Chapter 1
The day we met you were standing there with your bright red hair and a smile that could light the darkest room and i knew instantly I wanted you forever your kisses are heaven your hugs are warm and when you said forever I thought forever was longer than this after 3 years of being with a perfect girl and just as fast as you came you were gone you played with my emotions you picked me up and dropped me down over and over again but still I stood by you all this pain and suffering i been through I tried to take my life just so I didn’t hurt anymore and you never forgave me for it even though its you that caused this pain and depression once again just because you thought you almost lost me you picked me back up only to drop me down so why do i still love you even when you clearly don’t love me back this isn’t how you treat someone you love someone you say you will never leave someone you say you can’t live without but thats just it they are only words now in no time at all someone who you said is irreplaceable is replaced moved on erased our memories deleted everything its almost like i never existed to you im just forgotten about gone without a trace like I’ve wasted years of your life like I meant nothing when you said I meant everything to you even at the end you still said i was perfect that you still love me so why end what is perfect but you did and like nothing ever happened between us your gone so i will end with this when I said I love you and will forever and when I said I wanted us to be together forever and I promised I would be I meant every word so this is how it ends not old and warm laying next to you but cold and alone with tears running down my face wishing things would of been different love you always and forever good night ❤️
