.The meeting.
Date/9/14/19 time: 11:10am
I sought to sit on the ground for however my sorrow was great with no will or happyniess within me, as i sat on that very concrete i began to wonder in a dark place. Within my mind i still ponder to seek the one as if i tried to i seen nobody but then i began to hear a voice of someone. "Hey Erub you ok". I opened my eyes and sighly said "yeah im good I guess I dont know". I was still in that dark place I couldnt see reality like someone normally, "Erub i know something is wrong talk to me" as the voice said that i open my eyes once more with the felt of a soft cold hand pressed up against my face. When my eyes opened i looked into her eyes and i couldn't look away as if I found something that i've always wanted to seek. Love is what they call isn't it?. . I ask in a soft flustered voice "im just tired thats all, let me ask tho who are you". "Oh eeep sorry i didnt introduce myself im Arrow", as Arrow said in a confindent tone, it made me feel like if rumbling and tighting in my stomach began witch i have never really felt unless i overeat like pizza or such. "Why would you care about someone like me , you don't know me" as I said that to arrow i began to slightly hide my face as if i feel it getting redder and redder , thats why my name is Erub, Erubescent tomaten, thats my full name and i wish it was something else hell my name means blushing tomatoe like why did my parents name me this ugggh...., "hey erub do you want my number so we can talk more , cause i wanna be your friend and help you if possible with ever problem have currently" as arrow sweetly said that to me. So instinctly i also gave her my number and we began texting right after school ended *bling* "hey erub its arrow, how was your day at school" , i blushed because really at that time nobody texts me so i replied "It was ok" *bling* "thats good, say since we are friends and all wanna play like lets say ask questions about ourselves?". I was actually shocked at this point cause i said of course i said yes because i wanted to get to know arrow better. She currently asked me my gender and i said "im female , somehow i have ver mascline voice " and she replied "well im a male with very femeine voice ". Wait i realzied in this log ive been calling him a girl , well fuck , im blushing so hard cause of that mistake. I never told him about this log well he knows now but thats causd he was intrested in what i was wrting everyday so i lied and said "just drawing and writing poems", but in reality i was writing this because of arrow, ever since i locked eyes with him i felt a deep sensation within me to explore more about him and to confront my crush to him. When we met this day it felt like the first day i actually felt loved and ever since the days go on i still feel loved by him it gets better and better each day. Thats is why im glad i met him. But their is more so much more about him that yall need to know, how sweet, hot, sexy , lustful this man is like uwu omg gosh until then ill update u on that peeps!
silly~ this made me smile pfft, can't wait to read more UwU