My thoughts
I wake up in the morning to the same words, I keep thinking about my actions all these years, I do not know what makes me so far able to breathe, without my belief in him, the glory of his majesty, problems from all sides, feelings that made a noise in my chest, mixed feelings that I could not identify, is it sadness Or happiness, love or hate, hope was my companion, just as jinx is my friend, this is how I am, am I somewhat split or what, what makes me this way, I would like to know. I have not accomplished anything in my life, even if it is short. I have spent only 15 years, 5 months and 9 days of my life. I love my life and its misery, I do not know what my character is exactly. Do you think I am an angel or a demon, am I happiness or depression, I do not know However, I still want to live.
Many sins surround me, I pray to God to forgive me, sins that disturb my dreams, many things that I want to change in myself, I postpone my work for an unknown date, I know that I am not sure that I will be lost the next day, realizing that I am perishing at any moment, and despite that I am still my business . I do not show my side this to anyone, always that smile on my mouth, and a cheerful personality that raises questions of everyone around me, a stupid, funny, optimistic girl, and they did not see the one inside me, which is the opposite of the first.
