Chapter 1 - I Suck so Bad
Bailey’s POV
I have not slept in three days. I just can’t, not physically, mentally. my brain is going 200 mp/h. Don’t get me wrong I want to sleep. I am so freaking tired but I can’t. Why is my brain going to explode from thoughts? Well, it’s the same reason my stomach feels like it’s going to have a nervous baby.
Going through the events of three days ago. Well more like ‘event’. And not to forget, the events that came after. I feel sicker just thinking about it. Ugh.
When I sit up I can see myself in the floor-length mirror on the wardrobe. I look dead. I'm finally skinny from not eating for so long (longer than I haven't slept) but now Jade's t-shirt looks like a baggy pillowcase hanging on my shoulders. Too skinny. My cheek and collarbones are sticking out and make me look like one of those sick kids on TV. My eyes are sunken in and have dark bags hanging under them.
I look so small.
Small.
'This is my small friend' that's what Jade called me.
Before.
I suck so bad.
Let me start from the beginning.