Rain of Ruined

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My hair is messy. Maybe I am going crazy now. Why did she did this to me?? Did she has never known that I was liking her from the beginning. She first talk to me. She keep coming close to me. Why??? Why did she do this??

I heard someone is knocking at the door. Mum entered after knocking. I looked at her. I look at her when I stand up to opened the door. I was standing beside my bed. Mum looks at me. She wraps me into a hug and let me sit into the bed. I can't hold my tears. I start crying when she hold me into a soft hug which is so soft. We both are sitting in the bed. Mum is warming me. But it's only my body.

Not my heart. What about that??

"Who has break your heart my dear???" My mum ask me when she was hugging me softly. This is not the first time I have heartbroken.

I was silent. Today is the last day of my university. I have confess my feelings to many persons. But every girls has reject me. Why they have never feel anything about me why they have always rejected me. I have got top numbers in my university. My qualifications are best. But they still didn't accept me. Everytime I have heartbroken mum was beside me. Mum always hug me when she sees me like this. This is the only way for me to move on.

"I feel sorry for the girls who had rejected you. You have liked them. Maybe they didn't deserve this.please strong yourself." Mum tried to comfort me. The comfort which always helps me. But this time I was liking the person for five years. It's not like that mum didn't know. She has known everything that has happened in my life.

"Mum I like......" My throat got dried up. I can't finished my line.

"Mum I like her mum. I like her so much. I like her everything but Mum she reject me. Why mum???" I again said. I was crying in my Mum's arm. She was holding me.

"I have never seen you like this. I don't know why she reject you. But you are the most strong person."

"Do you like her like the other girls you have liked before ???" Mum ask me calmly. But her voice has got heavy I can understand that. Maybe she is holding her tears just because I am crying.

"I don't know...... I don't know mum. But she is so important for me in my life." I told her. My tears are not stopping.

"Did Rachel stop being a friend with you??" Mum ask.

"Rachel don't even want to talk to me anymore mum. She said she didn't want to see my face again." I hug my mum more comfortly. She looks at me. Rachel Stewart is the persom whom I am liking for five years.

Mum again tighten our hug. "Maybe just because you have never fall for anyone like this much" mum said.

"But I am hurting mum. Its hurting me. Is there anything that I couldn't give her. Why did she except him not me??? Why mum??" I ask my mum. There is nothing that i couldn't give her. I am taking my father's office. He is the owner of the top office in this city. My father is also the trusty of our university. I have make my qualifications for entering the office. Now I have my qualifications. Then why didn't she except me???

Now it's more hurting because I am thinking about her. My heart is hurting like it never does. Many girls has rejected me but I have never hurt this much.

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Mum was with me till I fall asleep. Now I am in my bed. The morning is passing. I like morning lights. First it's white. Then it's get whiten and whiten. When the whiten get most then it gives a warm light. But today's weather is so calm. Maybe because it's a rainy day. I have met Rachel in a rainy day. It was raining so much. I had forgotten my umbrella at home so I was getting wet in the rain. I like rain but it has got worst now. Just because of Rachel. Maybe she has make me feel it worst. I also didn't took my car. I was going to my university by taxi. So I was getting wet at the university gate. But I couldn't find a way to go to the class. Rachel took an umbrella for me when I decided to wet properly and went to the class. We both went to the class together. That's how we meet. She come closer and closer to me after that. She has told me a lot stories about her. As she talks to me I get more close to her. When I am leaving my university I told all of my feelings to her. She reject me. Why??

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I spend the whole morning in my bed. But my cheeks has dry drops of tears. I have to wake up. I don't know how will I move on. I don't even know what will make me feel good now. But I have to move on. I can't waste her time by disturbing her.

I look at my phone and turn it on. It shows the display which has a cute photo of Rachel. I have took it without knowing her. She has never know this. I smile a little bit. But the smile is not for my happiness it's belong to a deep sadness. I can feel it. But it's has no matter to her. I look at the time now it's 8 am. I wake up from the bed and make the bed. Because it's one of my habit. And I don't want to sleep again. I went to the washroom put the phone at the table.

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I come to the hall room. The dining place is besides the hall room. I see Cristiano. We all call him Cris. He is my younger brother. He is 19 now. He has a boyfriend, but mum and dad has no problems with that. They are happy because at least he has someone who take care of him. Cris is handsome. He has a healthy body with six packs. His boyfriend is so skinny but handsome.

"Good morning Cara." Cris wish me when he saw me. He was in sofa. He was watching TV. I look at the mum who sigh with eyes to Cris. Cris stand up when he saw that.

"Let's have some breakfast dear." Dad hug me and pull me to the dining table. Cris come to the dining table with us. We all sit down.

Lora and Nina was in the table. They are my younger sister. Lora is in college 1st year and Nina is in 9th grade. We are Neville family. My father owns "Neville" company. I am entering to the company now.

"Will you like to go to in a trip with us Cara???" Cris ask me when I sit down to eat breakfast.

"I am ok Cris. I have move on. Just look at my cute face you will easily know." I smile widely. I know they got tensed about me. They love me so much. So they didn't want me to cry or sad. Always they stay besides me.

Everyone smile when I make a cute face.

"Can I make you a cake today!!" Lora request me. She is a good cook. She has learned many cooking. On the other hand I don't even know how to boil water. My parents and siblings has make me a sensitive and soft child. So it's really very hard for me to move on. So they always help me to move on. Lora knows that I like her cakes very much. Cris know I like to went in trips. It's my hobby to visit different places. We have visited many places. They have always help me to move on like this.

"You can take a break for some time. Then join the office." Dad told me. I look at him. I don't want any time free. When I will take free times I will remember her.

"No dad it's ok." I told him.

"Ok then join to the office tomorrow." Dad told me.

"Can't I join today!!" I told him.

"Know I have to manage many things."

"Ok dad."

"Now eat a lot."

"Yeah."

"Then let's went to a park this afternoon?" Cris ask me.

"It's ok Cris." I told him.

"No it's not ok."

"Why not??"

"I don't want you to stay free or silent. So you are coming with me. We all are going today. We four siblings."

"And your boyfriend too. Right??" Nina jokes.

"Of course." Cris replied to her.

His boyfriend name is Nehan. He has a sweet name like his face. He is really cute. He is Cris boyfriend for three months now. They are a sweet couple. He is his first boyfriend. He is so polite to us. Cris and his boyfriend are going their first class in university. They both got into a good university in faculty of engineering. They had done a good result. So they both has got into a good place.

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Mum went to her job after breakfast. She is a doctor. She works hard. But also she takes a good care of us. Now I am alone in this home. Everyone has went to their new world. But their world is with full of happiness but my world is full of darkness. Maybe this is my new world. The blank world. This blank world is really hard.

Everytime I am feeling lonely. I was never lonely like this. I play a sad song on the music player in my room. It's giving a really sad sound. I want to change it because I don't want to be more sad. So I play "Kiss and make up" by dua lipa. I really like Rose very much. Everytime I see her I feel can't she be my girlfriend. I pray hard to meet them. But they are from another country. They are my personal celebrity crush. I also like many girls. I mean many celebrities.

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Now we are at a park. Which is belongs to a lot of couples. They are having fun. They are kissing, loving each other and hugging and also talking to each other. Really!! I mean Cris took me here. Lora and Nina is not here. They are busy today. So only me ,Cris and Nehan is here. They are also having fun. But what I am doing here. Just staring at the couples. Really!! They are not here now. So I am sitting here alone.

Actually I am having fun. I like to see couples who loves each other. I want them to be like this all the time. They are so amazing!! Every couple fit to each other so much. They are having good moments. And I am starring at them. Cris know that I like to see them. So always he tooks me here. This place is nice. It has a lot of flower trees so there smells are coming to me. I can feel the air. The ear is touching my hair. Touching my cheeks. They are touching me softly. So softly like no one does. I am enjoying the moment because this place is making me forgot Rachel for some time. This time is good. But at home!! It's the place where I have spent a lot of times with her. I have sleep with her in my bed. What about them.

I forgot the thought. Because I want to feel this moment alone. All alone like no one does. No one.

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Hey guys thanks for reading. I hope you like it. Enjoy reading like no one does. Enjoy the reading moments. So you can feel the story. Thank you. And sorry for my grammar mistakes also do vote and comments