In Deep
Charlotte POV
Emotions are weird because they have the power to make us do things we would have never thought of ever doing before. Feelings can be incredibly dangerous for everyone affected as they can escalate quickly.
I hate that all this lovey-dovey nonsense has me feeling suffocated and vulnerable as I’m usually in control.
I tend to wonder, why In God’s name we as intelligent beings put ourselves through this torture every time we meet a cute guy. It’s ridiculous how much time and energy we waste on it all.
Could you tell me why because for the moment, I obviously can’t?
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I’m laying on my mattress wondering why I’m not enjoying the gorgeous day outside but instead, I’m here in this house of horrors.
The tension is rotten so I dress quickly, run downstairs, sprint to my car parked outside, slide inside, and leave all that crap in my wake to pop into town.
It’s lovely just driving along and feeling the subtle breeze tickle against my skin and my strands dance to each whisper of air flowing between them.
I strive onwards and finally, I arrive at my desired destination so I park the car and onto the pavement I go, breathing a sigh of relief that I can shake off all that hostility from home even if it’s only for a little bit.
Strolling along in a world of my own when I spot one of my favorites The Retro Rewind Store and I pop inside for a little browse. Wandering around the aisles minding my business I spot him, yes the one and only Mr. Hotness himself appearing out of nowhere.
I become all flustered so I snatch something off the shelf without looking but then everything topples off the stand making a big racket.
I stare down at the pile on the slightly speckled tiled floor and all I can see are tampons and the majority of random items that spilled out everywhere from my tote as well as the mixture of stuff from the shelf.
(Is that my giant knickers I see and snot-filled tissues? Oh the fucking shame )
Just as I glance up his eyes meet mine and I turn scarlet. I bow my head with embarrassment and try to pull myself together before I face him again.
With my hand, I shovel things into my bag not caring if it’s mine or if I’m stealing as it’s getting crazy in here.
I’m anxious, hyperventilating, and can’t think straight, and now he’s walking towards me and what do I do, take off running out the entrance like the coward I am?
What in the fuck was that Charlotte, jeez, he’ll think I’m a nutjob. Why did I run, I should have just stayed and faced the hottie.
First impressions always count and I totally blew it. How in the hell can I come back from that disaster? He must think I’m some clumsy freak.
I’ll figure something out, I have to, right? But how is the question?
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Priory Falls where I live is a microscopic place because you can’t seem to piss awkwardly without someone noticing.
Mr. Avrey Winters the foghorn perched by his shop window watching everything and everyone. It’s creepy if you ask me but thats him for you. I suppose occasionally It comes in handy when you want to know the juicy gossip.
He and this town love their drama so when anyone new enters the motor mouths start wagging. I am told obviously by the big mouths that the hot guy and his family moved here around a month ago and bought the mansion on the hill.
Thats all I could find out but I’m sure there’ll be legs added on soon enough as the GlossyGossies love to embellish.
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Hello, I’m Charlotte Devereaux, eighteen, and born and bred in this shithole.
I live with people with whom I happen to share the same DNA but my real family is my group of childhood friends.
We have been a group since we were kids and we all grew up together in this affluent neighborhood. Through the years we have had the biggest raves this town has ever experienced and we live for the fun and mystery of it all. We party hard, devoting our time to, dancing, drinking, sex, drugs, and celebrating life.
We are unsophisticated, young, and unrestricted so don’t hold it against us.
Now, that the Summer has arrived, there will be no end to the excessive partying at a place we named The Grove. It’s the place to be seen.
Every one of us is in the prime of our lives so why not take advantage of all it has to offer whether it be good or bad?
When the time is nearing rave night a cryptic message is sent out and like a swarm of bees to honey the invited appear.
Come on party people let the insanity begin.
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I decided to get a part-time job at The Vapor Bar & Off license so I can supply all the alcohol, It’s great as Blossom Clancy the owner thinks I’m twenty-one and I get a deal on the booze for every gig so it works out great for everyone.
Note to self, ′Give Blossom a buzz so I can let her know when I’ll be collecting drinks and the rest can be sorted by the boys.
This is the start of the season so I have to make it bigger and better than the last one. I’ll have to Up my game on this one and with the help of my group, I believe we can outdo ourselves.
Please do me proud lads, because I need this to go off without a hitch as the new guy has entered the equation.
I can be overbearing sometimes but fuck it I’m being my true self and I want to impress him too.
I care more about the stupid stuff and don’t give a shit about the important things in life, so my knobhead of a father tells me
I have plenty of time to get serious but for now, I’m going to try to live my life as if it’s my last day on this earth.
Crazy adventures all the way I say and fuck responsibility.
I choose fun.
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I’m laying on the bed in my room texting Ollie and I get no reply, which is odd so I throw on some music and chill out to the sound of 90s hip hop. I decide to light my favorite candle to allow the sweet-smelling notes of vanilla to rapidly fill the entire space and as it lingers with such intensity it evokes tranquility throughout my body. It’s so great to have a house with no arguments for a change. This is bliss.
Unexpectedly, I hear a male voice, it sounds like the hot new guy and I say, in a harsh tone, “Wait a minute, what the fuck are you doing here”? my brows crinkled with confusion
He pops on top of my devan and draws closer until I feel his soothing breath at my ear, his strong muscular arms pressed on the sheets, those piercing eyes burning deep, and his bare chest in all the glory before me.
I pant heavily as I lay there in my ugly pajamas and disheveled hair. I follow his every move with my eyes as he peels off my clothes bit by bit until I’m exposed and he drags his jeans off so quickly he stumbled.
There it is his in all its glory his giant penis with its bulbous pink head staring right at me so I bite down on my bottom lip thinking
′ How in the hell is that going to fit inside me?
I try not to overthink it, as my breathing accelerates and my pulse races, he edges closer, and that’s when the adrenaline takes over, he nips my earlobe and I gasp, “What the fuck!“,
“Do you want this because I need you, I want you, let me lick that sweet bean of yours and make you scream”,
My head is swimming, the desire is overtaking my common sense, I know I shouldn’t as he’s a bad influence but I don’t care as just thinking about it makes my juices flow, I’m soaking wet, pulsating, and ready for him, needing him inside me, right this instant,
How can one person make you feel so heated?
“You can’t resist me Lottie”, as he inserts his fingers into me, increasing the speed aiming to get me off, pausing for just a second lowering his head toward my pubic area, licking in swift movements with that masterful tongue of his, “that’s it there, keep going,” as I pant and squirm and my toes curl with excitement.
My nipples are like bullets as he rubs and pinches them. It’s too much to handle but I try my best to hold on, I wriggle against him and exhale “Levi”,
That cheeky grin is so sexy as that asshole knows exactly what he’s doing.
His gaze is like staring into one’s soul which in turn sends warmth soaring through my entire body, I climax right there, and then as I say with limited oxygen, “fucking heaven”, as I lay there exposed.
I lift my head slightly and place my arms behind my head to announce through heavy breaths, “ehm, you know if my mom catches you in here, I’m dead, Levi!, she will crucify me, I’m grounded, or has that been erased from your stupid skull, and by the way, It’s your fault in the first place, you kept me out all night,”
“No way, It was you that kept me out,” he says in a raspy voice,
"So the blame is on me then, you had no part in it at all, great you fucking dick,” I say disgruntledly but too into this to stop now.
“You know I live for you Lott, come on, don’t start an argument, let’s finish what we were doing”, he declares with a smile
He’s got me there, I fucking love him, and I can’t deny the connection between us and the sex is mind-blowing.
We begin to kiss and it grows intensely along with his erection; I signal my approval with a nod. He lies down and I straddle him. His mouth lays claim to my throat as he kisses me, “oh-hh,” I utter,
He runs his tongue diagonally on my neckline leaving a dewy trail of saliva, I breathe in his scent as his cock enters inside me, My hips grind against him as groaning sounds escape my mouth “Oooooooo”, He cups my double D’s in his palms and tugs my nipples with his teeth, “More!” I say as he sucks harder, I quicken the pace as it fills my body with pleasurable sensations, and my back arches as I let out a thrilling scream.
I grab his hair tight, tugging, letting out one word, “fuck!” as our bodies are dripping with hot sweat and we gyrate each other, my bed is rocking, squeaking, and the headboard is pounding off the wall
“Fuck your hot, he says as he is just about there, “Wait, pause for a second, Is that who I think it is? You’ve got to be kidding me, go! Lee!, It’s my mom, I heard the front door slam out the window quickly”, I say in a panicked tone.
“Ah fuck off Charlotte, I’m just there dammit! you wouldn’t do that to me, really that′s messed up,” he tuts in anger
“Im sorry but I have to, my mom will kill me if she sees you here, go I’m begging you”, I say as I look at him with fear in my eyes as knowing what she will do is making me nauseous,
“That’s just cruel, fuck sake Charlotte, I’m splitting”, he gets up in a huff, climbs out the window and he’s gone.
“Charlotte, what’s going on there, answer me, Charlotte!,” a loud shriek echoes
“What!“, I say in a not-so-pleasant tone and a look of disgust on my face as I wipe my stinging eyes and I notice my mom’s face above me staring at me with her beady eyes.
“It’s 9 am, time to get up, your breakfast is ready, I’m off to work, I should be home around six, fingers crossed, see you later,” she chants, and off she goes out the door slamming it behind her,
What in the fuck was that craziness, did that happen, or am I in a different dimension here? It sure felt real but is my mind playing some weird games with me? was that an illusion cause fuck me it felt so real. I’ll have to figure out all this lust drama as it’s getting out of hand.
Text alert making itself known and when I have a look I see it’s Ebony the beauty bitch.
Blowout 2NT UKW ⛺⏰ C 💖💋wbt Get Lit AF xoxo
The session is on; I wonder if he’ll show up.
I’m spinning in a whirlwind of anxiety wondering if he will pop along, how pathetic is that
I’ll have to stop with all the supplied theatrics and get a fucking grip. He’s my crush, not fucking Thor
So he’ll either like me or not. I’ll have to loosen up and stop putting him up on a pedestal.
What will be, will be but really, What will it be?








