Insecurities
During my drive home I was listening to the radio. There was a group of men talking through the radio about the different types of bodies that women have.
My insecurities rose up into my head again. I have never pictured myself as the prettiest girl and thought this week my insecurities have hit me hard. I am an average girl but to me, I'm below average. How I landed a boyfriend? I don't know.
I changed the station. There was an ad for a weight loss product. I changed the station again and there was another talk show about the lives of models.
"Ugh, come on!" I mumble
I shut the radio off and drive the rest of the way home in silence.
When I get home I lay down on my bed. The covers were blue with white accents.
Suddenly, my phone goes off. It's a text from Gideon, My boyfriend.
"Hey babe, how was your day?" It reads
"It was fine." I type "Do you think I am pretty."
I correct my self
"Sorry not trying to be rude, I just feel like everyone around me looks awesome and I am just me." I type
"Jenna, listen to me, of course, you are pretty! You can trust me Anyway, I have to go! Talk to you later." Replies Gideon
I sigh and flop back on my bed, tossing my phone to the side.
About 10 minutes later there is a knock at the door. I walk out of my room and open the door to find Gideon standing there with a bouquet of flowers.
I smile, hug him, and walk back to my room with Gideon following behind me. He sits the flowers on my dresser and sits down next to me on my bed.
"You know..." He says "You are the prettiest girl I know."
"Really?" I ask
"Of course!" He exclaims "Your so beautiful!"
I smile and lean on his shoulder. He slides his hand under my chin and pulls it up towards his lips. He leans in and our lips interlock. His lips are soft and warm. He places one hand on my cheek and the other hand on my back.
I pull away and smile. Then lean in and kiss him again. This time the kiss is more intense. He slides his hand to my thigh and rubs it. I smile and we kiss again.
Gideon slides his hand under my skirt and higher up my thigh. He grabs my thigh and rubs it again. He kisses me and I feel his teeth grab my lip as he pushes me down onto the bed.
He lays on top of me and kisses me intensely. He slides his hand up my thigh as my skirt gets pushed up to reveal my underwear. It was a red, lacy thong.
Gideon grabs my shirt and pulls it over my arms. My bra matched my thong, red and lacy. Gideon smiles at my bra and slides his hand behind my back to unhook it. The bra suddenly loosens, as he unhooks it and pulls it down my arms. His touch is gentle as he pulls the strap over my shoulder.
Gideon throws the bra onto the floor and kisses me. He pulls away as he touches my breast. He smiles and I notice that the lump in his pants swells. I smile and mumble a moan as he plays with my breast.
Gideon and I were virgins and we had been waiting for the right moment. He has never touched my breast and the sensation was new and exciting.
Gideon props himself up to take his shirt off. I smile and bite my lip seductively. He sees this and suddenly takes his pants off. I guess my lip bite really turned him on. He slides my skirt off and throws it on the floor.
Gideon grabs the side of my thong and pulls it off. He tosses it into the pile of clothes on the floor.
Suddenly, Gideon gets up and stands at the foot of the bed. He grabs my hips and pulls me towards him. He kneels down and begins to lick my vagina. His tongue is soft at first and then more intense. His tongue is wet and warm. He sticks his tongue in deeper and I begin to moan.
"Ohhhh..." I mumble
He licks harder and faster. He begins to rub my clit and the sensation is wild. It's tingly and amazing.
Gideon stops licking me and gets on the bed. As I back up to give him room. He pulls his boxers off. His penis pops out like a rabbit and he tosses his boxers to the side.
He leans down to get in position but he doesn't touch me yet. He looks at me.
"Are you sure about this. I just want you to be ok." He asks
"Yeah... Just... start slow." I reply
Gideon, a just himself and I feel it slowly go inside me.
It hurts but I keep my mouth shut. Gideon sees my face and pulls it out.
"It hurts, doesn't it?" He asks
"Yeah, but keep going," I reply
"Yeah but-"
"Gideon, please!"
"Ok," He replies as he puts his penis back inside me.
He thrust and it hurts but after about a minute the pain goes away and the pleasure kicks in. My face goes from a frown to a smile in an instant. He thrust again and I feel pleasure through my body.
I moan and he smiles. Gideon thrust again and again. He is getting faster. The pleasure is more intense. I grip the sheets tightly in my hand.
"Ohhh!"
Gideon thrust again.
"Ohhhhh!!"
Gideon thrust twice and I can feel him grow inside me.
"OHHHH!!!"
Gideon thrust once more and his penis grows again.
"OHHHHHH GIDEON!"
He smiles and I feel his penis grow again. He thrust and this time he doesn't stop.
"OHHH YEAH!! GIDEON! OHHH GIDEON! HARDER!!"
Gideon thrusts and this time he is faster and harder his penis swells.
My moans are extremely loud and intense now.
"OHH YEAH! GIDEON! FUCK ME HARDER! OHHH GIDEON!! OHH! OHH! OHHH! OOHHH!"
Suddenly, there is warmth inside me and Gideon looks pleasured. He cummed inside me and the pleasure I felt was immense.
Gideon pulled out and slipped his finger inside me. He began to pleasure me again.
His finger wiggled around inside me and suddenly he found my G spot. He tickled me with his finger and I began to moan again. Gideon leaned down and began to lick my clit. Right then and there I came. My juices ran down as he pulled his finger out.
Gideon got up and began to shuffle up towards me. I grabbed his penis and used it to guide him towards me. He leaned down and kissed me softly as I let go of him and grazed his cheek.
He stopped kissing me and looked at me lovingly.
"Your pretty and your beautiful but you are definitely the sexiest girl I have ever met." He said
I lifted my head and we kissed as my breast pushed up against his chest.
