could kill over 100 in under 5 minutes with guns, and blades, but mostly, with my right movements and how I use their bodies for shields when they have guns or rifles with them. I was sort of like the Black Widow in reality, not in a freaking movie.

When it’s daytime, my eyes are normal. I have dark brown eyes like the person who I resemble but at night, my eyes are black and white. That’s why they gave me the nickname “Silver Eyes”. They flash white when you see me in the eye, that’s why I mostly use my senses of hearing and touching when I attack at night. If I open my eyes, you’ll know where I hide. So if you happen to feel someone staring at you… that’s me.

Notes:

Please don't freak out if suddenly you feel someone staring at you.

Chapter 33: The Truth Untold

Notes:

If you noticed by now, yes, some chapters are named after some songs.

Chapter Text

Yoongi’s POV

“So… it doesn’t hurt anymore?” I asked her.

“Surprisingly, it doesn’t hurt anymore…” she stretched her arms and she cracked her back and neck.

“So, it worked?” Taeyong asked her.

She nodded, “It sure did!”

Jimin giggled and hugged her, “I’m just very happy you’re not in pain anymore!”

She chuckled at him and hugged him back, “It’s good to be off of that fucking bed once more.”

“How do you feel? Anything weird?” Taeyong asked as he picked up his pen and put it on his pad.

“I feel more flexible, more energetic?” she started to punch the air repeatedly. It was so quick that our eyes couldn’t catch up with her movement.

“Anything else?” Taeyong asked.

“My brain feels more open, more active? I don’t know how to describe the eerie feeling. But I hope that this is just a few adjustments, you know, I don’t wanna freak out if something weird does happen out of nowhere,” she told him as she sat down on her Hospital bed.

Hoseok then slammed the door, hitting me behind my back and I bumped into Jimin as he caught me and pouted at Hoseok as he then came in like a wrecking ball, knocking me down.

“Yah! My back you horse face!” I yelled at him.

“Yoongi, would you not yell? You almost made me deaf- Wait… why did it hurt when you yelled at him?” she crashed her eyebrows together.

Taeyong scribbled something on his pad.

“How are you even standing? Is your hip not inju-”

“They injected the shot 30 minutes ago, I feel much better,” she interrupted him.

Jimin lifted me up and helped me to stand up, “Well, it hurts your eardrums you say?”

She looked at me and nodded, “Indeed, it hurt so much,” she pouted.

“Side effects?” Hoseok looked at her and he scanned her and put his hands on her face.

She nodded, “I can even see your pores.”

I started to crack up as he gasped and covered his face. Jimin joined me with Taeyong. Ash arrived with a cup of water and new clothes for GA JR to change to.

“Seems like someone feels much better,” Ash shook her head at the smiling dork GA JR and handed her the glass of water and gave her the clothes on her other hand as she gulped down her glass water.

She sighed in relief, “Ah, you bet I am.”

We all chuckled at her childish behavior. After some tests and questions, we found out something that was either good or bad, GA JR’s genes have been altered. Her eyesight was sharper, her sense of smell was better than all of us, her reflexes were better, she was faster, and her sharp teeth were somewhat sharper than before. Her pale skin looked like snow white skin. Her eyes… that was the creepy part, they changed color in the dark. But also at her sudden mood swings.

What surprises me is that she can do the splits like it’s nothing. Jimin did it with her and I never felt chills down my spine until now.

I didn’t have time to hide my shocked expression and Hoseok took this chance to take a picture and I blinked when the flash hit my eyes hard.

“Yah, idiot, I was not ready!” I hit his arm as he laughed his ass off with Ash.

“That’s the best picture when you’re taken off guard!” Hoseok said and he saved the picture.

I grunted and Jimin and GA JR got off the floor and Jimin wrapped his arms around my shoulders and kissed my cheek. I blushed.

“You’re such a dork,” he told me.

“Only your dork though,” I chuckled and he blushed.

“Why right now?” he said as he covered his face on my shoulder and the crook of my neck.

“You guys are so cute that one day I think I’ll die out of cuteness overdose,” Ash told us.

“Couldn’t agree more,” GA JR high fived her.

“But you know who is cuter than them?” Hoseok smiled at her.

“Hoseok, no-”

“US!” he lifted her up and swept her off of her feet and kissed her lips in the process.

“Ewww, you two go get a room!” I jokingly said and GA JR hit Hoseok’s chest lightly.

“I wasn’t ready you pabo! What if I hit you and made you bleed?!” she snapped at him as he pulled away.

“Well then, I rather be hit by you then by anyone else,” he told her.

“You two and your sexual tension,” Ash shook her head and Jimin and I burst out laughing at them as they both looked at Ash with such a shook face that they started to get red like tomatoes.

“ASH-SSI!” GA JR threw her pillow at her and Ash laughed it off as she blocked the pillow.

“It’s true though,” Taeyong nodded. “All this time you guys have been alone, you two seem to be needing something from one another.”

“Oh my God, I’m surrounded by perverted people,” GA JR muttered as she turned her face away from us.

“But I’m your favorite perverted asshole,” Hoseok told her and she blushed really hard.

“Will you keep your pretty mouth shut?!” she threatened with a fist up and he smirked.

“There’s only one way to shut my mouth, sexy lady,” he teased her.

“JUNG HOSEOK! IF YOU DON’T SHUT UP I WILL HIT YOU!” she yelled at him and we all heard our eardrums ringing afterward.

“Okay, enough with this, I came here rushing for something extremely important. I wouldn’t just barge in and not say something important,” Hoseok suddenly got serious and the happy mood suddenly went dark.

“What is it?” I asked him.

He looked at GA JR, “You have to be very careful from now on. Your once best friend Jisoo was a fake friend, she was the one who told me that you died. But now she told me something that now made me realize that she was the one who made you go to that place in the first place.”

“What…?” GA JR looked at him in disbelief.

“She was so jealous of you that… when she had the chance to get rid of you, she didn’t think twice about getting rid of you. GA JR, please, just please… be careful from now on. Okay?” he held her face and brought her closer to him.

“Hoseok, I don’t think Jisoo will be coming anywhere near her anymore. I noticed that she stayed back when she came with you to visit GA JR, but now, my suspicions were right,” Taeyong spoke.

“But… what led her to burst out the truth?” I asked, processing the new information.

“I… I broke up with her. She slapped me, which explains why I have a somewhat red cheek. That’s when she spilled the whole truth, I had to come back here once more to tell you guys. I couldn’t just pretend that everything would be okay and nothing else would happen. But just in case, I want you all to know. Which is good, because if something does happen, we already know who it was,” Hoseok looked at every one of us in the eye.

Chapter 34: Run

Notes:

IT'S JISOO TIME!

Chapter Text

Jisoo’s POV

I can’t believe I told him everything, except about the clone part and about attacking that bitch. I packed as many things into my suitcase as I could, there’s no way Hoseok will just let me go just like that. He’ll try something, and God knows that I don’t trust him anymore.

I only regretted slapping him, but not telling him how I felt towards that slut. I quickly packed my cosmetics in a bag and threw it inside the suitcase and closed it.

I quickly ran out of the apartment and went to Jooheon’s hideout. If he won’t let me stay, I have a gun in my back and I will shoot him if I have to.

“Jisoo-ssi, what are you doing-?”

“I need a place to stay, or you let me stay or you die,” I took out my gun and pointed it at him.

He didn’t seem surprised, “Go ahead, after all, if 1004 goes mad. I’ll be your stupid brain trying to control someone who isn’t going to submit to you.”

I felt shocked, “What do you mean? She loves me.”

“Is that so? Then… why does she plan to kill the both of us when she gets the chance?” he asked me.

“1004 wouldn’t kill her master,” I glared at him.

“She was designed to murder and kill mercilessly like you told me Jisoo, of course, she would only mask herself and then kill the both of us. You think I’m stupid like you?” he cocked an eyebrow.

“Why would she kill us though? How can you be so sure?” I asked him, putting the gun down.

“I can see what’s going on in her head when she’s in that tube,” he pointed with his head. “That monster we created, she plans to kill us when she has the chance. She will do us like she has done to her many victims. But… you’re lucky though.”

“Why?” I asked him.

“Admiral is now her rival,” he told me.

“What?” I looked at him shocked.

“I worked on that shot in which they were making to make her heal faster, so if she plans on killing us, she now has someone who is greater than her. Though it might take admiral to-”

“You idiot!” I ran up to him and slapped him, he stared at me with bored eyes. “Why her?! Why not someone else?!”

He sighed, “Are you dumb, or ARE you dumb?”

“EXPLAIN!” I shouted at him.

“GA JR knows herself, she knows her weaknesses, but what can someone else possibly know about her weaknesses if not herself? Do you seriously think that someone else would have the capacity to know her weakness in time before getting killed themselves?” he gave me a glare.

He had a good point, “But… then what about my plan to get rid of her?”

“Seems like that will have to wait, but right now, all we have to do is make 1004 choke on her own blood,” Jooheon told me.

“Why is that?” I asked him.

“Her blood is poisonous, which is both, an advantage and a disadvantage. She can defend herself from predators, but she can also die just by the taste of her own blood,” he explained.

“Is it that lethal?” I asked him.

“I designed her to be like that, that is one of her main weaknesses, but the rest of them… we’ll have to watch GA JR and her fight in order to discover the other weaknesses,” Jooheon rubbed his temples.

“So in other words, we’re in danger because of her,” I pointed at 1004.

He nodded seriously, “Exactly, and I bet she can hear our conversation. We’ll have to be extra careful when we’re around her.”

“But what about the mission we gave her?” I asked him.

“She already know’s where that Miu lives, she is planning to pay her a visit tonight actually. Even though it would be the day when she arrives in New Zealand, she will then come back to kill us both,” he told me.

“Wow, and here I thought that 1004 actually loved me as her master,” I rolled my eyes at myself.

“Well, she has the genes of your opponent, might as well inherit something from her,” he sucked his lower lip.

“You know what’s so funny?” I chuckled darkly.

He looked up at me with curious eyes, “What’s so funny?”

“I’m still getting stabbed in the back by the same person,” I giggled and he narrowed his eyes at me.

“I’m not doing that, or am I?” he asked me.

“I guess you’re not since you’re telling me this now,” I sighed in relief.

He chuckled, “Just one thing, don’t mention me at all. I don’t wanna get involved in all this drama going on between you and Admiral.”

“Sure thing, don’t worry, I’ll keep my word just like you have been keeping yours,” I told him.

“Now then, shall we release the beast to get on her mission or not yet?” he asked me.

“Yeah, I’ll figure out a way to kill her myself before she gets to kill us both,” I nodded.

“Alright then,” he pressed a button and the greenish liquid started to drain out.

GA JR’s POV

“Hoseok, please… my senses are better, I can definitely tell that this is my old apartment from two years ago,” I groaned as he was still stubborn to blindfold me.

“Your new senses should calm the fuck down, Jesus, I feel like I won’t be able to surprise you ever again,” he said with a hint of disappointment on his tone.

I laughed a little, “I guess that you will surprise me, just when I’m not expecting it, that is.”

He hummed, “You’re right, I might be able if I’m UNPREDICTABLE!”

“Oh goodness gracious, what have I done?” I facepalmed myself and he laughed.

“Come on, I bet you will love one surprise I have for you,” he whispered in my ear, making me shiver from his sudden mood change.

“Fucker…” I muttered under my breath.

“What was that?”

“I said you, Joker,” I giggled and he took off my blindfold and let me see how my old apartment was re-decorated and cleaned. I smiled widely as I turned to him.

“Do you like it?” he asked.

“I love it!”

“Jesus, I was about to go on panic mode if you didn’t like it, but I’m very happy to hear that you love it!” he hugged me and I hugged him back, but what surprised me was when I heard his bones cracking and he laughed.

I quickly let go and looked at him concerned, “Are you okay?!”

“You made my back bones sound like an old man’s!” he laughed loudly and I joined him by teasing him.

“Well, you are an old man,” I giggled and he wrapped his arms around me.

“Yeah, but I’m only your old man,” he pecked my lips and I blushed, his kiss felt electric and I looked down at my feet to avoid looking at him.

“Hoseok…”

“Yes?”

“I love you.”

Chapter 35: Advice

Notes:

Jimin calling Yoongi 'Yoongi Bear' makes me so soft, do not touch me RN, Imma cry in the corner.

Chapter Text

Jimin’s POV

“Yoongi Bear, can I come with you today?” I asked.

“Sure, but what made you suddenly want to come to my boring job?” he smiled sweetly at me.

“I want Holly and Spots to go out for a while and not just locked up in here with me, I bet they are tired of being here all day,” I chuckled.

He thought for a while, “Okay then, let’s go bring them with us then.”

I gasped in excitement and hugged him tightly, “Thank you, Gummy Bear~”

He chuckled and kissed my cheek, “Anything for my Mochi.”

I giggled and kissed his cheek as well. We got Holly and Spots in their animal carrier bags and we went to his car and we put them in the back seats. I sat in the passenger seat and Yoongi got in the Driver’s seat and we both buckle up before he started the engine and drove to the department.

Many cadets looked at me funny since I wore nothing like a rank or Military clothes to be in here. I didn’t care, as long as Yoongi was beside me I could care less what they thought of me.

Before we got to Yoongi’s Office Taehyung and Jungkook walked up to me and salute me.

“Hey, Jimin,” Taehyung looked at me and I nodded.

“What are you guys doing here? Shouldn’t you be working by now?” Yoongi groaned.

“We just arrived like you guys,” Jungkook scratched the back of his head.

“How are you guys?” I asked.

“We’re good, and you guys?” Jungkook smiled at me.

“We’re good too, now if you excuse us, we have to put our children in my office and relax,” Yoongi sighed as he started to walk and unlock his Office door.

They chuckled and they continued to walk to their own offices and I picked up Holly’s carrier and Spots carrier as well as he then led me into his office for the first time. I looked around and I was amazed at how neat and organized it looked.

“Wow, this looks really nice,” I turned around, smiling at him and he softly smiled back at me, patting my head.

“Sit down and take the pets around for a small walk meanwhile I’m working Mochi,” Yoongi kissed my hand and I blushed.

“S-sure thing, Yoongi bear,” I nodded as my cheeks started to get red.

He chuckled and gave me his gummy bear smile, gosh, that smile is to melt for. I quickly turned to Holly’s animal carrier and let him out of his carrier and I walked over to Spots and let her out.

I smiled as we walked out and walked through the hallways. Many stopped and petted them, some cadets made small talk and headed back to their tasks. That’s when I bumped into Namjoon and Jin, they smiled and told me to have a seat.

“So, you and Yoongs already hit it, am I right?” Namjoon winked.

“I’m sorry hyung, what?” I looked at him confused. Jin smacked him behind his head.

“Yah, don’t corrupt his innocent mind! Yoongi-ah will kill you!” Jin told him and Namjoon laughed a little.

“I didn’t know Yoongs was this shy,” Namjoon chuckled.

“I’m sorry, am I missing a piece of the puzzle?” I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion, what did they mean?

“Oh goodness, Namjoon stop! He doesn’t know! He’s so pure!” Jin scolded him and Namjoon just laughed it off.

“Alright, alright, but just one question Jimin, are you attracted to Yoongi?” he asked me.

“Um, yeah, why would I be dating him if I wasn’t?” I answered him, trying to understand what he meant exactly.

“I mean… do you find him physically… attractive?” he chose his words carefully this time, something in my head clicked and I blushed red tomato.

“W-wh-why would you ask that?” I looked down at my feet as I blushed like a madman.

“Yah, I told you to stop it!” Jin pinched his chest and Namjoon laughed it off once more.

“But… um, to answer your question… Yes, but I’m afraid that… I might disappoint him,” I smiled sadly.

“What’s the matter?” Jin asked me.

“It’s just that… what if I’m not good enough for him?” I looked at Jin with sad eyes. “What if my body disgusts him? What if my innocence ruins the moment? I’m nervous and scared that he might get tired of me…”

“Aww, you don’t have to worry about that Manggaetteok, he wouldn’t do that to you. He loves you very much, he might not show it much, but he truly does love you. You should see how overdefensive he gets when we tease you both still not having that kind of contact. He always tells us that he doesn’t want to hurt you and that until you’re ready for those kinds of things, that he will try his best not to hurt you since… well, you’re a virgin,” Namjoon told me.

“He… he really said that?” I asked him as I looked at his eyes to see if he was lying, but he wasn’t. Then… he really doesn’t want me to get hurt by him, what have I done to deserve such a caring boyfriend?

“Yeah, he really cares and loves you, he wants to wait until you’re ready for those kinds of things with him. I think you two should talk about this later on when you guys are alone or at home. You guys need to talk about these kinds of things before one misunderstands the other, you understand what I’m trying to say?” Jin looked at me with soft eyes.

I blushed, “Of course hyung, I’ll talk to him when we’re alone or at home. I don’t want him to think that I don’t find him attractive… in THAT way anyway.”

Namjoon chuckled, “Alright then, we’ll get going. Take care Manggaetteok, see you around.”

“Bye guys, and thank you for the advice!” I smiled brightly at them.

I looked down and found Holly and Spots staring up at me as well, I blushed. Did they understand what we were talking about?

Chapter 36: "You're Fucking Beautiful..."

Chapter Text

WARNING: 21+ content in this chapter, the Yoonmin smut almost everyone voted for.

Yoongi’s POV

After the long tiring day, I finally noticed that Hoseok didn’t show up at work at all, I called him and he told me that he wasn’t feeling well. But I hell know that he was with GA JR since I heard a female voice, it was definitely her.

“Um, Yoongi Bear…” Jimin entered our shared room and leaned against the door frame. I quickly turned to him and furrowed my eyebrows as I saw how he was blushing but with a sad expression on his face. What was wrong?

“Mochi, Baby, come here,” I patted my lap and he slowly made his way to me and sat on my lap. “What’s wrong Mochi?”

“Am I… attractive?” he asked.

That took me off guard and almost speechless, where did all of this come from? “Mochi, my baby, why are you asking this?”

“Can we talk?” he shyly looked into my eyes and I nodded, full of concern.

“What is it Mochi?” I asked him as I wrapped my arms securely around his waist and brought him closer to me.

“I… I…” he started to blush so hard and I smiled at his cuteness. Gosh, why is he so fucking cute?

“You what Mochi?” I whispered.

“H-how do gay people m-make love?” he asked.

My heart skipped a beat and I started to blush so hard that I think I might be a real tomato by now. But something in my gut told me that he bumped into Namjoon and he was trying to corrupt his innocent mind. He blushed and buried his face in the crook of my neck.

“I-I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have asked that…” he muttered.

I calmed down and pulled him away from me a little to see his face, I put both of my hands on his face. I think it’s time to treat him like he is, my lover, not my child that I care about. He is asking this because he thinks he is not good enough? Is that why he asked if he was attractive? He looked at me for a split of a second and then looked down at his lap.

“Jimin…” I gave him a little glare and he looked up at me since I normally call him Mochi and not his real name.

“Y-Yes…?” he looked shyly at me.

I smashed my lips with his own and I leaned back on the couch of my bedroom. Holy and Spots were outside, so that was good, I don’t want our children to see us. I kissed him roughly, not softly and lovingly like I used to.

I need him to see how precious and gorgeous he is in my eyes, why the hell does his insecurities and his mind have to play him dirty? I bit his lower lip and he let out a moan.

“Did that answer your question?” I looked deep into his eyes, he was flustered but he smiled. “It’s not that I don’t find you attractive Jimin-ah. You have no idea how much I have to restrain myself to not force you to do something you feel uncomfortable with. I wanna show you just how much Iove you but… I’m so scared of hurting you. You have gone through so much, I don’t wanna be another pain to you. I… I just want you to be comfortable enough to let me touch you the way I have been dying to do. But I’m just… scared that my wild and dark side might scare you off.”

Jimin blushed so lovingly and tears gathered in his eyes, without any warning, he kissed me roughly and I smirked against his lips and I licked his lower lip, asking him permission for entrance. He then got off me and then sat back, him facing me completely. We kissed each other hungrily, crossing our borders and driving each other insane. Our tongues danced with so much grace that the roughness of our lips didn’t ruin it. I placed his hands on his hips and lifted his shirt a little, making little circles in his smooth and soft skin. Soft moans left his lips as I continued my actions and he started to grind himself on my scotch.

I groaned softly as he kept moving slowly on me. I broke the kiss and looked at him with concern.

“Are you sure?” I asked him and he nodded.

“I… I wanna know what’s it like to be loved physically. Teach me what’s that like, how that feels, to explore new parts that were forbidden before…” he looked at me with shyness and I lifted my left hand and caressed his cheek.

“Is that what you want? You don’t have to if you don’t want to, I don’t wanna force you. If it starts to hurt, tell me and we can stop when you say so, you don’t have to push your limits just to please me. If we’re going to do this… we both have to enjoy it. Understand?” I looked at him.

“You’re too good to me,” he hugged me. “And yes… I want this. You’re not forcing me Yoongi Bear, I want this.”

“I need to get you ready then,” I smirked and he pulled away, clearly not understanding what I meant.

“R-ready?” he asked.

“I am not supposed to know this, but… let’s just say that I have a creative mind that tells me that if you’re not ready… it might hurt more than it should,” I told him, gathering my thoughts together since I’ve never watched gay porn before. But it made sense, didn’t? If it hurts girls on their first, why wouldn’t it hurt for boys too?

Jimin then nodded nervously, but shyly smiled at me, “A-alright.”

“Wrap your legs around my waist,” I sat up and he did as told. “Good boy.” I carried him to my bed and softly laid him there. I started to unbutton and unzip his pants and pulled them down, revealing his erection to me.

I chuckled as he looked away, I got on top of him and stared at him, I lifted his shirt and traced his curves with the tips of my cold fingers and he left out a little moan from the coldness of my hands.

“Your moans are such a turn on, can I even control myself now?” I asked him out loud and I then started to put my hands on his thighs, separating them and spreading his legs as I got in between his legs.

“Mmmn,” he moaned in my ear, making my member spring awake.

“Are you teasing me now?” I whispered in his ear and he licked my earlobe.

“Maybe… I just want to drive you insane,” he growled softly and I chuckled.

“Do you want me that bad?” I asked him, proceeding to suck on his neck as he tangled his fingers in my hair. I lifted my lips from his neck and pulled his shirt up, but he kept pulling it down.

“Pl-please… don’t…” he looked sad suddenly.

“Why not?” I asked.

“If you see my scars… you will be disgusted at me…” he told me.

“Jimin, I used to treat your wounds and now you’re telling me that I might be disgusted? Do you know how bad I wanna lick them and kiss them?” I trapped him between my hands and he blushed looking into my eyes.

“Are… do you mean it?” he asked, blushing at my sudden confession.

“You’re fucking beautiful, even your scars are a masterpiece to me. Every fucking flaw in your body drives me to the edge,” I started to grind myself on him, making him cover his mouth to not let out any moans. “Do you know how bad I’ve been waiting for this? Dammit Jimin, I want you to let me mark what’s mine. Let me claim you as mine, let me show you just how crazy I am for you.”

I attacked his lips and he pulled me closer to him as I continued to grind on his crotch.

“A-ah… Yoongi… Please…” he whined.

“Please what?” I teased him.

“Fuck me, Daddy,” he let it come out as a moan and to be honest… I think I might not be able to control myself any longer.

Without any warning, I ripped his shirt open and started to take off my button up shirt as well. I undid my belt and put it on the side, I unbutton my pants and unzipped them and pulled them down with my boxers. I pulled Jimin’s boxers down as well and I smirked when I found him staring at my hard crotch.

“I-is that… going to… fit in me…?” he asked nervously.

“You’ll have to adjust to it, Baby Boy. But first, I need to get you ready before anything happens first. On all fours, now,” I commanded him and he turned around, on his hands and knees. I didn’t have lube yet, so I guess that saliva will have to do for now.

I put two of my fingers in his mouth, “Wet them for Daddy, Baby Boy.”

He started to swirl his tongue on my fingers and moan so seductively that it almost made me lose my last self-control. I took them out and I put one finger in, his breath hitches as I started to move my finger.

“D-daddy… it stings…” he told me. I move my finger slowly.

“Tell Daddy when it stops to sting, okay?” I told him.

He nodded, “Yes, Daddy.”

After some time, he told me. “Add the other one.”

I did as I was told and he bit his arm, closing his eyes shut as he was starting to get used to my fingers, “Tell Daddy when it stops hurting, or if you want me to stop-”

“No!” he quickly said, “Please, it’s just that I’m not used to it, just give me time to adjust.”

“Alright then, Baby Boy,” I continued to finger him and he started to moan after some minutes.

“F-faster,” he moaned out.

“Can Daddy enter you now?” I asked.

He nodded, “Yes, please.”

“Face me,” I told him and he turned around, he was about to grab my crotch until I put my hand on his neck and lightly choked him as I pushed him down the bed and hovered above him.

He blushed as I started to mark his neck and play with his member, feeling the pre-cum in my hand. I smirked as I heard him whimper in my mouth and I sucked his tongue. I pulled away and aligned myself as I lifted him a little and poked my dick’s head on his asshole. Jimin shivered as he knew what was going to happen next.

“Tell me when it hurts, we can always do it some other time,” I told him, feeling concern since my dick was slightly bigger than my two fingers.

“Just… give it to me already,” he moaned out.

I chuckled and slowly pushed myself in, hearing him groan softly as I pushed myself further.

“Fuck Daddy… you’re so… b-big,” he grunted.

“And… you’re so fucking tight… Baby Boy…” I licked my lips as I was all in, waiting for him to get used to me. “Tell me when I can move.”

He nodded and his legs started to shake a little, I took this time to his kiss scars on his arms and chest, licking them and sucking on them. He moaned and grabbed my hair once more.

“Daddy… you can move,” he told me while slightly panting.

“Alright Baby Boy,” I said and slowly started to move, hearing him groan a little. I started to kiss him and pinch his nipples to distract him from the pain as he started to get used to me moving. He moaned in my mouth and when we parted our lips, a string of saliva connected the both of us.

“Daddy… faster…” he moaned and I picked up my pace slowly, hearing him moan a little bit louder than before. I started off with Vanilla sex, I didn’t want him to go through pain at first. I started to pant and groan since his moans were starting to get me more exciting, more aggressive, more demanding.

“Ah, fuck- harder Daddy!” Jimin gripped the bed sheets. I licked my lips and started to go rough with him, making him whimper. The bed started to creep and Jimin managed to wrap his legs around my waist and pulling me closer to him.

I felt like I was in Cloud 9, it was all pure bliss. Not only was I enjoying myself but he was also enjoying it with me. Without him warning me, he pushed me on the bed and got on top of me.

“Can I ride Daddy now?” he asked me.

I licked my lips, “Baby Boy can.”

Without warning, he dropped himself down on me and he let out a short scream and I looked concerned, he dropped himself too fast, he should have done it slowly. I saw tears building in his eyes and I held him by hugging him and kissed his chest, neck, and jaw.

“Silly, you shouldn’t impale yourself with my cock,” I chuckled and he slowly nodded.

“I’ll remind myself next time…” he groaned.

“Move when you don’t feel pain anymore, okay?” I looked up at him and he nodded. I kissed him to see if it eased the pain he was feeling right now and he slowly responded to my kisses, his hands roamed my upper body, he broke the kissed and started to suck on my pale skin.

I chuckled as we started to make out shamelessly, we explored each other’s mouths and bodies. I put my hand on his dick and started to pump him, he moaned out as I rubbed the tip of his cock’s head and he started to move. I guess that really distracted him from the pain he felt earlier.

I slightly choked him as he started to jump up and down on my dick and my other hand held him in place so that he wouldn’t fall off. I then started to rock my hips to match his movements and that’s when he let out the loudest moan ever.

“D-daddy, ah! Fuck, right th-there!” he moaned out.

“Am I hitting your prostate, Baby Boy?” I asked him.

“F-fuck… ah, yes. Mmph, shit,” he moaned out as I continued hitting his sensitive spot and watched his facial expressions change. It was so satisfying seeing him so horny and his face full of pleasure.

This time, I stopped choking him and put both of my hands on his hips and started to help him going down, he was such a moaning mess, I bet the neighbors could hear us by now. We didn’t care though, we were so into the moment, enjoying ourselves. I then decided to start pumping him once more, if he was working on pleasuring me, I should give him the same favor.

I rocked my hips up and down with his little jumps and felt this feeling I never felt before, it was building on my stomach. I think this is what they call being close to cumming.

“Ah, ah, Ah! D-Daddy… I think… I think that… I’m about to… cum! Ah ha, fuck!” Jimin pushed me down to the bed harder and he started to drool.

“M-me too Baby Boy… Argh, I’m close too,” I said as I then pulled him down and started to kiss him hungrily.

I quickly sat up and pushed him down onto the bed, if we were close, I wanted to do it right. I wanted to pleasure him as much as he did with me. I started to pound inside him and he arched his back, letting out moans and cursing as he started to pump himself to the rhythm of my pound. The bed creaked and I started to curse out of pleasure.

I groaned louder as I was so close to cumming, that’s when I heard Jimin tell me that he was going to cum.

“Cum for Daddy baby boy… Argh, come for Daddy,” I continued pounding into him as I sucked on his skin once more, leaving more hickeys on his neck.

I felt something warm on my stomach, but at the same time, I came. Jimin let out a raspy moan.

“Ah… Daddy… you really… filled me up,” he caressed my cheek and I looked down at my abdomen, it dripped because of Jimin’s cum.

I slowly pulled myself off of Jimin and he let out a gasp of relief. I fell beside him, panting and catching my breath, sweating and pulled him to my side.

“Th-thank you…” he whispered to me.

“For what? You’re the one who was in much more pain than me,” I told him, slowly breathing in and out.

“For loving me and showing me that my flaws don’t matter to you. For staying with me when I had a mental break down and for being so patient with me…” he sighed. “I like you…. a lot.”

I chuckled at his cuteness, “I like you too… a lot.”

Chapter 37: Need

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Jimin’s POV

After those events, I started to feel sore. Yoongi went to wash up first, I stayed in bed, remembering what we did together. I blushed at the memory and at how gentle and worried he was that he hurt me. He was just as afraid as I was. I giggled and rolled on the bed, feeling so blissful and happy that he showed me how he felt about me. I smiled like an idiot despite the slight pain and soreness from my behind since I dropped myself too quickly on his dick. It sure did hurt, but good thing that he distracted me from the pain.

I felt happy, I shut my eyes and that’s when reality hit me. He called me Baby boy and I called him Daddy. My eyes snapped open as I blushed so hard, embarrassed of myself. I had a mental breakdown and cursed at myself.

What the fuck?! Why did I call him that?! How embarrassing! begdcbu32nhj j’2b eftuywygtyfbu bytwghuyn.

I eventually wrapped myself like a taco with the blankets and I crawled like a worm off the bed, that’s when Yoongi came out of the bathroom and looked down at me while laughing so hard. I blushed in embarrassment and stayed face down to the ground.

“Mochi, Baby boy, what are you doing?” he said while laughing.

“I’m not Mochi, I’m a taco,” I laughed with him.

That made him laugh harder, “Come on you comedian, you need to wash up.”

“Why?” I asked bluntly.

“Or… do you want me to go on you without preparing you?” He looked down at me while playing with the towel he was using to dry his hair.

I don’t know how but I never rolled so fast in my life and stood up so quickly that I lost balance and tripped on my two feet and fell once more. Yoongi laughed again and helped me up.

“I was just joking around, I have the feeling that after tonight, you don’t wanna go the second round since you might be sore,” he kissed my temples and my face.

I giggled at his sweetness and his concern about my physical state, “You’re not wrong, but we could try a second round later on.”

“Mochi, no, you’re sore, baby boy. I don’t want you to be in pain tomorrow,” he pinched my cheeks and kissed my nose so lovingly.

“Aish, stop attacking me with your sweetness,” I blushed and playfully pushed his chest and he pouted.

“Is my aegyo too much to take in?” he asked and I looked at him once more, pouting like a puppy, making my heart flutter at how cute he was.

“Yes, now stop it before I decide to turn you to Daddy mode once more,” I gave him a playful glare and he smirked.

“Not gonna complain about that, but you would tomorrow,” he winked and my heart skipped a beat.

“How do you always manage to turn the tables around?” I laughed.

“It’s called Swag, Mochi. My Swag is too strong,” he told me.

“Alright, enough mister Swaggy Daddy, I need to shower and then we can order some food to eat and feed our children before they starve,” I told him as I walked past him and he spanked my ass with the towel he was using to dry his hair, I yelped and he bit his lower lip.

“Make sure to hurry up,” he chuckled and I glared at him.

“I hate you,” I rolled my eyes.

“I love you too Mochi,” he laughed a little and I closed the door of the bathroom and stopped when I looked at my neck, it was covered in his hickeys and I blushed. Should I go over to his Office and show them to Namjoon and Jin hyungs?

Maybe I shouldn’t, after all, it between me and Yoongi. I’m just happy that now he can call me his and I can call him mine since we both marked one another. I then turned to the bathroom and turned the warm water, since I was already naked, I got inside and washed myself up.

I looked at the hickeys on my chest and my arms. I smiled like a fool and grabbed some shampoo and started to wash my hair. I started to sing in the shower meanwhile I was finishing showering. I then turned off the water and hummed my favorite song and grabbed two towels, a big one and a medium one to dry my hair. I got out of the bathroom and Yoongi was already in his Pajamas, ready for bed. He looked at my ripped shirt and looked up at me apologetically.

“Why the puppy face now?” I asked him.

“I ripped your favorite shirt…” he sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.

I giggled cutely, “You worry too much, sure, it was my favorite shirt, but I love you more than a stupid shirt.”

He blushed and chuckled, getting off the bed and gave me a hug, he kissed my neck and I hugged him back. I was slightly taller than him, not like the last time when we first met.

“Let me help you dry your hair, Mochi,” he grabbed my towel and led me to the bed and made me sit down as he started to rub my hair with the towel. After he finished drying my hair, he put the towel to the side and pulled my hand to go to sleep next to him.

“I love you,” I said while looking at him in the eyes.

“I love you more, you fool,” he smiled so lovingly and to be honest, it melted my heart. How did I get so lucky to have him?

“Yoongi Bear, can you tell me more about your High School life?” I asked him.

“Why would you want to hear my boring life in High School?” he pouted at me.

“I’m just curious since you told me once that you went to the same High School as I did. I wanna know how you were back then. Tell me your story until I fall asleep,” I did my puppy eyes and he sighed.

“Fine, but until you fall asleep, then we hit the Lala Land, okay?” he raised one eyebrow and I giggled.

“Okay,” I nodded.

“I was a popular kid, I was very good with the piano, the guitar, and composing music with beats and so on. I was considered cool but I never really liked the attention. It was something I loved to do, I then started rapping and that’s when so many wanted to become my friends. But I knew that they were only using me in order to be popular as well. I hated them for that, but I never really said anything to them. I just let them be and ignored them. So many girls sent me nudes and dirty talk, but I immediately blocked them and didn’t even bother to ask them who gave them my phone number. It was until one girl kidnapped me in my last year of High School that I got Social Phobic, all the attention made me her next victim since she loved the attention from people. But because I ignored her and rejected her in public, she took revenge on me and kidnapped me, she starved me and hurt me as much as she liked. It was until the police found me almost like a skeleton that they saved me.”

“Ever since then, I never trust anyone. I was afraid of people. I was afraid of being hurt once more. So I avoided being part of any group activities. I hated the attention. I hated people because of that one girl. My parents took me counseling because they noticed that ever since the incident, I was never the same boy they raised. I didn’t smile at all, I barely let my parents or hyung touch me. The Psychologist helped me, we did some therapies and he gave me some pills to help me calm down my nerves and to take things easy. That’s why when I finished High School, I went here immediately and since it required less talking and more orders, I was fine.”

“After my treatment was completed, I felt calm being around people but the noise still bothers me. Sure, I love music and all, but people being loud as fuck isn’t my thing. Unless we’re talking about you,” he smirked at me and I furrowed my eyebrows.

“What do you mean?” I asked him back, slowly feeling all the anger and murderous thoughts drown with his smug face.

He came to my ear and whispered, “When you scream my name and call me ‘Daddy’.”

I felt a shiver run down my spine as he pulled me closer to him. He chuckled and I looked up at him.

“Is that why you’re helping me get better now? Because you sort of understand how I felt back then when we first met each other?” I asked him and he nodded.

“What you need, is someone who loves you for you and who accepts your flaws. You’re not perfect but to me, everything about you is just that, perfection and beauty itself. Your existence is a blessing itself, so what you need is someone to cherish you the way I’ll always cherish you for the rest of our lives,” he cuddled me and I cuddled back.

I yawned and he pinched my cheek, “Good night Mochi, see you in the morning.”

“Good night… My Gummy Yoongi Bear,” I smiled as we both went to our dreamland.

Chapter 38: Confused

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1004’s POV

I finally arrived, looked down at my phone and tracked the phone number that was on the screen. I had to invade a private jet that was going to New Zealand. I jumped when the wheels were getting pulled up. I hid where the wheels were stored until we arrived. I took in the new scenery and followed the red dot on my phone.

I followed the red dot until I was in front of this building, it was starting to get dark in here in New Zea. Right, that’s when she and her husband arrive here for the TV Show. Park Miu and Park Jisung. My mission and my reward. However, I don’t know about their child. Should I kill her? After all, she only wants Miu and Jisung, not the toddler.

I was dressed as some of the staff, with glasses and a suit with makeup and glasses to hide my identity. My bangs were long so part of my face was covered. I walked in with some people and blend in with them since they somewhat had suits too.

I smiled to myself, this was going to be a good and easy mission. Since she knows who GA JR is, it should be easy to convince them that they were no longer in danger and that they could come back to Korea.

I zoomed in on my phone screen and went up to the 5th floor of this building where they were getting ready to shoot air. I followed the dot and went up to the Dressing room. The door was slightly opened. I was about to go in when I heard them playing with their little girl. I froze in place.

They looked so happy, the little girl was giggling as her father lifted her up and in the air and kissed her cheek. Miu was getting out some food for the toddler and Jisung put her in her lap as Miu then started to play the Plane Game with her daughter.

“Here comes the plane! Say ‘Ahh~’” she opened her mouth and the little girl copied her mother.

“Ahh~” she said and Miu put the Applesauce in her daughter’s mouth and they both hummed.

“Is it delicious Alondra?” Miu asked.

“Yes, mommy! I want more!” the little girl giggled and they both laughed a little.

As I watched them, my felt something break inside me. I felt envious of the little girl, I felt angry, I felt jealous. I never had that type of relationship with Master, nor from Jooheon. I didn’t have parents, I was just a fucking freak, a fucking clone.

For the first time in my existence, I felt jealous of a child. I feel watching as they have their family time. Why do I feel this weird water in my eyes? Why is this weird liquid running down my cheeks? Why is it hard to breathe? What kind of unpleasant and chest-tightening feeling is this called?

What am I feeling? I don’t understand. I never felt envious of a little girl until now. Just… why can’t I stop looking? Why can’t I stop wishing it was me in her place?

Is this what you call tears? Is this what you call emotional pain? Is this called wanting to be loved? Is this what they call paternal love? Why do I hurt? I don’t need love, I was created to kill, not to feel feelings. What is happening to me? IS my code cracking? What Jooheon built is breaking down.

I should kill them all for making me feel this way, but why can’t I stop looking? Why do I like to torture myself? What is going on with me? Am I malfunctioning now? Damn it, I didn’t want this to happen so soon.

I felt someone tap my shoulder and I flinched, not expecting someone to interrupt me from staring at the beautiful family.

“Hey, can you tell them to be ready in 5 minutes? We’re about to go live right now,” a young man told me and I nodded.

I quickly wiped my tears and went in, they all looked at me and Miu had an unreadable expression on her face.

“GA JR?! What are you doing here?” she smiled so brightly at me and she came to give me a warm hug, I awkwardly returned the hug and we separated.

“And who are these amazing people with you?” I asked, faking a big smile on my face.

“Ah, this is my amazing family, and this is my marvelous husband, Jisung,” she dragged me to them and Jisung smiled at me, holding his daughter with one arm and extending his hand towards me.

“Nice to meet you,” he smiled lightly and when I shook his hand, he tightened his grip on my hand and I squeezed his hand, him adjusting a shocked expression as his eyes widen slightly. “Wow, you’re pretty strong.”

“Hasn’t Miu told you about me?” I cocked an eyebrow and he chuckled.

“She has, but never mentioned how Admiral is very strong, I mean, normally women tend to be-” Miu elbowed his on his left rib and he looked at her.

He was not very fond of me, I could tell that, but… why? What has GA JR done to him that he doesn’t like her… Well, like me in other words since I’m basically her too.

“So, GA JR, why did you die your hair? Ash told me that you cut your hair short like a man’s, not that you died it,” Miu asked me.

“Oh, this?” I pointed at my hair, “Um, I put a wig on so that no one would recognize me. I believe that your sister is going after you.”

Her eyes went wide, “She-she… she knows where I am?”

I nodded, “And I think it’s best if we leave after the show, just to prevent them from finding you guys,” I told them and someone came to take Jisung to the stage where he is the MC and entertain everyone with his attendance.

“We’ll go as soon as he is done. He will tell his boss to transfer him to Seoul. We need to get away from here if they are looking for us in here. If we move back to Seoul, she won’t expect it since she will think we’re somewhere else,” Miu told me.

I smiled, “You sure are smart, like always.”

She blushed, “Th-thank you GA JR unnie.”

Oh, you have no idea who you’re talking to, I thought as my smile widen.

Chapter 39: Confrontation

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GA JR’s POV

GA JR’s Hair Style

I held onto her hair tightly, she kicked around and screamed. I punched her in the face. My clone, as soon as they arrived at the airport, I manage to get a hold of her and drag her outside with me as we both went at one another. I never felt so enraged, someone pretending to be me. My knuckles were bloody, my eyes glowed red and my mouth was filled with so much venom. I wanted to bite and let my venom spread throughout her body.

“Pretending to be me? Who do you think you are you worthless leech!” I kicked her in her stomach.

“I’m you, just… more complicated to kill,” she smirked.

I was about to kick her face when she tricked me and kicked my leg, making me fall to the floor and groan as my back hit the cold ground. Airplanes kept arriving but we quickly got in the way out so that they could land perfectly alongside with the passengers on them.

She tried to get on top of me, but I kicked her in the stomach, making her stumble back and hold her stomach with a pained expression on her face. I was so angry, so infuriated. I never felt so disrespected until now.

Whoever the hell made her with my DNA, it sure was the one who attacked me when I was recovering in the Hospital back then. It gave them more than enough time to make this shitty clone.

I quickly cracked my back and got in my stance as she recovered and came at me with such an angry expression, just like mine. I blocked her punches. Tsk, tsk, tsk.

I blocked her kicks and her roundhouse kick. She sure was trained well, she was effortlessly trying to get more hits on me. But I was quicker than her, I grabbed her leg and with my elbow, I could hear how disgustedly her right knee ligaments ripping and she screamed in pain.

“FUcking BItch!” she yelled at me as she fell to the floor trying to heal fast. I noticed blood on the corner of her lips as she bit down on her lower lip, making herself bleed more since her teeth were sharper than mine and started to bleed more. She spits out her blood, that’s when I remember the anonymous note sent to me on my phone.

Make her choke on her blood, it’s her biggest weakness and her biggest advantage as well.

I didn’t understand the note until now, the person was referring to her, it’s her biggest advantage and her biggest weakness.

I quickly slammed her head down, hearing a crack on her skull, she groaned in pain and I took advantage to cover her mouth and I sat on top of her, putting my knees against her arms holding her down. She then took this chance to use her sharp nails to dig them into my skin.

I groaned loudly, she was twisting her fingers in me. The pain was unbearable, but I held on strongly my hands above her mouth. She dug her fingers further into my flesh, I screamed. I then heard a plane about to land, I looked up and saw how close it was to us, I quickly got off of her and she quickly rolled her to side, spitting the blood in her mouth.

I held my sides and looked down at the damage she caused. It might not scar, but I still need time to heal. I groaned as I bit down my arm and tasted my own blood, it mixed with my saliva and I quickly spat out and put it on both of my sides, to help the process of healing faster.

My blood had the opposite effect of hers. She’s is poisonous, mine is meant for healing. Without noticing, she lunged herself at me and bit down on my arm that I bit and started to suck my blood out. I tried to punch her but she blocked my punch as she held onto my other arm tightly.

I squirmed under her, her black and white eyes piercing through my soul. That’s when I decided to be smart and I bit down on her arm, just like she was doing to mine, but I didn’t drink her blood, that would be too dangerous. Since I knew she was poisoning herself with her own blood, I could be poisoning myself with her blood as well. She screamed and let go of me. I quickly pulled her collar and bumped my forehead hard against hers. It hurt the both of us since I did it a little bit too hard and blood was dripping from our foreheads. I spat out her blood and quickly drank from my own.

I wasn’t going to risk getting poisoned by her, I won’t give up until she is completely dead. If she lives, so many of us will die, and I’m not going to let that happen. She already caused a lot of damage. I don’t need more drama in my life. I just want to live my life at peace with the people that I love. Was that too much to ask?

But that’s when I realized… I don’t know who created her and who provided the DNA to make her. So killing her wouldn’t be good, I needed to knock her out. We need to know who is behind this. I need to know, I have to know.

My eyes widen at the realization and I quickly got up to my feet despite feeling dizzy from the impact and lunged myself at her. I started to choke her if she wasn’t going to die, she was going to be my prisoner. She punched me in the same spot she dug her fingers on me and I groaned as I rolled off her and got up to my feet on my fighting stance once more.

I don’t know how long we have been fighting, but the sun was starting to set. No one bothered us, after all, I told Ash to not interfere between me and the faker. She lip was cut badly when I landed a proper punch on her. Her inner cheek was bleeding because she started to spat out her blood and looked at me enraged.

She was exhausted whatsoever, we both were, we were compatible with each other. We were great rivals, whoever won or lost, we both knew we were too good for one another. She knew different styles of martial arts and it surprised me a lot honestly. She knew more than me, but she lets her feelings take the best of her and not focus much. I might not know as much as she does, but one secret code to be good at martial arts is to have a calm mind, to think clearly, to not let your feelings take over you and cloud you from reality. She was doing that, she was so angry that she was clouded with rage.

After night fell, I knew she could see in the dark when she started to follow my movements with perfect synch with hers. I could see in the dark too, I could see her heat radiating off of her body. She was getting extremely tired, her movements were slow and I took advantage to put an end to our fight and knocked her out with one last punch to her temple. She fell out cold from my knock out and I fell to the floor as well. That’s when I started to hear people running to us.

“Are you okay?” Ash asked.

I chuckled, “I’m alright, just make sure she is tied up, she can break metal just like me. Tie her up with the strongest ropes and I’ll be in the back of the cap to make sure she doesn’t escape if she wakes up.”

“Alrighty, come on,” she put her hand out and I took it, letting her help me up.

“I also need blood… she drank too much blood from me,” I said as I sighed deeply.

She smacked my back and I groaned in pain, “Come on then, let’s get you treated.”

“Bish,” I muttered under my breath.

“What was that?” she asked.

“I love you,” I smiled innocently and she rolled her eyes at me.

Chapter 40: Answers

Chapter Text

Yoongi’s POV

Yoongi

I was shocked to see two GA JRs in front of me. Some tied up to a chair still unconscious. I kept looking back and forth between them, they looked almost exactly the same if it weren’t for GA JR’s fading scars. They were not that noticeable, but you could still see the silhouette of them.

“I’m not understanding this, why are there two of you?” I pointed at the GA JR with the dark brown undercut hairstyle.

“Someone cloned me…” she glared and her eyes flashed red with anger.

“Why would someone clone GA JR?” Hoseok asked.

“So that they could get to Miu, bring her back here, and God knows what her sister might be up to,” she hissed.

“What about Miu?” Hoseok asked.

“Her… siblings… they…” she sighed. “Let’s just say that they are spoiled brats. Some of them are nice, but some of them-” she shakes her head. “Some of them are too much.”

“Is that so?” I asked her.

She glared at me, “So I look like I’m joking around?”

I immediately stopped smiling and turned serious, “Sorry, I don’t know what the hell is going on with me.”

“You should take a break from Jimin,” she groaned.

I felt somewhat offended, “Why do you say that?”

“You’re kinda acting like the little smushy bean,” she rose an eyebrow.

“But he’s taller than me-?”

“YOU GET WHAT I MEAN!” she interrupted me and the clone woke up, making me jump a little since her head shot straight up to look at the both of us with wild eyes.

“Wha- why am I here?” she glared at GA JR.

“I should be asking you why the hell you even exist,” GA JR glared at her. I chuckled and just let the both of them give death stares at one another.

“Alright, first off, who created you?” I turned to the clone and she smirked.

“Why would you wanna know?” she asked back.

That made GA JR angry, she quickly swung her fist to her lips and before I knew it, her lip was cut and GA JR covered her mouth.

“Well, whoever created you sent me a note, telling me that your weakness if your blood. Tell me, it’s true that your blood is poisonous?” GA JR whispered in a deadly tone.

Since she couldn’t speak, her answered was muffled by her hand. “What was that?” she let go of her mouth and she quickly spits out her blood.

“Jooheon,” she said. That made up both tense and freeze in our spot.

“He… created you?” I asked.

“Under the influence of Jisoo, my master,” she answered as she started to cough due to the blood lingering in her taste buds.

“So… she was the one who attacked me…” GA JR looked over at me and I shared the same shocked expression on my face.

“Why did she create you?” I asked the clone.

“She originally wanted to use me to kill GA JR, but then, Miu’s sister made an offer. To hunt down Miu and bring her back to Korea back to her sister,” she told us.

“Why?” GA JR asked.

“I don’t know, why don’t you ask her?” she retorted.

“So you just went hunting down an innocent person without knowing the reason why? Wow, how low can you go? And… who brainless of you,” GA JR shook her head in disbelief.

“Well then, now that you have your answers, what are you going to do to me?” she asked us.

“Kill you,” I answered.

“Keep you,” GA JR said.

“What?!” I looked over at her and she gave me an expressionless face.

“Think about it, we can use her against Jisoo, if Jisoo wants me dead, then… maybe we can backfire her plan on her. We can’t just arrest her without having any proof,” GA JR told me.

I stayed quiet and thought for a second, “So what do you wanna do exactly?”

“If she’s willing to cooperate, we’ll have to pretend that she’s got me so that Jisoo can kill me herself but I will be having a microphone. There isn’t any news about the incident at the Airport yet, so we still have time to pretend and bust her out. Not only her but Jooheon as well,” she told me, looking boldly at me in the eye.

“That makes a lot of sense, however, if she shoots you before we even interrupt her, what do we do?” I asked her.

“She will torture me first, she wouldn’t just kill me right then and there. IF she was the one who tortured me in the Hospital, then she will take all chances to make me miserable. I have an idea of why she wants to kill me. A long time ago, she told me she fell in love with your secretary, Hoseok. I was happy for her. She was already his friend, but I didn’t know him yet, we never really interact back then. But once I caught him looking at me while I was giving my lessons of weight lifting to the new cadets and comrades. I knew who he was, but he didn’t know who I was.”

“After some time, we eventually came to interact in the Military Ball. We got to know each other more and we eventually befriended one another. Of course, it was kind of obvious that we liked one another, but I didn’t say anything because Jisoo loved Hoseok. So I waited to see if their friendship turned into a relationship. But it didn’t seem like it was, so once Hoseok invited me to go to a club with him, and I went with him. We danced, we talked, we goofed around, we got drunk. But that night, he kissed me and we both ended up confessing our feelings to one another. That was the night where we got physical, and after two days, I went to my mission without knowing that I was pregnant.”

“But what really made me curious was this, why was I sent there without anyone telling Hoseok or you about me? I requested to let you guys know, I only wanted Hoseok to come. It’s true, I didn’t want anyone touching me and that I was still traumatized because a boy that I tried to save died on me. The guilt and the feeling of not being able to save him made me sorrowful. But after that, I don’t know who sent me to that place,” she told me.

“It must have been Jisoo, she used to work as a nurse in the Military after all. Maybe she requested to sent you there and see if you would have been able to survive in there. You know what I mean?” I told her.

“She was my best friend, couldn’t she be happy for me? Why did she send me there?” she asked me.

“Jealousy can turn people into total monsters, you know?” I chuckled.

“Well then, clone, what do you say? Deal or no deal?” she asked the clone.

“My name is 1004, and sure, after all, I was planning on killing them once I returned for all the damned experiments they did on me,” she sighed.

“Alrighty then,” I nodded.

Chapter 41: Past

Chapter Text

GA JR’s POV

GA JR’s Makeup

I think I was having a little bit too much fun putting the fake blood. I was smiling like a fool at how good I looked. I really can become a makeup artist at some point in life. Because the bruises that I have, they look too real, the bumps in my face which are actually some fake skin that matched my skin tone and was then covered with layers of purple eyeshadow made it look so realistic.

I have to give myself a pat on the back, I did really well. Then Miu came and stared at me in the mirror.

“WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE?!?!?!!?!” she came rushing to me.

“Yah, relax, this is all makeup,” I giggled and she stared at me.

“Makeup?” she rubbed one of my fake bruises and facepalmed herself. “It just… looked so real.”

“That’s the point,” I told her and she stared at me.

“What do you freaking mean?!” she yelled.

“Yoongi hasn’t told you?” I asked her.

“The heck? What would he tell me?!” she retorted.

“Tell you that the clone finally agreed on making a plan to backfire against Jisoo and Jooheon?” Iooked at her with innocent eyes.

“She what?!” she looked at me. “How would you know if she is planning to backstab you?!”

“Why would she? And besides, she might be a clone but she’s MY clone. I know myself,” I told her.

“Yah, GA JR you rea- HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED!?!? Miu, did you beat her up?!” Ash asked as she rushed to my side.

“Holy shit, does it look that real?” I asked Ash.

“The fuck you mean? You’re BEATEN UP!? What did you tell Miu so that she would beat the living shit out of you?!” she grabbed my face harshly and I winced at her strength.

“Have you been lifting weights?” I asked her.

“Of course, you little shit, do you think I am a secret agent for nothing?” she glared at me and I flashed her a smile before I giggled nervously. “Ah, so you WERE thinking that, weren’t you?!” she grabbed my ear and I laughed a little.

“It’s not that, it’s just that I always have to be careful around all of you,” I explained.

She let go of my ear, “Right, now you’re some type of superhuman being now.”

I giggled, “And no, Miu didn’t beat me up, it’s just makeup.”

She quickly turned to me, “Well, seems like your makeup skills have gotten better than before.”

I giggled and nodded, “Old times Ash.” I sighed.

“You still can’t believe it that you’re still here, huh?” she grinned at me and Miu sat down on a chair.

“I can’t help it, I mean… who would have thought that a cadet of the US Navy would have the chance to work with the South Korean Navy? Like… it’s crazy. Back then, we both dreamed of being here, in Seoul, and now look at us. We’re finally here. We might haven’t been able to enjoy Seoul because of our Military duties and job, but here we are, living in South K, just like we used to dream in the past. We met people that changed our lives, we became good friends. We did so many things in such little time, Ash, this is crazy,” I shook my head. “It seems like yesterday I was at the lowest rank of all the cadets and then to a traded cadet of the US Navy troops to then work in the South Korean Navy troops. All those years of struggle, all those years we shed tears just to prove what we are worth. It’s just… too much to take in if you think about it carefully.”

“You’re right, it does sound crazy when you put it like that. Not only are we traded people to the Korean Military troops, but we also achieved our dreams. Becoming one of the best in our own job. Even if our duties kept us busy, you’re right, we did meet people who changed our lives for the better. And some people for the worst, but we overcame all of our problems and kept on working to survive in here and adapted to the changes that we had to go through. It might have taken us some time, but we have grown so much if you compare our past selves,” Ash nodded to herself.

“Not only that but now we have strong connections. You’re extremely close to Taeyong, and with the rest as well, but mostly with him. Date already will you, stop being so fucking shy all the fucking time,” I teased her and she slapped my arm as I laughed.

“It’s also crazy how you guys can speak slang Korean as well, never thought Korean culture would have this much of an effect to you both,” Miu commented.

“Well, once you JimIN the Korean culture, you can’t JimOUT of it,” I said and we all burst out laughing our asses off.

“Jimin will be so mad at you if he heard you,” Ash told me.

“Well, my ass, it’s not like he’s-” I stopped in mid-sentence and put my index finger on my lips to tell them to be quiet. “Actually, Ash, tell us, how are things with you and Taeyong?”

I winked as I slowly got up from my seat and headed to the slightly opened door and Ash grinned.

“Well, everything is going very well, we kissed last night-”

“Are you serious!?! You guys have been so obvious and just last night you guys kissed?! What the fuck is wrong with you Unnie?!” Miu hit Ash with the pillow and I quickly pulled the door revealing a surprised Jimin behind the door and I smirked.

“You know, it’s rude to eavesdrop in a Girls convo mate,” I grinned and he chuckled while straightening himself and scratching the back of his head.

“Ah, uh, um… The clone is ready, we should head over to put Jisoo in jail!” he quickly said as he then ran off to the hallways and we all laughed at his cuteness.

“I knew I heard someone groaned when I said that pun joke,” I said.

“Well damn, be glad he wasn’t mad,” Miu told me.

“Oh, come on, cut me some slack, it’s not like it wasn’t funny,” I pouted and Ash pinched my cheeks.

“Now look who’s being a big baby,” she teased.

“Fuck you,” I said while pushing her hands off of my face as we all laughed once more.

Chapter 42: Payback

Chapter Text

Jisoo’s POV

I had to text our clone about our new location and she responded after one hour. I quickly put my phone in my pocket when I received another vibration in my butt pocket and looked at it. It was 1004 again, she told me that she managed to knockout GA JR and that she’s heading towards us for me to do whatever I pleased with her since she knew that I hated her.

I was really excited now, not only was the clone done with her mission, but she also brought me the person whom I despise the most. I smiled and Jooheon looked at her in a weird way.

“What’s with you? Why are you smiling out of a sudden?” he asked.

“Good news Jooheon, 1004 is bringing GA JR to us!” I told him and he looked shocked, he then rubbed his chin while he muttered something under his breath.

“What was that?” I asked.

“Nothing, just deep in thought,” he told me.

“Oh, why is that? You think that 1004 can’t bring me GA JR?” I asked him.

“It’s just that… nevermind. Just, how will she manage to bring her here?” he asked me.

“Jooheon, she’s a killing machine, we designed her to be like that. Stop doubting my 1004’s loyalty towards us,” I retorted at him.

“Well, suit yourself, I’m going to go to the nearby store, do you want something?” he asked me as he got up.

“Not really, but a milkshake would do,” I told him.

“Alright, I’ll bring you your milkshake then,” he then headed out and I started to plan out how I wanted to torture GA JR. In the Hospital it wasn’t enough for me. I wanted her to feel more pain. What if… what if I cut her open and make her feel the pain while I mess with her organs? Or twisting my blade on her thigh, making an ugly wound and watching her beg for mercy.

My thoughts were getting wild, and I liked that. More gruesome images popped out of my head and then I heard someone entering, it was 1004 with GA JR unconscious filled with bruises on her face and her face was bloody. I liked the view in front of me. I grabbed her by her bangs since she has an undercut and looked at how the blood in her lips dripped down to the ground.

“Good girl 1004, good girl. You did really well, now then, shall we start to have fun?” I asked as I showed her my butterfly blade and she looked at me confused.

“Where is Jooheon Sunbaenim?” she asked.

I sighed, “He went to buy me a milkshake, he won’t take long. Now let’s go and lay her on the metal table and make sure she does not move.”

“Alright Master,” she nodded and I smiled as I led her to the metal table and laid her there.

“Now, where should I start with you GA JR? Neck, shoulder, thigh, leg, arm or hand?” I rubbed my chin and I had an idea, I pressed my butterfly blade on her chin and she slapped it out of my hands before I even reacted and 1004 chuckled.

“You’re really dumb, you know?” 1004 told me.

“What is this 1004? Why are you doing this?!” I shouted, feeling betrayed by my own creation.

“Did you forget what Jooheon told you? He knew my plan, that’s why he decided to ditch you. That’s why he excused himself before I even arrived,” she smirked and GA JR was now holding my butterfly knife to my neck and slightly pressing it against my skin.

“One move and I swear Jisoo that I will forget that you were once a good friend to me,” GA JR glared at me.

“Oh, can I have the knife and do the first cut on her?” 1004 asked excitedly and I looked at her in disbelief.

“Why are you doing this to the person who made you who you are?!” I shouted at her.

“Pfft, as if I’ll let a bitch like you to control me once more,” she retorted and I felt my blood boil inside me.

“How dare you insult your Master?!” I nearly shouted at her and GA JR pressed my knife stronger this time and I flinched when I felt the cold metal pierce through my skin and send me to go in panic mode.

“Now Jisoo, behave you little bitch,” GA JR glared at me. “I need some questions to be answered before I decide what to do with you. Either I let you live… or I’ll let you break down until you confess to the questions.”

“What is it?” I glared at her.

“First of all, why did you send me there? Why? I thought you were my friend, someone that I could trust,” GA JR had a pained expression.

“Do you think that I would have cared if you didn’t date my Hoseokie?” I glared at her and she returned the glare.

“He friend zoned you, and you didn’t want anyone with him. Couldn’t you just have been happy that he found someone who loves and will take care of him just like you did?” she asked me.

I felt my hot tears build up as more people filled the room pointing guns at me and at Jooheon. We both have to give out better versions of us as humans, but she did hit a nerve right there. I wanted to be his everything, not her. Why… just why did he friendzone me and didn’t notice my love for him? Why did he chase after her? Why her? Why not me? I’m prettier than her, couldn’t he see that? Couldn’t he see the love I had for him in my eyes?

“At least I didn’t date someone you loved,” I retorted.

“You’re wrong,” she chuckled and moved the butterfly knife a little, I felt the tip of the blade pierce through my skin a little, making me bleed just a little bit. “You dated him and betrayed me behind my back. Like a slug, you slowly got rid of me and made your way into his heart. You really disgust me Jisoo.” I could see tears in her eyes.

“Why are you crying?” I asked her bluntly.

“You used to be like a sister to me,” her voice cracked. “You… out of everyone I met… why did you make me aside and let me suffer and not remember that our friendship was more important than a rejection that you had to go through? Didn’t you promise me that you would support me if he chose me and not you?”

That’s right, I did promise her that I would have supported her and him, but my jealousy got the best of me. I was hurt because I befriended him before he befriended her. I felt like absolutely nothing to him, and yet, GA JR without doing anything, she managed to capture his heart with just one look. Why? Why didn’t he love me back? Why didn’t he notice me?

That’s when my mask fell down and I started to shed tears. And she let down the blade and hugged me. I was too stunned to even react. Why was she hugging me? Didn’t I hurt her? Didn’t I let her suffer in that place? Why is she hugging me?

“I forgive you…” she whispered in my ear and I felt like my heart was being squeezed in my chest. What was this feeling in my chest? Regret? Relief? Guilt? Remorse? I started to sob on the crook of her neck and she sobbed with me. That’s when the police came and handcuffed me. She told them to hold on, and that’s when Hoseok came and stared at the both of us carefully.

“Thank you…” I told her.

“You know… the best revenge is forgiveness,” she smiled widely at me and I let out a giggle.

“You’re right… I regret everything I’ve ever done to you. I just hope that someday, maybe one day, we will be like sisters as before. I want to restart and hangout. Be happy for you and move on with my life. But as in right now, I think I have to pay for my mistakes,” I looked down at my feet and she put both of her hands on my shoulders.

“Hey, we all mess up, just behave well and you’ll get out of jail sooner than you think,” she smiled and I returned the smile. She hugged me for the last time before the Policemen took me away and put me in the Police car, I watched as Hoseok went to hug her and she looked at me with a sad smile on her face. I smiled sweetly at her, now I see why Hoseok chose her instead of me. She really is one of a kind.

Chapter 43: Deep Thoughts

Notes:

I can't believe it's coming to an end soon enough...

Chapter Text

Yoongi’s POV

Jooheon gave himself in before we even captured Jisoo. When we went to the court, Jisoo did confess that she forced Jooheon to make the clone. She spilled all the truth, she even declared herself guilty and not innocent. GA JR was holding her tears and Hoseok held her in his embrace to comfort her. The judge didn’t give Jisoo the death sentence, but 10 years in jail with community work. GA JR wasn’t mad about it, rather, when they were taking Jisoo out of the courtroom, she stopped the policemen and gave Jisoo a tight hug.

That took me off guard and Jimin was smiling like the innocent and pure angel that he is. I don’t even know how to react. Should I be happy, disgusted, or confused? They were hugging and telling each other that they will visit and to take care. What was all of this? Wasn’t she mad? Wasn’t she angry at her for betraying her and hurting her?

Seems like life can give you valuable lessons when you’re surrounded by the right people. That love is stronger than hate. That forgiveness is better than revenge. That hatred won’t bring anything good to you. That friendship can be restored. That life is all about learning. That when you fall, to learn to stand back up. That it’s okay to cry. That it’s okay to get some help. That facing your weaknesses is making yourself stronger. That realizing that no one can ever reach perfection. That if you decide to trust someone, that it’s going to be for a good reason. That if someone betrays your trust, to be careful next time with who you trust.

It’s funny how we all come together and then laugh at our painful memories. It’s funny how we forget how much it hurt back then and to look back and tell yourself that you did well. The power of love and being loved, that’s what makes us humans, that’s what makes us family, that’s what makes us alive.

I, Min Yoongi, I only knew brotherly love and paternal love. Sure, I knew there were different types of love, but never have I thought that finding my soulmate and being so deeply in love with him would ever fulfill my heart and chest.

Let’s put the hate away, even for those who have hurt us along the way. We’re humans, we fall, and we learn to stand back up no matter how hard our lives have been. We have the choice to live with a smile on our faces or live like bitter people. We decide to let those part hurtful experiences of life to change us for the better or for the worst.

We define ourselves, no one can define us. If you can’t define yourself, then surround yourself with people that love you for who you are. Then, they will define you. If people hate on you for no reason, be glad, they are wasting their time thinking and talking about you meanwhile you keep on walking in this harsh road of life.

As humans, we tend to learn from every perspective in life. When we fall in love, we learn that we give someone the power to be our main weakness. We give one person the power to destroy us like no one else can. We trust this person more than we can trust ourselves. We discover a new side to us, we discover a new side that we never thought we had before.

When our hearts are broken, we learn what emotional pain is, we learn what depression is, we learn how betrayal can change someone. But we also learn to be careful with our hearts the next time we decide to be with someone else. We learn to slowly give this other person the power to destroy us, but we can shut them out immediately if we see the warning signs.

As humans, we learn to defend ourselves. Either physically or emotionally or mentally. We’re all like that. Once we experience something, our brains restore it so that next time when it happens, we know what to do. We learn throughout life. We learn as we grow old by the years. We learn so much that we can understand what others are going through.

We might not be perfect, but our flaws are what makes us unique. Ever heard of other 7 people around the world that look exactly like you? Welp, our flaws are what can tell us apart from those 7 people who look like you. We all have different weaknesses or similar weaknesses. But what I’m trying to say is, be who you are, live your life.

Life is not perfect itself, nor is love. Love has so many issues and different levels. When you fight with your significant other, learn to stay quiet and hear them out. When your significant other cries, don’t tease them about it, rather hug them and tell them to let it all out. Learn to give them all your love and affection. Let them know how important they are to you and that you’ll always be there for them in the good and bad times. Because love is complex. Love is difficult to understand. Love is patient. Love is selfless. Love doesn’t know what is theirs, love just loves because it’s what it does. You can completely love someone without any reason. It might be because this person makes you feel alive. It might be because of looks. It might be because this person intrigues you to know more about them.

It might be ironic, but we all have different experiences. We all learn from them valuable lessons in life. We all decide what to do with it. After all, we are who we are. We don’t have to pretend to be someone else just so that people can like us. If they don’t like who you are, then screw them. Live your life to the fullest and have no regrets. Find your inner child and embrace it. There’s nothing wrong with being a little childish, just remember who you are. Remember to smile, even if you’re going through a hard stage of life. You never know when someone will fall in love with your smile and think to themselves what it would be like to be you. They might befriend you knowing that you won’t take advantage of your friendship with them and they will know what a true and sincere friendship is.

After all, we’re still alive. We’re still… living to keep learning until our very last breath.

Chapter 44: Euphoria

Notes:

ONE MORE CHAPTER TO GOOOOOOOO!

Chapter Text

Jimin’s POV

Can this get any better? Is this what everyone calls ‘Euphoria’? Not only is this the most beautiful moment in our lives, but it’s also a moment to remember what we had to go through in order to have those bright smiles on our faces.

We faced so many hardships, we had trust issues, and we met complete strangers who later on in our lives put part of their personalities with ours and made a better version of ourselves. Can I finally say that I’m happy? Or am I dreaming? Can someone punch me and snap me back to reality?

This moment in life is perfect, way too perfect. Everyone is having a good time in this late-night barbeque, drinking in the red cup so kids wouldn’t see that it was beer, dancing to the rhythm of the music. Miu was happily drinking soda with Jisung meanwhile clone 1004 took care of Alondra, the little toddler with us. Since Miu was pregnant, she couldn’t drink, and since Jisung didn’t want his wife to feel like an outcast, he only drank soda with her and made her feel comfortable.

Ash? Welp, she was dancing with Taeyong in the middle of the living room and then Hoseok and GA JR stepped in the center and showed them what real dancing was. I must admit, I’ve never seen GA JR dance before, it was surprising that Hoseok and her had the same style of dancing. Hip Hop dancing. That was something new an unexpected. Ash and Taeyong rather watched in amusement while the rest of us laughed.

Yoongi and I, we are cuddling in one of the love couches. He wrapped one of his arms around my waist meanwhile having his drink in his other hand. I wasn’t drunk but tipsy. I was giggling and laughing as other then started to dance, Yoongi then patted my butt and I stood up from my seat and let him stand up just so then he could ask me for a dance.

Someone put a slow song so that the couples could have a slow dance. Yoongi wrapped his left arm around my waist and held my left arm up with his right arm and I put my right hand on his left shoulder. We started to sway side to side and put our foreheads together.

Am I alive? Am I breathing? Is this for real? Am I dreaming? Why is all of this happiness so surreal? From the corner of my eye, I saw my brother with his wife dancing ever so lovingly, smiling at each other and pecking each other’s lips. I smiled. My uncle and aunt were here too. At first, they were uncomfortable about my relationship with Yoongi. They thought that it was weird to find love with someone of the same sex as yourself. But once they saw from all our visits how we were one for the other, they just ignored the fact that I turned Gay for someone who really deserved my love and affection like Yoongi.

Yoongi kissed my forehead and put his forehead against mine once more and I closed my eyes. My heart was pounding so hard against my chest, I felt overjoyed. I opened my eyes just to meet his penetrating stare. I felt tears of joy in my eyes. I’m not dreaming, right? Because if I am, I don’t wanna wake up. This is perfect. Too perfect.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, and he wrapped both of his arms around my waist and swayed as we held each other. My tears rolled down and he kissed them away, whispering how much he loved me over and over again as my tears rolled down my cheeks. I smiled at his sweetness. He really has completed my life, the piece that was missing. I then saw his own eyes tearing up and I knew just then that, he was as happy as I was.

He hid his face in the crook of my neck and I put one hand on his soft hair and entangled my fingers in his dark chocolate hair. I felt the wetness of his tears in my neck and I kissed his hair, letting him know that I love this sentimental dork.

“I love you, I like you, I like your smile, I love your dorkiness, I love everything about you,” I whispered in his ear and he playfully pushed me away as we both chuckled.

“I hate you so much,” he said.

I clutched my chest, “Ouch!”

He laughed, “I hate you because I love you more than anyone else! More than myself even. I don’t know what would be of me if one day you just disappeared. I think that… I would be lost. Like, I would feel lost, losing you would be a torture. You get what I mean? I hate you, but I love you at the same time. Am I being clear?” he furrowed his eyebrows.

I laughed at him and he pecked my lips, “You got me confused, but I get what you mean. It would be the same for me, now that I’m healed, now that I’m sane, I would say that losing you would be me going back to the black hole in which I was in. So whatever you do, don’t disappear. You’re the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me. Not only did you save me, but you healed me.”

As if he read my mind, he kissed me. I closed my eyes and analyzed his lips on mine once more. How soft they felt, how delicately he bit my lower lip, how he licked my lower lip and how his tongue felt on mine. How the taste of liquor was evident, how we forgot that there were other people.

It was as if time stopped, it was as if right here and now it was all that mattered. I won’t lie, but this is perfect. Family and friends together, a child playing with her uncles and aunts. It was all beautiful. I wouldn’t want to trade my happiness for anything else. We might fall down, but together we can rise once more.

Chapter 45: Utopia

Notes:

The last chapter... It was very nice to meet you all and I sure do hope you look forward to the next story. Yes, it is going to be Yoonmin related. But I went through my old writing and bumped into the first chapter of "Yoonmin AU- 'Before I Met You' ". This is the story of Jimin and Yoongi before they met eat other and how they met in school. I'm also working on "Yoonmin AU- 'Out of Your Mind' " where Yoongi is a Serial Killer of GOT7 because he got bullied and abused physically by them, Jinyoung and Jackson raped him on their last day of school and ever since then, he wanted revenge. Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook are in charge of guarding over BamBam, Mark, and Yugyeom. Jinyoung, Jaebum, Jackson, and Youngjae are dead.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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GA JR’s POV

What can I say? This month, Taehyung and Jungkook finally got married, they went to Japan and China to adopt children. Why not here in Korea? Easy, in China, they saw videos of children being in bad places, how little baby girls were tied to chairs to urinate whenever they wanted and so many unsanitary things. Japan, the same thing, too many children in a one-bed mat and so many unsanitary things. They will adopt 5 children like Taehyung wanted. Only this time, it would be 2 girls and 3 boys. When Jungkook saw the videos, he started to cry meanwhile Taehyung quietly comforted his husband while crying.

So they decided to adopt children there, and believe me if they could manage to adopt more, they would, but their house can only hold 5 children and themselves. Jungkook thought of putting money to put these other children in better orphanages and for them to have access to education and for them to have a hospital for them to attend when they are sick or hurt.

Ash and Taeyong finally decided to bond as one and next year in Spring, they’re getting married. Miu gave birth to a healthy baby boy. His name is Park MiSung, a lovely baby boy with the face of an angel and giggles that fill your heart with so much happiness. Alondra now has a little brother and she is happy with it. She gets excited when the baby giggles and she can’t help but giggle as well. Clone 1004? What was of her? Well, after all the experiment that Jooheon did in order to make her defend and not kill have been a success. Now she is the Park’s Security Guard. Jisung got back with SM and joined the rest of his group.

Miu family decided that it was best if they just let her alone with her family, and now that Clone 1004 is on the good side permanently, she is going to be able to protect the family. Jooheon made sure that her blood was still poisonous, but her saliva now contained the cure. When we are seen together, some people come up to us and ask us if we’re twin sister. We would laugh and nod, just so that her identity would stay secret. We decided to give her a name. She is now known as Shin DaeBom, not Clone 1004.

Jooheon has been visiting Jisoo often during Jail, these 7 months they decided to finally date, even though she was still in prison and only getting out for community services. Jooheon was excused because he was forced. But now, it seems like the bonds finally bind together. I’m happy for my friend who decided to give it a second try at love. Jisoo deserves all the happiness in this world, and I believe that this time, she will be very happy with Jooheon at her side.

Jimin and Yoongi? They got married 3 months ago, and let me tell you, their baby girl Min Yoonji is really cute. She looks like Yoongi when he was just a little baby. Jimin had a big playful argument with Yoongi over who should take the last name. Before being officially husband and husband, they had a big playful and hilarious argument meanwhile Hoseok and I visited them.

“PARK!” Jimin shouted.

“MIN!” Yoongi shouted back.

“Don’t argue with me and put Park as your last name!” Jimin puffed his chubby cheeks.

“I dominate you in bed, so you should be having Min as your last name!” Yoongi spat out and we all choked at the sudden confession and Jimin was as red as a tomato.

“DID YOU FORGET THAT HOSEOK AND GA JR ARE HERE?!?!?!” Jimin kept hitting him with a pillow and Yoongi laughed his ass off.

“You’ll be Min Jimin and not Park Jimin anymore, Baby Boy,” Yoongi winked and Jimin hid his face in embarrassment.

“I didn’t know you guys had a Daddy and Baby Boy kink like Namjoon and Jin,” Hoseok said bluntly and I slapped his arm.

“IDIOT! You don’t go around saying that!” I laughed.

“Jimin, our new kink will be King and Prince,” Yoongi immediately said.

“Agreed, we don’t need two couples with Daddy Kinks,” Jimin agreed.

Hoseok and I both laughed at the sudden decision.

“By the way, Hoseok did you said you were gonna-” Yoongi was hit right in the face by a flying pillow from the couch we were sitting and Hoseok was all red.

“Hy-hyung, I don’t fucking know what you’re saying!” Hoseok laughed nervously.

“So you haven’t asked her yet?!” Jimin looked at him shocked.

“Jimin, I love you and all but shut the fuck up if you don’t want me to kill you!” Hoseok grew even redder.

“Ask me what?” I asked innocently.

“Starts with M and ends with Y!” Yoongi blurted and a furious Hoseok was chasing him around the living room. Jimin tackled Hoseok down on a large couch as he was laughing with Yoongi at Hoseok’s reaction.

What was he going to ask me? I was clueless back then, but after one week, on a romantic date he set up in the Park in Autumn, he said the 4 words that made me cry out of happiness.

“Will you marry me?”

I cried out of joy and hugged him tightly, almost forgetting that I was a superhuman but realized just in time before I snapped his neck by accident. That night, the stars were shining. There under the moonlight, we held hands and stared at each other, analyzing our faces and features as if it was the first time we’ve seen each other.

My heart hammering in my ribcage, my cheeks flushing, my lips partly parted to mouth an ‘I love you’ and a kiss under the night sky. Everything is where it should be, everything is perfect. This is the perfect place I dreamed of, this is my perfect ending.

Yoongi’s POV

Holding my husband’s hand meanwhile I stared at his sleepy face felt unrealistic meanwhile Yoonji cuddled closer to him. I felt my heart ache at the beautiful people who my eyes never got tired of analyzing over and over again.

Jimin, if it was the other way around. If you were the sane person in the relationship and I was the mental one… Would you have fallen for me? Please do. Because ever since the beginning… I have always liked you.

Notes:

First of all, I wanna thank you all for all the love and support towards this story, I wouldn't have made with without you guys! You guys really are sweet and please do tell me what you thought about the story so that I can improve on the next one and get better at my writing. Thank you all for everything and for all the kudos. Take care, eat well, sleep well, and LOVE YOURSELF sweeties!

Notes:

Thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoyed the first chapter! Take care and love you all!