Chapter one: The boring new world around me.
It was my first day on school. I am new here in this town, this school is new for me, everything around me is new. I was from a small community, now it is comparitively large. I was scared, scared of everything.
I see strange faces looking at me as I walk through the corridor to my new classroom which I am yet to find. My confidence level is zero that I hesitate even to ask directions to the students there. By the time I enter, the classroom is almost full and there is no space besides the last row, so I just sat there. The teacher is taking attendence and I sit there quietly, time passes by as I stare at her talking not paying attention.
After she leaves I hear two people in unison saying "Hi".
They could be my friends, I did not want to mess up my life by choosing wrong ones, after all I been through. So I just think and look at them for a few seconds, one is dark rich in complextion with a brown eyes and long hair and the other she was the one with short hair and grey eyes, I can clearly see they knew each other from before.
After a few seconds I say "Hi". It was a formal one. And a really small talk until the next teacher enters.
So it is already break time now, going out will be the last thing I want to do right now. So I just sit there in class, I can see no girl is talking to a guy which was kind of new for me, later I came to know that it was one of the school rules.
I was waiting for the day to end the whole time. At last the final bell goes off and everybody is leaving. I walked to my van alone and I just sat in my van emmersed in my own thoughts.
I reach home, got freshen up and slipped into my pyjamas. As I was scanning through the fridge looking for something to eat, I hear
"How was school today?".
I turn and it was my sister Rebecca. I answer with a least bit of amusement "It was fine".
As I grab an apple I just move to my room, under my sheets already with netflix on. Time passes, I was watching Kissing Booth and when Noah kisses Joey, my thoughts drift away to the guy my heart belongs to. Yeah, I wasn't so innocent afterall, I had a boyfriend. He is from my old place, my parents came to know about my this, they didn't want me to be with him, so they moved me here. They did look after that I do not communicate with him. So it is kind of complicated. He loves me and I love him yet fate decides to distance us, but we decided not to break up. I long to talk to him and he will be too I guess. I think about the sweet moments with him which me smile sheepishly at the same time leaves my heart weigh a ton. With all these thoughts crawl up to sleep.
