Chapter 1
Present...
I sat at my desk too scared to open the letter that was a adressed to me. There was something different about him, he was exciting and different, each time he would talk I was attracted to him. I wasn't supposed to fall in love with my fake boyfriend but I couldn't help my self. It was the most real thing I've ever felt in my entire life. He made me feel different somehow, different and dark.
It's easy to fall in love but it's so hard to come out of it heartbroken. What seemed like a good idea turned into a nightmare. Me and him we had to let each other go, maybe one day we'll findeach other again.
He Hurt me, and lied but I'm out on the edge and I feel like I'm ready to jump off and all my worries will eventually fade.
It was onlya few weeks ago that everything felt so real, like nothing could go wrong. But now he's gone away and I've tried turning a new page but it's just not the same.
I'm wide awake but I can't feel a thing. Where do I go from here? I learned to live by him but now I'm on my own.
People can do things they don't understand at the time and relise too late it was a mistake.
I open the letter with shaking hands knowing it's from him and every bone and nerve in my body is shaking. My eyes fill with fresh tears as I unfold the paper and begin to read the words that would change my life forever...
