Chapter 1
I'm gonna apologize ahead of time for whatever your rection to this book is. I have no clue how to even properly start it off. In fact, I had began to write this a while ago but lost track of time, but with so much heticness and it sat as a file in my computer growing digital dust. These past several months have been so crazy I sometimes need a molment to process every weird turn around. Things can get headspinning from the birth of my (2rd) cousin, not seeng and meeting new people of which 1/2 their names I forgot, my father's cancer news and him being free of it a month later, to me being diagnosed with 4 disapionting disesases and tons of medications and doctor appointments and so much more that wrapped it's fingers in the middle of things. I'm not hiding the fact that this is a complicated story. Somethings may be sad, somethings you'll be passed out from laughing and some you might even be both. At one point you might even have a look indicating my weirdness. It's rare that outside of my family and other close people that I present my point of view. Lot's of people would found this unexpected to read the real other side of me. So, I'm gonna go for it
