My first day at school
"I can do this" I looked at the gate of my new school, and I knew that a new life was about to begin.After loosing my parents and little brother to a very terrible accident last year, I had to move in with my grandma who has been the one encouraging me everyday and telling me not to give up on this evil world. Now I had to change my school and start my life all over again. My mind and head has been a mess since last year and I didn't even have the time to worry about my first day of school, but standing here right now has made me nervous, what was my first day going to be like
It's better you walk through that gate now, you're wasting so much time and you don't want to be late on your first day.. my subconscious stated
"Alright let's get this over with" I breath in and out ....and slowly walked into my new school. ......wow....this was bigger than my old school, there was a parking lot beside the gate and I could see students getting down from their parents car, while some drove themselves to school, I should have brought my car to school but I didn't want to look like a 'show off' on my first day of school but seeing this students in cars made me feel a little intimated.
As I moved closer to the large building,brown and ash in colour with a bold sign ' bixlar high school' hanging on the top, one could see it from a far distance, some students chatting in small groups, everyone looked so ready for a new day and thankfully no one really paid attention to me, climbing the few stairs and walking into the building which was wider than I imagined it, after wandering for minutes I found myself in the locker area, I wanted to find the principal's office to complete my registration but I didn't think I was going to achieve that without asking for help, after looking around I saw a guy who was busy with his phone "hi..can you please direct me to the principal's office?" I sounded as polite as possible, but this guy only raised his eyes to look at me and continued with his phone, huh "umm excuse me I said can you please direct me to the principal's office?" I repeated softly "don't you understand the word "ignore" I'm ignoring you, so you better get lost before I get angry, who do you think you are to confront me?" he said raising his voice and looking at me with disgust.
That really got me annoyed, how could he be so rude "I don't see anything wrong in seeking directions from you, and who do you think you are to speak so rudely to me, just a simple question and you're barking so loudly" I wasn't going to let this go easily, who does he thinks he is
Hey you don't want to get in trouble on your first day of school. ..my subconscious stated " what.....did you just compare me to a dog, do you have an idea who you're talking to" he raised his voice louder which was already attracting a few attention "I don't give a f*ck about who you are, all I know is you should learn to fix your manners" this guy is so annoying and rude
"Hey look if you don't shut your mouth this instance and get lost, I'll get you thrown out of this school" he said those words so boldly like he was the one in control of this school "and who exactly are you?, huh..you son of a bitch" I fired
Girl.. you're gonna get in trouble, just ignore him and leave..my subconscious
He was about to me give another shot when a few people intervened " Hey bro chill, you're creating a scene" one of the guys reasoned wrapping his arm on his shoulder to calm him down "can you imagine this bitch talking back at me" he spited "don't you dare call me a bitch" I warned "Oh right, your mother should be called a bitch for raising a nuisance" what!! Did he just call my mother a bitch! How dare him, that flipped a switch in my brain, how could he insult that sensitive part, I glared at him, I could feel rage, it was growing in me and I felt I would soon burst, just then there was a very strong wind which came from nowhere, I was feeling the energy and kept on glaring at him, the wind grew stronger until one of the windows burst and went in different directions.
I jerked a little
Why did the window burst, was it me?
Definitely not........right?
Just then the rage left me, and the wind stopped
Good girl, now dont say anything else and leave peacefully...my subconscious adviced
Everyone seems distracted with what happened so I took it as an opportunity and left..
Now I'm going to find the principal's office alone, and don't you dare ask anyone again........ I warned myself as my mum's memory flashed through my head and swallowed the tears forming in my eyes
Such a bastard!!
