CHAPTER one (the end)
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
It's anyone trying to find me want somebody come take me home
It's a danm cold night trying to figure out this life won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I don't know who you are but I'm with you.
Cali’ Pov
I'm sitting across from my family at the dinner table, my two beautiful children Travis my five year old and Calvin my three year old. Both whipping away at the dinner that I had prepared, my dear husband Tevin who now and again glances at his phone, we have been together since high school got married and pregnant right out of high school, he went to college fulfill his dream blah blah became a millionaire.
we've had our rough patch but I forgave him and we moved on. I on the other hand had to raise tevin for the most part on my own never went to college until he was in kindergarten which was hard might I add but being determined and strong willed as I am I pulled through and now I'm also a celebrity, can't say I'm not proud of myself well I'm the only one because my beautiful faithful caring husband doesn't seem to see all the work I put into our life and relationship and frankly he doesn't seem to care, we weren't always this distant yeah we were once loving couples that everyone adored but ever since tevin went to college and cheated he changed and it got worse after I had Calvin, we just became business partners and that's it.
Who would have thought that this would be my life my parents would be disappointed if only they were still alive to see me, one would think that our lives are easy and perfect but they couldn't be more wrong at least that's what the world thinks.
I'm starting to think that it's time for a change I've been thinking of filling for divorce but I remember bringing it up to Tevin a little after Calvin's second birthday but he begged me not to ruin our image and promised to be a better husband, he tried I give him that but after a year it all went back where it started, I used to think that it was because of me maybe I'm not pretty enough or sexy enough but I gave up on that when I realized that I wasn't the problem. As I sat there looking at them I decided to get to bed early because I had a photo shoot in the morning.
"Well hon can you get the boys ready for bed tonight I'm feeling a bit tired,I'm gonna turn in " i said looking at him not hearing a word I said.
(Three minutes passed)
"Tevin, Tevin !! Are you even listening to me !!!?" I semi yelled.
"Yea babe the boys yea I heard you no need to shout " he said still looking at his phone.
Scoffing I waved him off Clearing the table while putting the dishes in the dishwasher, I then went back to get the boys knowing he wasn't going to do anything, he wasn't a bad father but I wished he was more involved in his children lives especially Travis who really needs his attention now. I sighed picking up Calvin who had fallen asleep, looking at him he looked like his dad with his grey eyes dark brown hair with caramel skin he was my little angel they were my safe haven.
After putting the boys to bed doing our night routine, I went into my room went through my closet picking up my silky mid thigh Lingerie trying my luck for the millionth time, Tevin haven't touched me in months and I'm becoming sexually frustrated. I laid in bed waiting for Tevin to get to bed, hours passed I called it a loss and went to sleep, midway through my sleep tevin burst through the doors going towards his closet taking out a suit with some clothes and a bag.
" I was waiting for you, why are you taking out clothes where you going" I asked while getting out of bed.
He notices what I was wearing and quickly pulled back from my grasp,
"Babe I really don't have time for this, I really have to get to the office there's a problem that I have to fix this instant" he said taking up his keys dashing through the door not waiting for my response.
'I guess I'm gonna have to help myself again tonight, thanks a lot husband ' i thought to myself.
After feeling satisfied I washed up and went to bed alone like I've been doing most of my nights.
Tevin
"So where should we meet our usual" I asked feeling anxious and adrenaline flowing through my body.
"Yes and come prepared I'm waiting don't be late"
After reading the final message I ran to my room seeing Cali asleep, I was trying not to wake her but to my luck she did; I glanced at her knowing what she wanted from the look in her eyes and quickly stepped back from her; she is just not what I want right now even though I know i haven't been intimate with her for months now but she just doesn't excite me anymore.
After telling her that there was an emergency at the office I rushed out the door heading to the garage hopping in my bmw (2018 my baby) and took off to where I've been going most nights and frankly I'm loving it.
Well well well drama already
What do y'all think of the first chapter?
Do y'all wanna know what happens next?
What you think Tevin is hiding?
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