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I think I finally understand that you guys will always have a 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 that 𝘄𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲.

She will always be 𝗱𝗿𝗮𝘄𝗻 to you and you will always be 𝗱𝗿𝗮𝘄𝗻 to 𝗵𝗲𝗿.

When I’m not available you go to 𝗵𝗲𝗿.

When I hang up you immediately call 𝗵𝗲𝗿.

When I’m boring you add 𝗵𝗲𝗿 to the call.

When I don’t wanna play a game you tell 𝗵𝗲𝗿 to play with you instead.

𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗴𝗼 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗲𝗿.

You go to 𝗵𝗲𝗿 to try and solve your problems even though 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗯𝗹𝗲𝗺.

She will always call you and ask for you but she won’t do the same for me. 𝗦𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝗲.

She even chose you to be in her threesome group, she knows we are together but 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀𝗻’𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽, she doesn’t even have any respect for 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽.

I know that 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗿𝗮𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀, I know that she misses 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 when she pleased, I know she misses 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗼 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲, I know she misses the 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗶𝗹𝗹 she got every time she 𝘀𝗻𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝘂𝘁 to go to you or when 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗻𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝘂𝘁 to go to 𝗵𝗲𝗿.

She misses doing 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂.

You were like 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗱𝘂𝗺𝗺𝘆 that she could 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗹, and what sucks is that 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝗿𝗲.

Now there’s 𝗯𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀 and 𝗿𝘂𝗹𝗲𝘀 that 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸 and sometimes 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗯𝗮𝗹𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘁𝗼𝗼.

I can’t give you what you want and what you crave but I know she can, I mean 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 what’s the 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 now.

Oh wait 𝗶𝘁’𝘀 𝗺𝗲,im the 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲.

I feel like the 𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗲 that 𝗳𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗹𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗿𝗼𝗮𝗱 and is 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗽𝗮𝗮𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴.

I’m 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗲𝗿 from 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂.

I know 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝘆 to get past me, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 might even 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗽 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆.

She will try to get past me 𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗰𝗼𝘀𝘁.

I feel like 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 for thinking about this because you told me “this 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 is built off 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁” and 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁 and believe you won’t 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁 𝗺𝗲... I want to 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁 that 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗻’𝘁 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁 𝗺𝗲 but I have this 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 in my 𝗴𝘂𝘁 and a 𝘃𝗼𝗶𝗰𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱 that is 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 and 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 just in case it does happen.

I really don’t want for it to happen , 𝗜 𝗰𝗿𝘆 at the thought of it. If it were to happen I would be a 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝘀𝘀, It would ruin me.

As I write this you still haven’t 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗽𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝘆 𝘁𝗲𝘅𝘁 because you are currently 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝗴𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗵𝗲𝗿 but I’ll sit here and wait 𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁.