𝕬𝖉𝖔𝖗𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝕻𝖔𝖊𝖙𝖘

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Summary

This book contains some of the most hectic parts of my life. It ranges from being put into mental hospitals and a suicidal plan, to figuring out my sexuality and how I identify myself. A variety of poems explain how my depression started, and where it was rooted from. On the other side of the spectrum, I talk about compassion, which was inspired by past relationships. So many different genres, so little reading.

Genre
Poetry/Drama
Author
cherus
Status
Ongoing
Chapters
5
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

𝕻𝖔𝖊𝖒𝖘 𝖑

𝕺𝖝𝖞𝖌𝖊𝖓 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕮𝖆𝖗𝖇𝖔𝖓

Trees are absolutely astonishing

They produce the oxygen we need, and in return, the receive the carbon dioxide they crave

The tree’s roots intertwine together

Maybe even fine another set beneath them

A set that does not belong

But a set that they urge for

That’s how I feel as I am yours


𝕲𝖚𝖎𝖉𝖊 𝕸𝖊

As we move on from some people, to some places,

Varieties astonishingly include:

The bottom of the ocean,

Grains of the sand,

Moister of the rainforest,

And the coolness of the dry ice

I want to travel with you, I want to explore you

Discover my angel

Except my angel isn’t from above

She’s an angel walking on earth

With which is here to guide me


𝕯𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒 𝖔𝖋 𝖆 𝕹𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖊

Every once in a while

I dream

I dream of a nightmare

That one day I will he left

The one person I’d die for will leave me

The excruciating pain I portrayed

Cannot be comprehended

With that pain I would not live

Not even time could repair me


𝕾𝖑𝖆𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝕴𝖓𝖓𝖔𝖈𝖊𝖓𝖙 𝕻𝖊𝖔𝖕𝖑𝖊

She is my only lover

I won’t explain what I’d do for her

For it terrifies me

I know what I’d do

Kill and murder

For one person

The one designed for me


𝕾𝖎𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖞 𝕾𝖆𝖞 𝕰𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌

She asks what I love most of her

I simply say everything

Your courteous smile

Your gorgeous-like personality

Your pure intentions

The little examples that I only see

Could cause a great triumph in the world around us


𝖀𝖘

Together we are beautiful

We are truly angelic

Hand in hand we could stop the Earth’s rotation,

With only a slight touch

The gravitational pull that forces us together

It is beyond compare


𝕹𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘

Chemistry in the head is intertwined

And water in the body rises to the surface

And down the face

With sorrow in the heart

And numbness in the bones

Keeps the person still

Feeling nothingness


𝔍𝖆𝖈𝖔𝖇

He was a pure boy that showed nothing but love for me

We were what everyone wanted, but couldn’t have

Our separate lives became difficult, and, in return, our relationship.

He got into guns and drugs

He pushed me away

He wanted to hurt me before I hurt him

Which is understandable

I received a message from him, masking himself as his mother

“He killed himself with a loaded gun”

For two weeks I believed this

I was madly in love with him

And the idea of him

He was gone

Until he came back