Chapter 1
Sierra
“Seth what are you doing? I have to study for my exams, don’t you know. Let me get out from the bed” I literally screamed but Seth just nodded and with a grin, He tightened his grip on me and replied “Nah...No, No, A big No. I will not wifey.I am your Husband I have this right to make you stay. Forget about these exams. Be an ideal wife because soon you will carry my baby in your belly. So there is no reason to study and to even to give exams!”
I could not help to smile on his words and our future together. He is more curious and excited about our future than me! He had even thought about names of our future kids. I have to literally keep a safe distance from him because I know if he would just be like this. I would be carrying his children with me!!!There is nothing just like I am afraid of being a mom but I have just turned eighteen just a couple of weeks ago and it would be really soon to become a mom but if I would there would be no regret at all because I know Seth would be a great dad!!
“What are you thinking love??About me, right?“And started kissing on my neck. I turned to him and said nothing but kissed him. “I would take it as yes babe” He replied with a loving smile.
I didn’t know it was his last kiss; it was his last touch, His last smile...
Sun began to rise and his memories too but suddenly my room door opened and mom furiously said “Baby girl, Come outside our taxi is waiting outside and flight is within an hour.” I was unable to speak anything but replied with a Yes. I saw our room last time, our lost moments last time. With a small picture of Seth in my hands I stepped outside from our room. I kissed his picture and put it in my purse.
“Mom when we gonna land?” I am literally so very much annoyed at that time as I hate travelling especially airways.NONSENSE flights .As much as I hate travelling through airways I hate when landing. “Within 5 minutes we are going to land” Mom replied and I even know she don’t know that I am really afraid of landing though no one knows except one guy who is not even between us. As the aeroplane started landing, I could feel that my heart rate increased and consequently I tightened my grip over my seat. After landing I breathed in relief ,a great relief though. I still remember that Seth always wanted to settle in London after engagement and wanted to start our new life from here and today I am here but he is far away from here .Drive to mom’s new house was really boring but Mom seemed to be more than excited as her long time boyfriend was impatiently waiting for her and seriously I am more than sure that within few months I will be having my new sibling.duh
“Hey sierra ! its really nice to meet to you” Mum’s new boyfriend greeted me as soon as I entered the house. “oh,hey...umm..sir” bullshit I even don’t know his name. “oh my girl call me taylor”.I just passed him a smile nothing more as I was not in the mood of having a conversation with anyone as always.
“ummm sir oh sorry taylor where is my room I want to..“I was unable to complete my sentence as taylor said “go upstair turn left and the second room is yours,love”. I just nodded. I thought that this would be a simple house but it seems to be a mansion, it was huge though it must be Taylor is head of finance of university of east London. Finally I reached at door of my room but before opening the door I took out my purse and the picture of Seth and looked at it .No matter where I am ,where I go you will always be there with me, within me and in my heart. I opened the door and took a glance around the room. A queen sized bed, the walls were deep red, a desk at the corner, the room was really big but I didn’t give a bullshit about it.I don’t fuck care. As I changed my clothes and settled on the bed .The sleep pooled my eyelids and within few minutes I was completely asleep.
“babygirl,are you akay..seirra please reply” Mom voice was intense and full of fear. “you were screaming,did u just get that dream again,what...“I cut her off “mom,am really sorry for just disturbing you.you can go now” mom wanted to say something but stopped as she knew it was of no use.this was one of the most intense dream and probably I would not be able to sleep after this .
