The begining ( kinda )
Counselor: So why are you wanting to be in counseling?
Me:.........
Mom: I want her to be in counseling because I think it will help her with communicating more.
Counselor: What is something you want to be accomplished from our sessions?
Mom: To have a better relationship with her siblings. For her to not want to hid away in her room all the time. To know that she can talk to me and my boyfriend.
Counselor: What is your boyfriends name?
Mom: Oh! His name is Josh.
*counselor writes his name down in her notepad*
Counselor: So um... Mom do you think you can step out of the room so I can talk to Alexia?
Mom: Ya, no problem.
*mom leaves the room*
Counselor: So Alexia do you have a goal you would like to make? So that we can work on it during our session.
Me: *shrugs shoulders*
Counselor: If you dont have one that's fine you can make one later on if you want to. Alexia do you know why you are here?
Me: *in a quit voice* Because I wanted to be able to talk to someone and get out of the house away from my family.
Counselor: And why is that?
Me: Because my mom is taking me out of school to do online school.
Counselor: Do you want to do online school?
Me: No... not at all.
Counselor: *looks at clock 5:40* So this has gotten us started about what we will talk about next time you are here but only if you want too. You're sessions will only be 45 minutes, so from 5- 5:45. I will walk you back out to the front.
Both: *Stand up*
Mom: So do you like her or do you want a diffrent counselor?
Me: It's fine mom. Shes... Fine.
*Thursday morning 6:00 am*
As I lay in bed thinking about last night at counseling I remember about how tommarrow is my last day of school. After Friday I will have literally a month or so of no school. Plus on Friday everyone gets out for Christmas break. My 2 biological sister's will go to our dad's and my half brother and sister will go to there dads. My mom's boyfriends 2 kids will go to each of there mom's as well.
As for my I'm being sent to my grandparents all the way in Burly. Which is 3 hours away from home, friends, my old life. I am grounded though I have no phone and am grounded from social media. I'm not aloud to see my best friend ever again. Then there's being pulled out of school for online school more specifically an easier way for my mom to keep an eye on me.
*I look over to see that the clock says 6:40*
Oh shit I'm going to be late...uhg. My first class starts at 6:45. It's an accelerated PE class which is called my 0 hour. My real first period dosent start til 7:45 and its French class. I go to Capital Highschool I'm a sophomore. Along with being late I have to walk to school everyday and its the middle of winter. So this is just great I don't have any tardies all year and of course one of my last days im going to get one. It's a 10 minute walk to my school from my house in the snow it's like double that.
When I get to school I'm already 25 minutes late so I decide you know what I dont think it will really matter if I just dont go today. So instead I went to the library where my bestfriend Allie is. I talk to her about the other night with counseling and how I hate my mom for saying I'm not aloud to talk to her. She's also mad about that because my mom told the school that if they see Allie talking to me then to make her have detention. So now we pretty much avoided each other in the halls and met up secretly in the bathrooms.
Chapter 1
It all started when I first started my sophomore year. Me and my former best friends all moved to Boise at the same exact time. We called ourselves the 3 musketeers, because where ever we went or where ever we moved we always stayed together. We have been friends since 5th grade. So this would be our 5th year of being friends.
The first one was River, she was smart funny and always had my back through rough times. The second was Kyley, she was more of the one that almost every teenager can relate to and so far she's been the one who's gotten into the most trouble but we still love her.
I was really nervous because I diden't have any classes with Kyley nor River. Plus I had broken up with my boyfriend that summer and really did not want to see him at school. Me and River did ride the bus together though to one of our classes at D-tech. She had graphic design and I had zoology.
There is a girl who rode the bus with us too but we really don't like her at all. Later that day in my math class I found out she is in it too. She is more of the bad girl type who literally comes to school high every day. So one day she was really high and she was sitting there telling everyone in our math class that she was high. So at the end of the class period I went and told my teacher.
I diden't see that girl for 1 week because she got suspended. When. She came back she never knew that I was the one who told our teacher she just thought they our teacher assumed she was high and told the principle on her.
I really have no clue to how this happened but me and her kinda became friends. That's when it all went wrong though. You see River and I stopped hanging out because I was hanging out with Allie. River diden't like Allie so our relationship faded away. Kyley just did her own thing and she really diden't have to do with any of this nor did she really care.
So me and Allie started to become really close and it turned into a 24/7 friendship. We did everything together, hung before school, during break, on the bus to DTECH, in the middle of classes we would meet in the bathroom, at lunch, after school, and evan on the weekand or at school events.
Until one day we met in the bathroom and I asked her something that started toward the downfall of me. This question is pretty much the reason why I have to leave to online school. I know now I will never make the same mistake again......
To be continued.......
