A prayer for my grandchildren

Jesus says it's time to die

After I was born I was born to Connie and Clifton Skylar they brought me home 3 or 4 weeks later I had my whole family looking at me looking at me new baby’s always get attention my 1st year of my life my mom was there I don’t really remember anything of course because it’s too early but by the age of 3 I can remember a lot of things and what I remember my life is about to be put to the test a test of survival I'm going to see through the eyes of a schizophrenic ma I call Jesus my world between the real world and my fathers

my dad when he started to get sick was what when I was around 3 years old I’ll say three to be exact he started showing signs of sickness when I was probably 3 years old and my mom she was in denial she did want to believe it she just wanted to see everything normal but he wasn’t normal far from normal he started off with hearing voices and these voices would tell him things like negative things like one night I was asleep and I woke up out of the middle of the night and I said Daddy my dad was at the stove what are you doing Daddy he told me he looked at me with a blank look in his face I am Jesus Christ the disciple and you guys have to die and I was like what why what did we do I was so little I didn’t know I ran and got my mom I said dad he’s doing something to the stove and she came out and she seen him he was turning on the gas to leave the gas on so that he could kill us basically so at the age of 3 years old I do not know how I 1975 my dad started getting sicker my mom was always leave me with him so I was raised Through The Eyes of him and he had schizophrenia his world wasn’t reality either was mine.