Chapter 1
Ripper
6 years later
I take sip at my whiskey as I sit at the bar, I've lost track of how many glasses I've had. I was at the clubhouse bar drinking the night away. That all I like to do now, my brother and daughter was worried about me but I couldn't care less about it. I wanna to die from all this pain I felt. My old lady Louise died in a car crash and the love of my life Elaine left me to not break my family.
I turn to around to see my daughter Penny who is now 18 kissing her long term boyfriend Ghost. He was 19, 6'0 with platinum blonde hair and he was in love with my daughter. He was an orphan that we took in when he was 15, he prospect at 17 to 18 and become a member after he prove himself. He been with my daughter for two years now. He treats her good, so as long as she happy I am too.
She graduated high school 2 weeks ago, and she was still looking for which college she wanted to go to. My little princess wanted to be a nurse and help people around the world.
I order another glass and as soon I was about to take a drink I felt and hand on my arm, I look to my side and see my daughter "dad that enough for you" she said concerned, I laughed and drink it anyways and nodded "Alright Honey" I get up off the bar and stumble a little, ghost and Penny grabs me and takes me to my room in the clubhouse. I let them take me since I didn't feel like fighting, I was just so tired.
At 42, and alone I didn't want to be bother or even talked to by many people. My attitude has gotten worse over the years and so has my drinking problem. Doctor have said that if I don't slow down or stop it will definitely put me in a grave. Penny wants me to stop drinking and get help, she know I'm completely depressed and lonely. What she doesn't know is that, that what I want. To be in a grave.
