Chapter 1
Conscious Minds
Obviously nothing is making any sense. to try and calm is to ignite. I knew that the road would turn to be rocky after I expressed myself, but if I never did I wouldn’t be alive to write. The cause is never believed, only the problem. When living with toxic individuals, one must face many days of hardships and worry much.
To be human is just a statement of someone who has no thought of experience. Many calamities are caused by friction stored up in the mind. Why do they wonder how I can write such a thing, it is because once lived there is no return of thought of past happiness. These are different times, If I don’t adapt I will not be able to make it. Love is only around and will only takes so much, before even it gives up. When many people hate you at one time, their energy is enough to make a being be present in your life. Even if they are not aware of this. I have faced this within my own family. If Love starts to eat at you, hurting you. Then change is way needed. I see people who have no feelings. Feelings are also a thing of the past. It took me a while to realize that I was in a different life, and everything and everybody in it is different, including me.
I will have no feeling of vulnerability anymore, The curse of this has hardened me to the core. It is getting harder to hold on to love. Was I to embrace the dark-side and stay there? The only comfort is there... is it really vice versa? Was I supposed to carry hate to live.
I heard the term root-cause before, no meaning existed for it until I lived a little more. Humans operate with intent. No matter good or evil, intentions are present. If she tells you that she loves you, what are the intentions? If he tells you that he wants you to call him, what are the intentions? Some people have no care or feelings about others. Conscienceless is a growing trend around the world. If you find yourself asking why, then it is time to change.. Change whether good or bad, is always necessary for survival...
To adapt is the most important lesson to learn in order to succeed in this society. The only menaces are those who keep everything boiled up inside. How can a inmate become more respected than a upstanding citizen? Perception is the culprit.
To manipulate the mind to see something different is the greatest magic trick of all. The days of Love are dwindling, Hate is seeking its turn. Many have accepted this reality, and these days are very successful for them. Metamorphosis is not the same as adaptation.. many see horns on a angel, and praise the halo of a demon..
I was told that a conversation is worth more than time and money.. I didn’t believe it, of course until lived.
From Observation, I learned that all people, whether male or female, wants somebody to know what and how they are feeling.
