Shattered Souls

"The lifetime were Alec killed himself was SO SAD. The only reason that I didn't sob was because I'm in the middle of class reading under the desk, and the teacher doesn't know, and I don't want my computer taken away from me, or to bring everybody's attention to me. Or slow down the lesson. These lessons are so slow! And, by the way, that one was my favorite. Something about the cry-your-heart-out ones just draws me. It kills me to read them, but I can't help it."