Chasing The Unknown .

Heello everyone , I took my time figuring out the plot of my second book . As you can tell it's about Dimitri , I feel like he needs some love so here we are . Also Liam is going to be a main character since a lot of events will be related to him .

So please bear with me and enjoy !

P.s : please if you still haven't read the first book " Unusual love " Pause that and go read , some events that were mentioned there will come back to life again . so just a little reminder !

One last thing , please stay safe and be careful outside 💕 .

Enjoy ~

A year ago , everything about me was fucked . I couldn't feel anything but hate , rage , and pain growing inside my chest . My wolf wasn't there with me , he was in his own agony of losing our mate and never having one again . I let him be not even bothering him . With each passing day I felt his presence disappear and disobeying me since then .

Now I can't even shift without losing control and hurt someone . I know it's messed up but I can't blame him especially after what happened right infront our eyes .

At least that's what I think .

I lay on the floor with a bottle of alcohol in my left hand . The pain I feel inside is unbearable and killing me . One of the only things that can erase it , is this bottle of ..

I turn my head and read the name .

... Of whiskey . Now I am not an alcoholic person but sometimes I need time to shut off my thoughts and just lay here doing nothing , or sing a lullaby my mate used to sing whenever I feel out of place . I steady myself and try to walk my way to my bed but seem to fail badly .

I fall down with a thud and groan . Defeated , I let out a sigh and stare at the ceiling .

" Dimitri Liam wants to pla-.. " Ellyan steps in my room with wide eyes . Worry written all over her face . She put down my best buddy Liam down my bed and walk to me .

" Dimitri are you alright ?? Can you hear me "She says softly and help me sit on a chair across the room .

I nod and title my head to look at Liam . Every since Ellyan gave birth to her first pup , I felt something inside me come back to life . A part of me I never knew it existed untill my eyes laid on him .

Every morning I am the first he wakes up to , I change his diapers and give him milk then play together untill his parents are done doing their duties as an Alpha and Luna . At night , when he can be pain in the ass I bring him here to mt room and chill together . It feels like I can tell me him whatever that bothers me without caring he would spread my secrets next morning .

It's safe to say that Liam brough the best of me , made my wolf little happy again . Even though he isn't our pup but we count him as one .

" Hey Dimitri !? Are you there !? " A deep voice calls out my name . I shake my head and look at the two concerned faces infront of me .

Alpha William is here too , kneeling before me with his hand on my shoulder . " What has gotten into you Dimitri? " He asks .

" what do you mean Alpha ? " I say back not daring to call him by his name . I must've zoned out when Ellyan tried to help me out . As usual .

" listen , as an alpha I want to know what is wrong with my beta . I know something is there but .. it's getting worse "

" Nothing , just the attacks we are facing " I lie and get up from my chair to my bed . If there's anything that can help me out is my little buddy .

As I come close , I see the excitement grow bigger and bigger inside his ocean blue eyes . He got his mom's light brown hair and his father's feature and eyes . I bet he will look hot as hell when he turns 18 .

" Buddy , missed me ?? Huh " I lean down and kiss his forehead . My fingers rub his chubby soft cheeks gently which makes his giggle .

I kiss his forhead again and lay down beside him " I missed you too " I whisper near his ear and tickle him .

" We are going to be at my office in case you ... needed us " he says one last time before disappearing down the corridor to his office , Ellyan follows after throwing a smile my way .

Somehow , they noticed how comfortable I become around their child and somehow William's protective instincts didn't work the first time I called him my buddy infront of him . Maybe he saw something I failed to see .. who knows .

Now it's only me and my buddy . I hold him and put him on top my stomach , he claps his hands together and reach out for the heart I tattooed under my left eye .

I let him touch it with his tiny fingers , suddenly he lean over and places his lips on it and starts sucking on it .

I laugh as he keeps making baby noises and sucking . I gently sit him up again and look at his drooling tiny mouth , and twinkly eyes that reflects his pure strong soul .

" Alright , you hungry aren't you ? " I make sure I'm sober enough before holding with one arm and wipe my cheek with the other . Then walk to the kitcken .

I put him down on his chair and turn around to make him some milk . A housekeeper joins us minutes later , more like join me , and smirks .

Females here know I'm a mateless wolf but no one of them knows the truth behind it otherwise their eyes will be filled with pity and sorry . That's why I keep it as a secret , only William is aware of . So I am no ones mate , not going to happen because we only get one chance of getting our other half and I lost it .

" Hello Dimitri " She greets . This is Amanda , a mateless she wolf . She looks innocent and pure for her own good but her eyes say the opposite , especially that she slept with every one here . A hoe yes .

I gnore her and focus on the task in my hands . Ignoring has always been one of my favorite things to do , easy and usefull around annoying people but sometimes it gets extremely pain in the ass which makes me do stuff I regret later on .

Such as this cheesy situation , I feel her breathes caressing my neck and hands around my waist . I growled and push her away strong enough to land on her butt .

" stay the fuck away from me Amanda , I'm warning you . Next time you won't live to see another day " I glare one more time and pick Liam up . My eyes immediately softened as my body relaxes .

He will always have my back , and I will always have his as my own little buddy .

Always .