letters once upon a Monday

I wake up to the sound of my alarm blaring and quickly turn it off jumping up and seeing that it is 6:00 I get in the shower and do my business then giving my light brown hair that I had highlighted two sections in the front over the summer a light curl and putting on some mascara and chapstick in my favorite flavor coconut then I threw on some dark blue ripped skinny jeans my belt, pastel purple sweater, and gold star necklace I had gotten from my mom. grabbing my black leather backpack going downstairs pulling on my black lace up boots. not bothering with brecfest being to nerves to see Carly and her minions. I locke the door and get in my olive green jeep and head to my own personal hell for the day

ARRIVING AT SCHOOL *******

Finding my parking spot in the back of the lot since the school gives you a spot for the year I enter and am bummed around most people here are taller then me I am only 5’2 and feel like am ant most days no one ever notices me soon enough I get to my locker and quickly put my stuff in taking only the things I need for first period as soon as my locker door is closed I squeak in fear dropping my books there standing is the she devil her self “oops did I scare you?” Her voice dripping of sarcasm as she kicked my books and papers everywhere I wanted to cry and run but I was frozen in place she got in my face and pushed me harshly into the lockers sending pain through my back and I tryed not to cry out “last year was a walk in the park this year I have some new tricks up my sleeves for you nerd” and with that she and her minions were gone kicking papers as they went I never bothered learning her minions names becuse it didn’t really mater anyway bending down slowly minding the pain in my lower back I end up crawling on my hands and knees once done I am about to stand up when a par of black vans come into view I wait for him to move but he dosent he just stays there And I don’t move ether waiting for some kind of insulting statement or to be pushed out of the way but after what seems like for ever I stained up and look to see nun other then Zander cole standing in front of me with a look of confusion “what the hell were you doing on the floor?” I studied him he was wearing black ripped jeans and a white shirt that showed off his yummy looking six pack and huge arms that could crush my head in two seconds then I couldn’t help study the intricate design of his nicked arms and wanted to trace my fingers along them I moved my eyes up to his sharp jawline and high cheek bones his raven black hair and ‘OH MY SWEET BABY JESUS’ his beautiful forest green eyes ‘OH maybe in my letter next week I will write about them oh yes definitely’ then suddenly a big hand was waving in my face and I was pulled from my planing “well?” He was clearly loosing his cool “o-oh sorry I was p-picking up my b-books” he raised a brow at me “why are you apologizing?” As this introacton was going on I was becoming even more nervous and started to shake uncontrollably under his watch “I h-have to g-get to class n-now bye” and before he could say anything more I was gone to first period the rest of my morning was pretty boring nothing happened but there is always lunch as soon as the bell rings I am off and outside to my spot under a tree behind the school I settle down and start munching on baby carrots whilst I brain storm ideas for Zanders next letter I was so focused on the curly letters on my paper that I hadn’t noticed the shadow over me until he spoke “what are you doing out here?” I squeak and jump slamming my book closed “h-having lunch” I replied “well that’s no an actual lunch ya know” he says Cooley “I not very h-hungry right n-now” I stutter still not comfortable with him just yet “whatever” he says and leaves me there ‘weird’ I think to myself and lay down on the grass starting through the leafs of the tree into the sky beyond

LEVING SCHOOL *********

It’s finally time to leave this hell for the day and I have got by with only insulting comments and a few trips in the hallway so not to bad in my book I head to my locker get my things and start walking to my car in the back of the lot on my way I see carlys car parked and start walking a little faster then suddenly the car backs right into me just enough for me to go flying to the ground and scrape the living hell out of my hands and knees I get up to see Carly glaring at me from her car “well move it what are you dumb god!” And with that I hurried to my car blood runing down my hands and legs I get to my car and unlock it but I am debating on walking because I do not want blood on my car seats then I remembered that I had paper towels behind my seat after I am done I drive home drop my stuff and got upstairs to my bathroom that is connected to my room and I then properly clean my cuts getting into some blue night shorts and a black tank top with my pink Santa Cruz hoodie and carefully crawl under the covers and cry till I finally pass out from all the stress of the day

LATER THAT NIGHT ********

I wake up from a nightmare about my mom and know I won’t be able to fall back asleep I see that it is 1:30 so I get up and put my Uggs on and walk to wawa for some coffee since we have a 24h one up the road I get there and limp inside me knees feeling sore I got a frozen Carmel and coconut coffee with extra wiped cream and bag of gummy bars and beef jerky I pay and walk or wobble out for the walk home “what the hell happened to you?” A deep and voice that I knew all to well ‘Zander’ “y-yeah well getting b-backed over by a c-car is not very f-fun” I stuttered “Jesus!” He says angry grabbing my cut hands I look at his face and In his cold face I see a little of what looks like worry ‘for what me’ I pull myself out of my thoughts of this gorgeous man in front of me “I have to get home now” I say and start to walk then a stunning black Audi R8 pulls next to me “get in the car” Zander demands “w-why?” He gives me a duh look “because you can’t walk home your hurt just get in the car” with reluctance I agree “o-okay” I get in and am glad it is wormed it being December 10th already “who was it?” He asked “who did what Zander?” “The car that hit you!” He raised his voice just a little guess I have to tell him “it was C-Carly she w-was really m-mad today b- but I don’t k-know what I d-did” I explain “fucking hell Rowen!” “I-I am fine though so n-no need to worry” we pull up to my house “who says I care” he mumbled but I heard him “th-thank you for the r-ride Zander g-goodnight” “yeah goodnight” I get out then wave and head inside and get started on his letter for Monday looking forward to doing nothing this weekend since it was Friday

Once I had an idea for the letter I crawled into bed and passed out

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The next chapter will be here hopefully next week I would love to create a schedule for myself 😘