Prologue
Bright. Bright flashing lights were all I can see. flashing lights of the clear blue, yellow, red, and purple.
But during that moment, I was in a state of disbelief and fear. I tried to look around.
There were people dancing, smiling, crying, and overall having a good time. But not me, I was the one not having a good time. Right now, I feel like I wanted to rip my intestines out.
The thought of people being happy makes me sick. Our world is dying, and nobody is giving a shit.
People who don't care at all and are oblivious to a problem they can't control. When I looked around the ballroom. I looked up to see a dark figure trying to reach out to me. A sudden fear roused up in me.
Why did they look like that? Is it all in my head? Is my mind playing tricks on me?
So, I run away from the dark yet colorfully lit ballroom and outside to the bright patio. My vision is blurry, black and white is all I could see during that significant moment.
I felt as color has been taken away from my eyes. But for all the things that have happened, including the deaths of my past friends. I didn’t care anymore.
The dark figures are running towards me and yell something out to me. So, I yelled something to all of them back and said, “She is dead! They are all dead! You all are the TRUE monsters in this world!” with that I walk back towards the clear chlorine pool.
I smiled as tears fell on my face as I said, “Goodbye you heathens and let the world know that we poison our young ones and created a new society for the wicked.”
and fell in the pool. Drowning my self and my feelings. But without knowing, I was taking myself lower and lower to the abyss and with that my sanity.
