Chapter one
"I can't control the darkness inside of me anymore, " 0
Amelia thought as she rummages through her mind while cleaning out her room. That particle afternoon was gloomy while the rain was dripping on the window. The events of had taken place came back to her mind once an hour passed; she remembered how she was humiliated in front of the school. She wondered if she could ever trust anyone ever at the school again after what her friends did to her. She reminds herself that they're her ex-friends, Jessica and Jake Parkin were the names she would refuse to forget. The people who were supposed to be there for you and trust break your heart, because they were acting the friendship.0
"They betray my trust, broke me and humiliate in one day, " Amelia said to herself starting to cry.
Few minutes passed............
A couple of minutes passed, and Amelia reminds herself again that people so fake like that are not worth it. Then her thoughts came to a stop when she heard a knocking on the door. Just to open to her surprise it was her mother.
"Honey are you ok........?" Said her mother to her.
She asked furthermore " I heard the snifflings coming from your room, so I assumed that something was wrong."
Amelia looked at her mother and wipe the tears from her eyes and said: " well mom I had a bad day at school today."
Her mother stared at her concerned gaze then fold her arms tightly and asked quickly, " what happened at school today honey?"
Then added," I'm always here you can take to me about anything; you know right Amelia?"
Amelia looked down and then looked back up said to her mother while stuttering the words out, " w-well at school t-today J-Jessica and Jake betrayed me, also humiliated at school."
Her mother was shocked that no words came out of her mouth, and that went on for a couple of minutes until Amelia snap her mother out her thoughts.
"Mom, mom are you in there!!!! Hello mom!" She said to her mother.
Her mother snap out of her thoughts and thought Jessica and Jake would never do such a thing to her daughter.
Her mother looked up at her asked:" Are you sure it's the same Jessica and James you know since ninth grade when you transferred."
"Yes, mom I am sure that is the Jessica and Jake I am talking about, do I know any other Jessica and James?"
"No mom it's them, " she added the statement to her mother.
"What did they do to you, honey?" Her mother asked.
"Remember the day they came to visit here and hang out; you called me to get some snacks for them, " she said to her mother.
The mother replied nodding and said, " yes I remembered, " she added quickly.
Flashback
"The next day at school when it was lunchtime I was walking to the cafeteria and saw a crowd at the school's notices board laughing," Amelia said.
I went up the notice board to see what had taken place only to see Jessica and Jake with my diary in their hands. What made it worse was that they along with the school most popular girl Amanda was reading the content I wrote in there which was to keep a secret away from praying. Shocked was the only thing flow through my veins and the moment on went on like that. Few minutes passed to and I realised and feel a liquid sensation all over me; when I turned around to disappoint and despair was Jake with an empty bottle and content was on me.
Amelia looked at with broken and angered eyes and said: "how could you do this to me?"
They looked and Amanda step forward and said " why! you asked them because they never liked you, and they were never your friends."
"They just befriended you to get your diary from you and spell your secret, " she added.
Anger immediately burst the words that were said, shocked everyone: "YOU STUPID BITCH. I HATE YOU, JESSICA AND JAKE CONSIDER THIS THE END OF OUR FRIENDSHIP. AMANDA YOUR PERSONALITY IS FAKE HAS YOUR BOOBS AND FAKE, AND YOUR SUCH WHORE. I WONDER IF THEY CURE YOUR HYPOCRISY, AND TO ALL THE PEOPLE HERE LAUGHING YOU'RE NO BETTER YOU ONLY LIKE PEOPLE BECAUSE OF THEIR PERSONAL AND RICHES AND WHAT OTHER THINGS THEY HAVE THAT CAN BENEFIT YOU. YOU LOW LIVE SCUMS MAKE ME SICK, AND HOPE BURN YOU ALL BORN IN THE FIRES OF HELL. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU SAY, AND ALL OF YOU CAN FUCK YOURSELF. AND BACK YOU AMANDA YOU WALKING STD TRASH CAN SUCK ON SOMETHING SMALL AND CHOKE TO DEATH. I SAID WHAT I SAID AND MEANT PERIOD.
Every starred in shocked as their mouths were on the floor as Amelia left.
End of flashback
Her mother stared and her in shocked and laughed.
"Wow my daughter is big with words, and what did I say about no cursing?" Her mother replied.
Amelia looked at her mother and said: "I know mum, but the anger clouding my mind and the words burst out, but I didn't regret saying them."
"If you need someone to take to I'm here remember ok," her mother said.
"Ok mom I understand I can go to bed now, " she replied.
"Ok honey good night, " she kissed her daughter's cheeks and left the room.
Amelia went in the bed, turned the lights off and went to sleep.
-I dislike the writing style ,the choose of topic that does not go well with the story, spelling mistakes, sentence structures.
-No-one
-nothing is good about this novel.
I love it a bit