Untouchable

Some day I also had mom, whom I had loved more than anyone else. I had been more attached to mom. I still remember that I am complaining to mom about dad beating and scolding me. I can still visiualise her warm hug and loving kiss on my right cheek.Hee voice are still running through my mind. Till class seven I had been asking money, luxury from mom because I loved my mom more than anyone else.

Yes I know you also did or do in same way. I still remember that I am asked no her date of birth, when I was in grade four and sharing my future dreams and hope of which I will be giving her my first earned wages gift in my life.

But........

It was unfortunate for me that I had lost all my hopes and promises. I had even promised that I will be engineer in my future and make her one of most happiest mom. When I think about my past, blood of tears falls from my eyes, untold stories flows to my mind. I missed my days which I had spend with my mom.

When some one else hug there mom, I feel that I am alone and I miss her warm wide hug. When some one else kiss their mom, I feel that I am dead alive, I miss her kind caring kiss.

I had cared my mom, when she felts sick she tends to hide from me but my tears falls without my knowledge. Isn't that I loved her? When I felt sick she spend whole night without closing her eye, she tried to create joke to see my smiling face which every parents feel safe. Isn't that she loved me?

Darker parts of my day had started from 2015 when I admitted border student at grade seven.

It was between 4pm to 5pm somebody asked me about my parents. I said everything is fine with them. But that person.....immediately another boy said that my parents got divorced.

Image of my mom created to my mind she was crying and crawling on the floor. Some time she is even harming herself. From my eyes river of tears felt down, I tried many ways to go home but I didn't because mid-examination was not so far than seven days.

I did exam in worse, day by day I had been dying because of parent's divorce. Finally I did my final exam and I directly went to home. When I reached home it was quite late, my mom was in uncondition and I had seen tears had drawn-out on her cheek. She had even decided to leave home.

I tried to be strong and stronger and I said,"what happened "? "please mom, don't cry. " her last drop of tears roll out and said,"now, I am not your mom. " I tried not to be weak and tired to console her about my present but I couldn't. My tears falls like a rain falls.

This is not the end...

Let me share some days.

-Black Panther.