Sorry
" better to be safe than sorry"
-Samuel Lover
Eliza rose was a nice girl who was always seemed to be nice, bright, and Although cautious, outgoing People belived that she was way to paranoid considering she would always make sure that there was no possible way for her or anyone else to get hurt. She sometimes wouldn't even permit some of the littlest of things, she had a list of things that sge wouldn't let anyone do. Although this Okay for many at a younger age, there were often times growing up where kids would start to think that she was a bully and that they should be in charge of what they want to do.
Others around her often found her cautiousness annoying. Soon annoyance turned to anger and others started to bully her And by the end of the year, she only had about 3 Friends left They mocked her, harrased her, gave her false hopes, physically harmed her, but their favorite thing to do to her... Was to tape little notes to her locker and watch her cry as she read them. "Go kill yourself" "just jump off a building" "your so annoying, nobody likes you" "You think your smart? Nobody cares." "Some top of the class student you are" were only some of the notes tapped onto her locker.
This continued
Every.
Single.
Day.
There was no escaping it either.
Although she was not to popular amongst her own classmates, she had gained 24 friends within her 7 years of being bullied. She had them. They were her reason to live. They were her source of light. The light that guided her out of the darkness created by her classmates. She was happy.
Not everything last though because one day, she found herself stuck. She knew that there was no eay that all of her friends were true to her because she never had so many people helping her fight her demons before, so what were the chances that they are all just going to appear now? She decided to test them. She would say she had a money crisis and needed at least 1,000 dollars from each person. She watched as 19 of the 27 exposed themselves, 3 say that they had plans to help out, 3 say they couldn't give money but they would find a way to help, and 2 say they would give that and more for her.
Okay. Down to eight.
"Eliza, why did you ask if you didn't actually need the money?" Julia, one of the first three friends asked
"Because. I knew that it was impossible for me to have that many people that actually care about me. Never in my lifetime has there been more than 1 person who ever geniuinely loved me."
"Eliza, we love you. I hope you know that
_____________________________________________________So this is everything I wrote a few months ago and I decided against ever finishing it because I thought this is stupid and I could do better now... so yeah... just going to post this... because... yeah
