Being a Christian is hard work but you have to obey what God says in my heart, we have to love him even though I don't believe in love (I know). The reason I don't believe in love because it doesn't feel real for me and I don't know how it feels to know if you are in love or not.
I never had a boyfriend, never in my life (Why should I?) But boys are in love with me but at the end they reject me for what I asked them.
"Why are you in love with me?
I don't know what they are feeling because I can't see if they're in love because it's difficult to tell, yes I know what you are thinking. (You got problems)
My parents told me about love and the first day they met but I interrupted them by asking how?, why?, when?, my parents felt bad for me because I didn't know anything about love or don't know anything about sex either. (I'm not a human)
Now, in present my parents are dead. How did they died? They sacrifice themselves to save me because they told me I was the special one. I didn't know what that meant so I had to run away and look for a safe place and find help but at the end I met two boys that helped me and took care of me.
Their names are...
Dean and Sam Winchester.