I thought you loved me.
I thought you loved me,
That I was the one who calmed your soul,
All the past pain would be long forgotten,
But instead,
Your heart was cold.
Affection turned into violence,
Making love became a force,
I begged for a soul to save me,
And then I realized I was on my own.
No one could stop the evil,
I couldn't bring myself to walk away,
Continued to fight your demons,
Until mine became overwhelming,
My life I no longer wanted,
You had told me it was worthless,
I believed you.
I survived my attempted suicide,
And still your reign consumed me,
Obsessed with being perfect for you,
Focused on saving you,
Instead of myself,
My mind so warped I thought I could,
But you sucked out any light that was left,
Leaving behind my broken soul,
A soul who only wanted to love you,
Love you and be worthy of yours.
