Day 1
Hi I'm Alex and this is my day-to-day rant. That's the entire purpose of this book. It's supposed to be just something for you to read when you're bored or are you just want to see somebody else's suffering. And it's a way to express my feelings yay! You don't know how weird this is to write this down and actually be saying this out loud too.
I can practically hear my family talking shit about me but it's just a daily occurrence. This is just living in my house. I was woken up at 6:00 in the morning on a day I didn't have to go to school to my mother going crazy because somehow it's my fault that I didn't wake her up for work. From there it was basically a normal day weird thoughts I have about D&D, listening to the weirdest music I can possibly find, and be bossed around by my older sister who is 24 I believe with one kid and still living here.
I'm basically the lap dog of everybody who lives here. Not by choice but by force and there's nothing I can do to stop it. Until I leave going news in my own house I have to do with everything they put me through everything they need me to do any thing they asked I must do or it's my fault that everything's going wrong.
That's basically how my life's been since I was younger everything was my fault no matter what anybody did. Don't have money for the bills it's Alex's fault. Don't have food to feed the kids it's Alex's fault. Knocked over a ashtray guess whose fault it is? Alex's!! I've just learned to deal with it. it's not what Society teaches us?
Well that's all I have to say today and good night good morning hell good afternoon thanks for listening to my TED Talk I'll step off my soapbox now y'all have a good rest of your day and I assume a great life! Bye bye.
