Driving with the dark memories
Reina
I was driving going to I don't even know where, this was the 5th car I stole on these way. It was late at night when I decide to looked back at my daughter Addison who was 4 now. She has my has my blonde locks but her father blue eyes. She was wearing her favorite pink dress and was knocked out.
I've been on the run since I was 18, my life has been a disaster since I was 10. My parents live in poverty and then my dad cheated on my mother and left us. She went bat shit crazy and started drugs. Always every night their would be man over either for giving drugs or having sex with her to get drugs. I was ashamed of my mother and my life and I was only 10 at That time.
One day I came home from school to find my mother on her knee with a gun to her head. O screams in horror and the men turned to me. I was so scared that I ran upstairs and hid. I heard some shouting and my mom screaming, I covered my ears. My mother a little later came to find me and took me down and introduced me to the men that had a gun to her. I remember the word she told me when I last saw her "Reina, you gonna go with these men and I want you to do everything they tell you. I'm so sorry baby" and she hugged me and that was the last time I saw her.
I didn't give you I tried to run when she let me go but the guys were so big and they grabbed me and I was screaming and kicking and begging my mom to help me but she just stood there crying bad they took me, and I never saw her again.
The man took me to the club where a gang call the black Cobras resided. There leader Meeko was an older man that didn't like to have children as payment. He was in his late 30s with brown hair and blue eyes. He bent down to my level "hello there, what's your name?" He asked "Reina" I whisper back. He nods "You will live here now, and you do what I say understand?" I heard my mom words in my head repeat. I slowly nodded and he smiles good.
A man named Atlas, he was a guard for Dimitri and he was responsible for me. He looked to me in his early 20s, he was the only one that kinda nice. Everyone else just ignored me and yelled at me. I was to cleaned and wash dishes or clothing. I was like a slave for the gang, I was miserable and then when I got older I was to cook food. When I was 16 was when I started to strip, I was always bored when I was younger and watch the girls dance and they need one so I though why not.
Worse decision of my life, that spot light put me more out there and people wanted me to give them a side show. The men that ignored me started talking to me and some would touch me and I didn't like. Then one day when I was around 17 Dimitri came to me, asking me for a special show and I agreed cause I was terrified of him.
As I twirled around and took my clothing off for him he touches me softly all over my body. I didn't like it but I didn't say anything, I was so scared of him. Over the years I've seen the bad side of Dimitri, he had a very bad anger management. And if anyone ever crossed him, he would make sure they suffered before death.
I was so lost in thought that I didn't realize the song had stopped and I was still twirling around and Dimitri was staring at me with lust. "Stop" he said, I stopped the minute he said it and I had my back turned towards him, I was completely naked. I began to cover myself as he rose from his seat to come to me and he moved my blonde hair to the side and kisses my shoulder. I couldn't help but shudder from his touch. I beg him not to touch me and he ended up getting mad and smack me so hard that I fell, he gets on top of me and begins to be beat me because I resisted him.
I was black and blue and then I felt a sharp pain Down toward my vagina and it made me screaming and I soon realized he was raping, he choked me a lot while he raped me. He raped me nearly the whole night in the room, then he just left saying "That will make you think twice before disobeying me" and he left and I was left on the ground curled up crying and little later Atlas came in and cleaned me up and gave me medicine for the pain. He was the only one that cared enough to check on me, he's the only friend I've had this whole time.
After that night Dimitri was come in and rape me anytime he wanted. I knew if I say no he would beat me, a while after I found myself getting sick badly and I was taken to the clinic by Atlas and I found out I was pregnant. I cried because I didn't know what to do, I didn't want my child to be born in this hell hole. So I decide to make a plan and runaway, I wasn't gonna let Dimitri take the one happiness in my life.
