Chapter 1
I don’t know what you all going through right now. I am laying on bed and thinking about something It’s been a while. I haven’t wrote anything I didn’t feel to write because there was something missing from my life i felt this during quarantine i came across a conclusion that we always assume what we wanted didn’t get it i know wait i’ll explain you.
Why do we always think that if something bad or good happens it does for a good reason Why ? every thought about it ? No right let me tell you coz we as a human being we have this loaf inside us that whatever is happening in our life god is responsible for it we never looked on ourselves we do always blame god for this without thinking about that we choose it whatever is happening in our life we are responsible for our actions no one else not even god .
He had made us best creation on this planet we have propensity to take the best decision for our kind there were many people who are best examples of this but what we did is either we know neither god.
We make good and bad decisions sometimes we all do right? when it’s comes to good ones we believed that it was because of us but when it comes to bad ones we blamed god or someone else .
We make good and bad decisions sometimes we all do right? when it’s comes to good ones we believed that it was because of us but when it comes to bad ones we blamed god or someone else .
Why we do this is this how best creation of this planet are suppose to do ?
We all heard that ones that our actions are responsible for which kind of person we are .
How am I supposed to believe this coz when i see this world I don’t feel this is right coz i have seen people with bad attitudes end up doing good things and vice versa of it can you tell me how to differentiate this ? Who is bad one and who is good one !
We all heard that ones that our actions are responsible for which kind of person we are .
How am I supposed to believe this coz when i see this world I don’t feel this is right coz i have seen people with bad attitudes end up doing good things and vice versa of it can you tell me how to differentiate this ? Who is bad one and who is good one !
I may have done wrong things in my life i did something purposely most of time it was unwittingly i do realize it was all my decision.
Firstly I thought it was someone’s else but when I thought about it deeply i was the responsible person i felt like i am guilty for it why coz i knew since day one that if something happened it I’ll coz of me and i was not ready for it i tried to accept it but I can’t it took me a while to accept now when i do i feel like i am more relax i feel more myself rather then someone else i do realize no matter how much good I’ll do for someone they I’ll end up hurting us in very miserable conditions were you can’t even blame them we end up blaming ourselves for whatever happened .
How we supposed to forget about all good things which we have done for them how we are supposed to forget how real we felt when they we’re around you how the fck you are supposed to forget how special they we’re for you can we do that at someplace we all forget what all happened but a single glance of that situation reminds you of everything happened to you.
We all try not to think about that one particular situation that made us what we are today.
We don’t wanted to end up being evil for anyone but we all know we can’t be always in good diaries. Someone has to be in bad ones too right. Something when things are falling apart they may actually falling into place.
It’s our mind which do things and blame others as we all know that there are two parts of our brain conscious and subconscious which are responsible for our actions
This subconscious has a power which we can’t even imagine he knows things which we hide from ourselves our deepest secrets everything and this responsible for our bad actions we all have secrets we do love to keep secrets but sometimes this things only ruined us from inside.
The secrets which helps us to become perfect for others make us imperfect in the search of imaginary world we forget that we actually live in the world where we have to deals our shits but our own that’s were our conscious comes in it helps us to take right decision it helps us to become what we really are we should be more focus on ourselves rather then thinking what we can be for others.
We thought this make us right person but we are wrong we all afraid of loosing someone or something we are afraid that if they are not with you then uh won’t be yourself anymore but the truth is it’s us only who act In front of them our subconscious helps us to become perfect for the person whom we never wanted to loose but the truth some where we all imagine how our life would be without them is it gonna be same or it gonna impact something on you.
We hold a power in our brain to make anything possible sometimes we don’t use that coz we are afraid that if we become what actually we’re them nobody would love you nobody would talk to you but let me tell you something this weirdness only makes us different from other from which we should be proud rather then feeling embarrassed.
