Was holding my breath, heart in my throat

"That was so good and I was nearly choking on tears by the end when Nat returned, I honestly thought he'd die. Poor Clint, and Nat too of course. "Aw, Clint, no." Was seriously going through my head when he was trying to get away from the bad guys to get the box, not himself, to SHIELD. Also, while reading this I was listening to celtic music on Spotify and suddenly a really sad sounding song came on, I lost all hope against not crying at that moment."