Chapter 1 Blinded
Ever Loved someone who is addicted?
Let me tell you its definitely a rollercoaster!
What if I told you, I was blinded by addiction.
Its 100% true ! You're probably asking yourself what does she mean? " Blinded by addiction ", do you mean you ran into it and started using?? The answer is No actually. I mean, I fallen in love with a man. who I couldn't tell was even getting high.
You're probably thinking ,"how?" And I all I can say is I have never truly been around it. I've heard a lot of people say," Love is blind". I do agree love has played some factors. But, how is it that I seriously couldn't tell. Am I blind? Or is my judgment severely poor?
What if I told you he has introduced me to the purest love. That I honestly have ever experienced. It's like our souls have loved each other before and are finally reunited. What makes it worse is the fact that I cant even think of him as this poorly used term ," addict." It just hurts to even think that way you know? and I'm so deeply attracted to him its beyond words.
He found me and as much as I want to tell you in some romantic way. I more or less was just some late night entertainment. If you catch my drift....😜and to be honest neither of us had any clue what we were getting into! Mmmm... oh the memories 😍.
This man is tall, tattoos one on his neck that resembles the band he loves so much. He has that emo vibe but managed to pull it off with that 30 year old with a banging dad bod🤪😍. Hes a looker not gonna lie. Myself on the other hand a bar fly seeking some attention. He definitely swept me off my feet the first time I ever met him.
What drew me in was not only his striking appearance but, his politeness and work ethic he is a chef and he was working 60+ a week. He has this sense of calmness to his and he was just so down to earth! I would NEVER suspect that he was a user. When I'm with him it's like my body goes numb and then everything is so warm and all my senses are intensified by 1000 %
