Chapter 1
I walk outside and the clouds are nuances of black and grey.
I wish that there was sunshine.
Maybe later on the day.
It's beginning to rain, the heaven is crying his heavenly thears.
It's getting stormy now, and it's also stormy in my heart.
You are so unpredictable, just like the weather.
You have so many different moods.
What do you exactly wanted, my love?
Are you satisfied with me, or do you are longing for
someone else in your life. I don't know what I must think now.
I hope that we find solutions for the problems that we have.
You seem so restless, what do you want in your life. In the earlier days you set me on a pedestal, I was everything for you. You have not much attention for me now. And I don't going to beg for it.
I want to talk about it. If you still love me, just as in the earlier days. My love for you is never gone. I always loved you and always will. The storm is heavy today. But it refreshed my mind. And now he dissapears. The rain has stopped now, and I see a little glimp of the sun, who is trying to break trough the clouds, and I feel something inside of me. I feel a little hope, that everything is going to be allright. The sun can do it, can change your mood.
I hope that we are finding some answers together, I
