Dip in the past
Thea
(12 year old)
I was drawing a picture of Brandon and I, with a sun and we was laying down on the grasses. I had the most biggest crush on my big brothers best friend and I was hopping we can at least be friend since he is 18 and I'm 12 right now. But I will eventually grow up and be his wife I knew that for sure. My brother Ace and Brandon are prospects for the club that my father runs, they had to get in just like everyone else. After my mom died in a shoot out my father keeps me more closer to him in the club then anyone else.
When I was finished with my drawing I went down toward the kitchen where I saw Brandon moping the floor and I smile and ran up to him "Hey Brandon! I made a drawing and it's us" I laugh and he stopped and looked at me and smiles and looks at my drawing "Wow Thea it really nice, great pencil work." I grinned and I felt my little cheeks turn red. Ace ended up coming In and ruining the moment and Brandon went back to moping as Ace was wiping the table I decided to let them clean and went out the door.
I heard Ace and Brandon talking and I decide to listen in "What was my sister saying to you?" Ace asked "She drew something and was showing me" "what a weirdo" Ace laughed and Brandon laughs to and I felt tears coming out of my eyes "Yeah I don't know why she keeps drawing herself and I together. She so weird, I'd never let that happen" he laughs and Ace laughs more. I couldn't hear anymore and I went into my room and didn't come out the rest of the night.
From then on I didn't say much to Brandon and when I turn 18 my dad ended up dying from a heart attack and Ace was made the president at 24 and Brandon who now goes by Gunner his Vp. After the funeral, I decided to go to college outside of Montana and pursue art in New York. Ace didn't want me to go and neither did Gunner, I glared at gunner still hating him for laughing at me when I was younger. He knew I loved him and he would bring any girl around the club and fucked them in front of me if he wanted to. He rejected my love for him so many times that I didn't even bother looking at him. He was young and wanted to have fun with my brother and I couldn't stop him.
So I left for 4 years and got my degree in art and wanted to be a art teacher for you g kids since I loved kids a lot. In my college time I did meet one guy named Gregory Jones, he was pursing business and we became friend and eventually got drunk and had sex, from there he he became my fuck buddy and he didn't mind that. We had a great friendship and sex but that's was it. He live in Georgia, so we would FaceTime when we went our separate ways, I told him about Gunner and he shook his head saying "He's losing a good women" I sighed and nodded.
After my 4 years at college was over I went back to Helena after saying a long ass goodbye to Gregory. Ace was the one to pick me up and bring me back to the clubhouse. I had pick up bartending when I was in New York and would work at the bar till I found my career job. Seeing Gunner after 4 year brought all the memories back. He was more define and taller and extremely sex looking, but in those years he hasn't seen me I change to. My breast was bigger and I grew my long brunette hair out and had an hourglass shape to my body.
I saw a lot of new members and still the old members, they had an bbq for my return and I was introduced to the news members. I was in the kitchen alone drinking water when Gunner with a girl in tow entering the kitchen "Oh I didn't know anyone was in here" he said in his deep voice. I looked at him disgusted "Don't worry I was just leaving, have fun with your slut" I said walking past him and the girl snicker "What did you say bitch?" I stopped and looked at her "You deaf? I said 'have fun with your slut' stupid hoe" I said making fun of her and she lets Gunner hands go and tries to punch me in the face.
My father taught me how to fix a guy and girl, and I wasn't about to go easy on this bimbo. I dodge her and punched her in the face with all my strength and hear a crack as she fell back on her head crying. Gunner was in shock looking at us "Jesus Thea" he said as he helps the bitch up and grabs a towel for her bleeding nose. "Yeah Gunner? Say some shit to me?" I said threatening "What the hell has happened to you?" He said glaring at me "I grew up Gunner, I'm not that small little girl anymore" I said walking out of the kitchen.
Gunner ended up taking her to the hospital to get her nose fixed an took her home. I didn't even bother acknowledge the fact that I had use violence for the first time in my life. It felt great to beat someone ass for touch my man even though he didn't want me.
(Present time)
That was three years ago, Ace was of course now married with kids and I'm 25 with no relationship and no kids. I was hoping by now Gunner maybe would have gotten the message but of course not. He doesn't fuck as many girls but he still rejects me, I mean we have had sex and that pretty much it. Honestly I was getting tired of waiting on him and I feel my heart needs some healing but I don't know how to get away from Helena now.
I've been looking for career jobs outside of the state and once I find one I'm not coming back to this hell again. I hope when I leave Gunner will be happy to have me out of his hair. Since he made it clear 13 years ago that in a weirdo and that this will never happen.
