Like the Rose's withered away when they were malnourished, slowly she faded the same way, losing her color slowly and curling into a lifeless ball before falling, helpless and hopeless. Noone could bring Estella back to life. She was a disgrace to the Esteban family and noone could change that.
Estella had a rough childhood she didn't believe anyone could restore her lost happiness, but she had hope, enough hope to keep her going. So, she made a choice to get up and do something with her life. Yes, Rose's lose color, crumble and fall, but Estella wasn't just a rose. She lost her color, crumbled, fell and got up. But she wasn't going to let anyone in, she had her guard up and her wall's weren't falling. Noone could push them down anyway. All she wanted was a future and nothing more.
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