Secret Feelings
Below a sky as a blue ocean, there's a concrete road and buses traveling on it,
To go to my hometown which is far a bit.
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Familiar voices calling, 'MAHAVIR' my name,
But I miserably fail to send signals to my brain.
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Because....
Because, the image I am watching disappears and Now I sees an empty wall,
I let those salty droplets fall..
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When I realize, what I've seen,
It made my heart broken as it was just a Deja Vu dream.
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Lying on a bed is like an icy snow,
Remembering about non-existing people feels like a reality show.
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Feeling tiredness and numbness,
I close my eyes to relax but sees only darkness.
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Because....
Because, I wasn't a loser, but my body gave up after living so long,
Even in the heaven, I can still hear my family singing a ritual song.
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My ashes are only left;
On which later God will take control,
But my love will never end for all...
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"Because, the image I am watching disappears and now I see an empty..."
"When I realize, what I've seen, It broke my heart like a Deja Vu dream."
The above comment is a suggestion. I tried to balance out the stanzas as much as could.....