The patient of the black parade

“ the cancer has spread all over your body.” The doctor said. “What” I said. As I’m in shock the doctor showed me the x ray of my body and points around my lower body and says the cancer cells are taking over my liver and soon spreading around the other organs.

“Well is their any treatments to the cell division-

“ sir there are no treatments, not even any experimental drugs people are looking for. You need to come to terms that this is the end”.

As I’m looking around my I know it’s only a matter of time before my entire body is nothing but decayed.

As i left the hospital knowing I only have a few weeks until I die I realized that what happens when I die. “ I guess this is the end of me” I thought, but how can i comeback. What must I do. After the war I’ve been going down in a painful life, “ why me what did I do to deserve this pain.” I said while preparing to get home.

1 week later the doctor said to start checking in the hospital bed so that the nurses can monitor me, it was scary I’ve never knew I’d end up here. I stare at the bed knowing it’s the bed I’ll stay in for the rest of my miserable life.

“ this will help us keep you alive for a bit longer, I’m sorry we did everything we could but this is a advanced stage in cancer. The doctor said that the shortest is 2 weeks and the longest is a month, but their unsure as the cancer can kill me at anytime. Even now on my death bed I see myself just a tool in society as I fought in a war with a lost cause and now after living out my usefulness they throw aside and let me rot and die.

I only want to know when will this be the end. I feel my death is nothing to me and others.