Invisable.
Sometimes... I feel invisable. One day I could disapear and no one would notice. Ever stop to think I'm upset, or I'm off. No one understands. A simple background character. Ignored by everyone not deserving of anything.0
Think realisticaly, In the future to give to my country, my community, my generation. In a couple years my generation will rule the world and what do I have to offer? Nothing I tell you. I'm not anything speacial I suck at most anything and even if I'm decent at something where is that going to get me? I'll never make a name for myself
All I do is lie to myself. Your not that bad. Not that good either. Your just starting! Your gonna quit halfway through like always. I don't know what hard work is. I don't work hard for anything so that's a reason why my life is so shaky and I have no motivation, I just want to fall asleep and never wake up so I dont have to be a waste of everything.
The world just isnt meant for me, I don't belong here. I'd want to live in a paradise or fantasy world with my friends and just be happy. But I know that that would never happenen. I don't deserve it anyway.
I'm pathetic and obnoxoius and I just want everything to stop.
One day... I'll dissapear... And everyone will be so confused because I act okay, when I'm not and they never saw past me.
One day.. I'll dissapear but I wont be sad, I won't regret it but I'd be happy to create more space for someone who can make this world better. And I'd be free.
Thanks for reading my rant. ❤
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One day, you'll disappear. You won't be sad, but we will. One day we'll disappear and that's why we need to make the most of life. Maybe you haven't found something you're really good at yet, and that's okay.
We need you.