Chapter 1
Currently,i'm A Failure With Nothing Left, Homeless. While Wishing I Could Go Back In Time And Change Everything But Before I Say What I Would Change, Here's A Summary Of My Life.
When I Was 8. My Father And Mother Told Me To Study Hard So That I Could Graduate And Get A High Paying Job.
When I Was 16. My Father And Mother Would Always Beat Me Up To A Pulp Every Time I Dont Get A.
When I Was 21. Starting In College Was Pretty Hard As I Needed To Pay The Bills And Everything. It Wasn't Like In The Movies. It Was Lonely In College.
When I Was 23. I Graduated And Met My First Crush, Asked Her Out And Got Rejected. I Was Heart Broken.
I Couldn't Find A High Paying Job Or Even A Decent Job. I Was Trash. Living By The Bottom Of Society.
Then That Was When I Met My Friend That Night. We Got Some Drinks And Talked About Our Lives.
"Hey So How's Your Life?", He Asked. I Replied "Not So Great.". He then Said "Oh Too Bad, I Guess Just Try Harder Then."
That Was When I Almost Wanted To Show My Anger As He Was A Famous Politician And Had My Crush As His Girlfriend. I Didn't Bother Asking Him For His Help Since It Would Make Me A "Supporter" Of His.
So I Ignored Him. But Then Some Policeman Came And Arrested Me. I Was Confused And Asked My 'Friend', "Hey, What's Going On John. Why Are You Doing This?"
He Then Replied Me With A Smile Similar To That Of The Devil Himself, "You Who Are Trash Is Asking Me A Higher Up That. You Have No Shame".
I Then Knew What Was Happening, I Was Beginning to Regret Everything. I Was Losing Myself To Hate And Fear And Despair. I Told Myself "YOU HAVE NOTHING. YOU ARE NOTHING. YOU ARE TRASH." Over And Over And Over And Over And Over And Over And Over.
I Was Going Insane. And I Kept Asking "EVEN THO I PRAYED EVEN THO I PRAYED. WHY DID GOD BETRAY ME AND SEND ME WITH NOTHING" I Had No More Feelings, I Had Nothing.
