Chapter 1
009.M41
its the day after my fathers death and I am getting ready to say my final good bye to him this isn’t going to be easy not by far so now I have lost my father because of Horus and now I have to live with the shame that my mother chose to follow Horus rather than support her daughter on the worst day of her life well I should have expected that she never wanted me from day one.
I went to say good bye to my father I am so thankful that Dante and Mephiston stood by me they know how important this was for me. I know best what’s done is done no one can change the past it would have been nice to see him one last time I still have so much to learn.
I got my force sword today it looks identical to Mephiston’s I know I haven’t long passed my training but I have got to high rank already I am Right hand man well woman to the Chief Librarian I am his advisor and the one that helps keep him himself so he doesn’t lose it though that seems to be a battle at the best of times I may try something else next time, in reality he is showing signs of having my father power so maybe my blood is the answer to keeping him sane, I don’t know I may try it just to see if it when it comes to it.
Well it looks like there are no wars to be fought at the moment so we are stuck doing our normal duties what you didn’t actually think that being a Blood Angel was all about war did you, well if you did you would be wrong being who we are we have responsibilities like for me and Mephiston we are the one to look out for the rest of the Librarians and make sure they are doing their jobs properly or make sure they are prepared for the next battle, yes there is a lot more to being a Blood Angel than just war.
While we where doing our job, we noticed that their was a slight problem with one of our librarians he was showing signs of the black rage so we called a Chaplain named Dantalion to introduce him in to the Death Company it would be a small dent in our numbers but with the new recruits being trained it wouldn’t be long before our brother was replace with a new one, yes we are all family though me and Mephiston don’t seem to sit or talk to the others, not very often anyway we do talk to Dante our Chapter Master quite a bit but that’s because he is more of a friend than a brother, Mephiston is Dante’s right hand so if Dante needs advice he will turn to Mephiston and if Mephiston needs advice he will turn to me well obviously.
I was looking forward when It suddenly dawned on me what it would be like for me to go through the Black Rage, I know when I was training Mephiston promised me he would help me fight it that he would never let me become part of the Death Company but does he even remember that I suppose only time will tell.
You could say I’m not your normal Blood Angel yes I know I’m the Daughter of the Slain Primarch yes that does make me different but I was thinking more of the line that I am the only female in the Blood Angels yes I know you have the Sisters Of Battle but they don’t live on Baal they are somewhere else it makes you wonder before the law of men only why no other woman went for it maybe it was because they where scared I know that this is my destiny this is what I was supposed to do with my life be a perfect soldier to protect my granddad the Emperor its no secret.
