Judgmental
It's hard trying to be myself in this judgmental world. Is it really that hard to accept someone just because they have attractions to anyone or someone like them? People always say, " Oh, your going straight to hell," as if we did anything to you! All of these thoughts just run around in my head and it's making me question myself. That's why i've just accepted that I could like both genders.
Why do people feel so uncomfortable? Is it because humanity just happens not to like change because they're afraid of the horrific outcome that may happen? Maybe instead of not accepting change we should just face it in a way that makes everyone comfortable. So, please tell me exactly what we did to you? Is it strange of seeing people with the same gender kiss each other out in public? Let me ask you this question. Have you ever had a love-love feeling for the same gender? If you haven't then you wouldn't know how happy a person can make you feel. You wouldn't know about what goes through our mind being judged by every move we make just because of love!
That's why i've decided to keep this secret to myself. I honestly can't help who I love and I have felt this for quite a while now. I don't think I am or would be ready to tell me parents ever. What would they think of me? I think that the best thing is to stay in the closet. Or at least that's what I thought before I met them. I'm Aly or A and this is my story.
