Chapter 1 Ex best friend
I woke up. It was midnight. I usually wake up every single night because then, I can listen to music and sneak out for a walk. I took my headphones and went outside. I jumped out of my window. It wasn't that hard. It was dark outside. But I got used to it. I played my favorite songs for a while. I cried, and I think we'd about all these things I used to hear when I was going to school. From now on my mom is paying a bunch of money so I could study from home. I mean, it was a great idea. Now I didn't have to hide in school bathrooms. So I cried for half an hour. I was walking when I saw a woman coming out of the night club. She wasn't sober. She was acting weird like someone was chasing her. I came to her and asked, "Excuse me, do u need help?" She looked at me and that when j realized that it's my ex-best friend Emily. We ended up without friendship because she was too toxic. She was quiet for a long time when she finally spoke " H-hi Gloria, I didn't expect to meet you here" she gave me that look like she was apologizing. "Look, im so sorry for what I've done. I know im toxic. " I looked at her arms when I saw a bruise."Are you hurt?" I asked her if she was okay. She replied "im okay, just got hit by a bike. A stupid man was not focused on the way. " I smiled and hugged her. It's been a while. She knew about my depression and that when she decided to end our friendship. "It's been a while, Emily. You're drunk. You should go home. Here's my new number. Call me. " She was drunk so she just walked away. I gave her a note with my number just in case she'll decide to call me. And that's when I got back home and fell asleep.
It's was Monday. Morning. I jumped out of bed and went straight to the kitchen. My mom was making me breakfast. I was surprised cuz usually she leaves me 5 dollars to buy myself food. "Good morning mom!" I smiled. "Morning sweetheart, I need to go for now. Eat well" And then she rushed to her car and drew to her job. She was working really hard. My mom was always trying to be sweet to me. She saw the first depression signs when I was 15 years old. Now im 17 years old. Yeah, depression never leaves me. I took a plate with an egg and a chocolate bar. I loved these, Twix was the best snack I've ever had. I was watching tv while eating when I got a call. My phone was ringing and it said "unknown". I answer the call and said "Hello, it's Emily. I remembered you from the last night. Do u want me to come over?"
