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Am lost in this paradox
My mind so closed like am in a box
The beeping sound
My heart throbbing
At the sound of a gun being cocked
My hands in my mouth i cant let out a whimper
Am already broken but cant let him be the winner
I have to fight
I can take a flight
Inside me i dont know what am feeling
Hoping he will get tired if looking and leave
I know him ges neither stupid nor naive
Am a lose end
He knows my life he must end
I would do the same i dont blame him
But in this case
Im the one infront of the trigger
He's gonna fire that gun at me like its a thriller
My last thoughts
