i told You
i wanted to be a scientist.
i wanted to do alzheimers research.
and i thought i did.
(i thought)
and now that i dont,
and am realizing what makes me happy,
You do not approve.
(and now i doubt myself every day)
and i dont know what to do,
because i want to appease you,
but i want to be me.
(and me is not who You want me to be)








