Chapter 1
Bella Black
I hate being from a rich family because you always have to look your best. Now I don't mind looking my best but I hate wearing dresses all the damn time and everything has to be perfect and if it's not then I'll never hear the fucking ending of it.
I cuss, I'm ok pretty but not sexy pretty if that makes sense. I have curves in all the right places. I'm a little heavy and my family has done everything to make me skinny like the rest of them.
I have a best friend and she is skinny but she never makes me feel bad about myself just my family except my grandma she is the best. My grandma Lilly always tells me to love myself for me and no one else. I wish it was easy.
My best friend is Melanie Gold and have been besty's since baby's. I would be lost with out her. She has seen me at my worst and been there for all the good things. My parents also don't like her because she doesn't come from a rich family.
I have alot of money in a different bank account then my parents because if anything happens and they cut me off then they will have full range of my money. So, I moved my money into the same bank my grandma has and she is who I put that has range on my money.
I also have a job which is another income I have. My grandma love Melanie like she is her granddaughter and I love that. My grandma has a great big heart, she is my rock and supporter and I am her rock and supporter. She also told me that on my 17th birthday she is going to get me a car and nothing fancy which is fine by me.
I am not close to any one in my family but my grandma. When my family goes out to places together they don't take me because my parents have told me that I am a embarrassment to them because I'm a little heavier than they are.
My parents told me yesterday that they have sent up a married for me to a man they think will be great for me. O hell no I told them and left the house. So, I've been at my grandma's house since then.
Bella
Grandma, why can't I just live with you?
Gma says "cause sweetheart your parents will have my head."
I don't want to live their grandma they are gonna marry me off at 21. I don't want that I want to find the one that I fall in love with and that will be my forever just like grandpa was to you.
Gma says "baby, that's not for everyone."
Yea, I know cause fat people don't find love cause no one could love a fat me. It's ok grandma I don't expect to find love.
I got up and walk away. I went to my room. I left my phone on the bed. I heard a ding.
Melanie: girl, want to go to a party to night?
Me: not sure even if I did I have nothing to wear.
Melanie: girl, fuck that we are going and you are going to get laid or fuck your brains out cause you need it.
Me: what time?
Melanie: love you lots sister pick you up at grams at 8:30.
Me: alright see you then.
Zack
Hey, Nathan what's up man?
Nathan says "just wondering what my best friend is up to today?
Man, I'm just chilling you know I have to work tomorrow with Danny at the shop at 7.
Nathan says " well Peggie is throw a party tonight and I'm going so I want my best friend to be there too."
You want to go because you want to see if Melanie Gold is gonna be there since you have had this great big crush on her since I can remember. Sure we can go hey maybe you can ask her to be your girlfriend finally.
Later that night
Nathan and I got to the party at 9:30.
Once we pulled up and got out to walk around the house to the back yard. We met with a group of our friends. While I'm talking to Seth about the shop someone starts hitting me. I turn to look and it's Nathan that's hitting me.
Nathan says "look there is Melanie and her friend she talks about."
Everything else he said went out the window. Damn, that friend of Melanie's is hot as hell. Her red hair goes to the middle of her back, the black shiny dress she is wearing comes down to mid thigh thigh still sexy as hell. I wonder why I have never seen her here before? Man, I got to know this chick. Then she turned sideways and holey fuck she is sexy as sexy can be and I want her to be mine for good.
