Diary of a Sad Life

I've also been sucking on flavored lifesavers.

So yeah, my life summed up is fucked up.

So let me tell you something. I'm a werewolf. Though I go to Werewolf High humans also do too. They know when heat season is, right now, by the female and male's actions. I try not to show it but it's too hard when all the guys smell so damn sexy! My boyfriend, JJ, is the hottest guy on the planet.

Tall, tanned, red eyes, perfectly brown hair in small curls but big enough to play with, he's sexy. In heat season his scent is like... candy hearts, the ones you get on Valentine's Day, and also peppermint mixed with something that I can't even explain. We're both 17, well almost... I'm 16. His birthday was last month and I almost missed it. But anyway...

I love the latest fashions, like Aeropostale, American Eagle, those kinds. Oh, and of course, Jimmy Choo heels. Flip flops are a rare occasion that I wear. But I also have Jimmy Choo's sunglasses, two-inch pumps, and perfume.

Also, Alex Hollister is the name. Hair flip. Tehe! Anyway, my house has an SF90 Stradale Ferrari in the driveway. A huge mansion and all the latest decorations for Christmas, you name it we probably got it. Even a little Yorke! And a Poodle! And a hamster named Jeff! Courtesy of my little brother.

So, now that I'm done describing my life it's time to describe my features. Extremely fast metabolism, I'm still trying to catch up to it, and pretty skinny. Blonde hair that's down to my chest, pale but not too pale, long legs, and of course a beautiful face.

My phone started ringing.

"Hello?" I asked in my beautiful silky voice.

"Hey, this is Erica, your boyfriend's mom?"

"Oh, hey Erica! What's up?" I asked.

"Nothing much, but I wanted to say to you that I talked to your mom today to tell her that you can't talk to JJ until you and your ex-boyfriend's case is over. He was a family member of ours and I still don't believe you."

"But it's November and the trial isn't until February! I can't wait 'til then!" I said, sitting up.

"I know you two are star-crossed lovers but you need to wait."

I muttered something under my breath that you guys don't need to know about.

"What was that? I'll make you two wait longer."

"No, Mom!" I heard JJ's voice in the background and wanted so much to say hello.

"JJ, go away! This is a private conversation!"

"Not really, I mean ya have the girl on speaker."

I giggled. "Hi JJ!" I yelled. She hung up before he could say hello back. I sighed.

I missed him. A knock woke me up from my daydream.

"Honey? Are you okay? You've been crying for the past three hours. Also, supper's ready."

"I'm not hungry," I said to my dad as I pulled out my chocolates from my bed. Hmm. They seemed lighter today than they were yesterday. I opened it to find out that it was empty. "ISABELLA!" I screamed.

She came running to my room. "Here to let me have more of your secret stash of chocolate?"

"I never let you have any in the first place you brat!" I yelled running to her.

"Oh. It must've been my imagination! Now I have to go eat supper bye!" she yelled and slid down the railing of our spiral staircase to the hallway.

"Ugh! My boyfriend gave this to me for our anniversary!" I yelled after her. I went flying towards the stairs and almost tripped over Jeff's hamster ball. "Ugh, now I almost twisted my ankle on a stupid hamster I didn't even want!" I muttered.

"Hey don't talk about Jeff like that!" Zach, my little brother, twin to Isabella, said.

"Whatever." I went back to my room and said something one last time. "Just tell isabella to stay out of my chocolates." I slammed the door and I swear it shook the whole house.

"Alex! Get down here!" my mother yelled.

I walked down the stairs grumbling and clenching my teeth and balling my hands. When I got close to the bottom of the steps I breathed and calmed myself.

"What?" I asked politely.

"I have a hard time believing you love everyone in this house when you slam doors and yell at everyone. Now sit down and have some food."

"I'm not hungry," I said and started walking towards the stairs.

"If you eat, there's a surprise for after supper."

"If it's not money or Jimmy Choo, I'm out."

"Fine. I guess you won't know when you'll be able to talk to JJ or see him again."

"Now we're talking more than money or Jimmy Choo!" I said, racing to sit down.

"Hah! Isabella, honey, lock us in! And hurry would ya!"

"No! I'll give you more of my chocolates!" I yelled.

"Sorry, but your misery is my delight!" she said, locking the doors and windows in the dining room.

Good thing I have a bobby pin. I got up and headed towards the door and picked the lock from behind my back. I fell back when opening it and still had the bobby in my hand.

"Hah! Isabella, you forgot one!" I said as I dashed up the stairs.

"THAT WAS THE FIRST ONE I LOCKED!" she yelled running after me. I screamed and flew up the stairs, skipping three or four at a time.

"Jeff, Isabella has treats for you!" I said, letting him out of his ball.

She screamed as Jeff went flying towards her. She sprinted back down the stairs and slammed the door to the dining room. Oop, someone's calling me. Gotta go! Toodles!