Intro
Question.? " Have you ever hit rock bottom in your life"? Lost everything you worked for ? Cryed at night knowing your tears could change nothing? Or do you even know what rock bottom is? Well I do . Growing up in poverty you tend to see alot of rock bottoms , miss fortunes and things that could of been. Not to mention the lost lives and other things that people usually tend not to speak about. As if its normalized . But then again if you saw a killing everyday it would be normal to you to right ?
But back to the question. "Have you ever hit rock bottom in your life ?" Let me explain , rock bottom is being at the lowest point in your life that you ever been before. Whether its losing a loved one , a bad break up or not having a single dollar to your name . Rock bottom is crying yourself to sleep without an ounce of hope in your body. Feeling as if the world and the lord himself has both turned their back on you . Rock bottom is thinking that your better off dead than alive. Having your heart ripped out of your chest and stomped on , on the ground. Having no one to call on but yourself. And i say all of that to ask you again . " Have you ever really hit rock bottom in your life "?
Although were im from people tend to not speak on things that they are going through. But in some way they're either tramatized hurt or abandoned. Tramatized by seeing someone they grew up with or known to love be killed or pass away . Hurt by feelings betrayed by someone they were close to or leaving someone they truly loved . Abandoned by feeling left out in the cold or pushed away by their parents or loved ones. Which in my opinion causes more hurt. And that hurt causes good people not to be so good anymore. It makes you heartless , selfish, and greedy . Some people might say its good to be like this. Cause someone else who is going through the same pain as you could see you with a good heart and take advantage of you the second you show any love or remorse . This causes you who is used to having a heart full of love to be as cold hearted selfish and greedy as them . And the cycle just keeps going on and on and on But thats just the way it is.
Some people deal with depression more than anger. Or mabe even both . Such as depressed hurt people tend to resort to harming themselves , becoming suicidal and sad alot. These people usually like to isolate themselves and be alone. Angery hurt people tend to hurt other people. Theses people tend to resort to hatred ,crime and other things that help them release anger. Than there are those who hide their hurt. These people tend to bury their emotions and how they feel going on day to day like nothing is wrong. But thats just the way it is!
