Contradiction
You hate me
I don't know why
The reason died
Within your anger
With our friendship
Within bitter fury
So uncontrolled
You hate me
I watch you
In all your shades
Jet blown astray
You think you're a king
Your gaze, hard steel
Your **censored** cape, regal
So prominent
I watch you
I then dream
Of gods and death
Drugged on ether
Darkened from the past
Dark smoky eyes
Darken my own with lust
So disturbing
I then wake
It was you
And not a girl
I want to hurl
For having this love
For my own sex
For loving a madman
So ashamed that
It was you
I block out
Your twisted form
Of you reborn
I remind myself
I must kill you
I must stop your chaos
So desperately
I block out
I hate you
You killed my friend
And a thousand
You're too cruel to live
You take and take
You've taken over me
So much I hate
I love you
